Memories #50
"flo and her 'flavor' of the week...hmm...sorta like me...but thanx to bobo...screwed up...but anyway...TOM TOM TOM! there...i'm done...oh wait...MIKE MIKE MIKE...her obsession...but i'm cheating here...this is NOT a memory...not yet..."

flo says that obsessions are good for you...that way you won't go insane...i'd like to digress...but anyway...we had a cool workout this morning at the AC...weights in the weight room where luke look-alike was...and flo's like gaga over him...she's keep looking in the mirror at him! ah flo! you kill me! we did stairs and rowing...thanx lisa for introducing me to that wonderful contraption of a rowing machine! and then....low and behold! flo saw mike today! she's a nutty girl that one....

we went to robarts so that i could look up stuff for my anthro project...it was disgusting because stupid people would take out the books and not return them...WHY?!?!? I RETURNED THEM! why can't YOU?!?!? ugh...no words to describe my disgust...benny saw me on the fourth floor acting like a ditz with the librarian...'and how do you find the articles on the catalogue again?' and i helped him and tim find some article...nice...then benny went to his 4'o-clock tutorial and tim and i studied on the fifth floor for a bit...

robyn and linda came by! i HATE YOU GURLS!!! i can't believe you saw antonio sabato!!!! UGH!! at the nike store? i applied for a job there...didn't get it cuz i lost interest....but...they went shopping!!! and then i left for the office while tim went to workout...

office was a MESS! deans and polish paul knocked out the wall to the fridge and cupboards and now there's no wall! ;p and they stripped the other part of the office of paint...and primed it! very well done boys! i thought kirsten would be lonely in the office by herself...but she was amusing herself with msn! nice! john called from marko's house and we had a GREAT conversation! i hafta say...i haven't heard from marko for a month...since last time john came...and it's so nice to hear from him! we just kept hurling jokes and shit at each other...the whole time i'd be ADD (attention deficit disorder...incase some ppl don't know) because kate and jo figeiredo came by...and so did elaine...and polish chris...and ALL these other ppl...and i'd be talking to them WHILE on the phone...yikes! thanx marko for being sooo completely patient with me! ;p

"I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.
I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world"

Louie Armstrong

john picked me up in his little red sports car after my class! i gotta say we had GREAT timing! ;p i was JUST let out...and he just came up! and we drove up north to yonge and major mac...and met up with marko and his friends, brian and lex, at timmy ho's...and you'll NEVER guess what we did! uh huh...that's right...we spent about an hour and a half at timmy ho's (well i did anyway...) playing SCRABBLE! ingenius! i luv it! lisa and lauren came by and the 6 of us just played and talked...it was GREAT! ;p

now i gotta do my linguistic's assignment...i won't have any time tomorrow cuz that's ANOTHER busy day!

ames looks like a fob today...not that that's a BAD thing or anything...rather...she looks odd...just...not like the normal ames...i swear to god that when i came home today with dad...my jaw dropped and i nearly dropped the food we were bringing in! ;p your shirt has a blue butterfly on it...and it has little white dangly things on it...REALLY! and to top it off...my plaits your hair in two little pigtails...i obviously have nothing better to do then to stare at you right now! ;p

i've concluded that if my dad ever gets a heartattack...it'll probably be because of me...ahahaaa...ESPECIALLY if i'm DRIVING!!!! ;p good times!

"I’ll bring you the gift of a sky full of bluebirds
with never the sign of a cloud up above
I’ll bring you the lilt of the laughter of children
and joy in the morning love

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the morning as long as you live
And these are the things I will give to my darlin’
These are the things to my darlin’ I’ll give

I’ll buy you a gown made of lace from the willow
in all the wide world there’s no lov-lier one
I‘ll bring you a dream to keep under your pillow
and joy in the morning sun

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the twinkle I see in your eyes
And this be the wish that I wish for my darlin’
Green apple weather and blue berry skies

I’ll bring you a drink from the pure crystal fountains
and ply you with roses and woo you with rhyme
I’ll bring you the glow from the light on the mountains and joy in the morning time

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the morning as long as you live
And all of my love I will give to my darlin’
All of my love to my darlin’ I’ll give

All of my love to my darlin’ I’ll give"

joy in the morning

hmmm...a touch of coffee and now to study....got a FULL day tomorrow! why...with john coming from the states and working out with flo and alll....it's gonna be fun!

scratch that...i WAS hungry...now i'm completely sated...after buffet china king...ugh...i never want to go there ever again...until next time...

before i forget....HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVA!
hahaa...you thought i forgot about you, huh?

"Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care for me"

Whitney Houston

i don't like this weather at all...i'm getting these narsty migraines....ugh....or...it could be oversleeping...or in my case...undersleeping....

i'm hungry...

Memories #49
"waiting for karina....nuff said"

i have this itch on my forehead...and it's been bothering me since linguistics lecture today...ugh...at least it didn't get red...
we had a BLAST today in class! i dunno why...but i think what's happening is all of us...chris, susan, sam, arash, fraser...we're getting really comfortable with each other...like...friends...unfortunately...we have only 2 more classes left...

omg...i'm gonna DIE! why am i rashing?!?!? first my forehead...now my forearm...gesus...

my quiz went well today...well...as well as can be expected since i didn't REALLY study till like 2 hrs before the quiz...damn...if i only knew it'll be THAT easy i woulda spent maybe 15mins more on the charts...damn...oh well...

ran into suzanne on my way from queen's park...chatted with her a bit and then isabelle stopped by...david and des...she's in our anthro class...the girl the prof had a conversation with from the back of the class to the front? yeh...that one...we stopped over at robarts to check out some stuff for anthro...

met up with karina at york mills...charysse at union and then had bbtea...and then i went to class and they went to get piercings...damn...you guys shoulda told me earlier...then i'd have cashed in my income tax return and gotten my ear pierced too...ah well

i'm tired...gonna watch JXK...so...blog some other time....

Memories #48
"always mixing up john c (luke's friend) and raz...cuz they looked alike...i'd see john in bio and chem...and i'd call him raz...and he'd be like 'who?!?' and then i'd see raz in economics and call him john...same reaction...one day john's sitting in brennan lounge and raz comes by cuz he's going to the canada room for lunch when i call out to him and john jumps up and wants to meet this guy i keep calling him...and then i compared them...and concluded that the only major difference between them was the fact that john has dimples!...and then i NEVER mistook them ever again!"

"sometimes I run sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time"

britney spears

had a great workout with vivien today! who knew that an hour would be good? ;p ran into yani today! he's taking a class at sid smith! it's sooo good to see ppl after not seeing them in the longest time! and yani was cool cuz he'd hang out at smcsu with us...and then he was working at the science centre when it went on strike...bleh...

i don't want to do anymore work! i dunno...i get this moods...hopefully i'll be fine tomorrow...i think it has something to do with the weather...i don't like the mugginess...

and so...my linguistics lecture is cancelled today because my prof is SICK! ha..pretty good! so i'm actually at robart's typing because when i go home there will be NO computers because my rents are out to niagara falls watching a chinese concert...NICE! so i'll be home with my sistwerp and grandma...

nothing very interesting except that i ran into jason shwartz today and he's still ok...and technically i came to the library to work on my anthro assignment...but HEY! i didn't bring my anthro stuff...so i don't really know what i'm doing...that's ok...i'll look some stuff up and work on it at home...if it's not right...i'll just come again...tomorrow...meh...

Memories #47
"not seeing vivian since gr. 12 mandarin...and then seeing her in bio labs...being soooo completely shocked that she lost SOOO much WEIGHT! walking with her to rosedale station on nice days after our bio nite lecs! BEING in her bio nite lecs!"

oooh boy! i walked TWO hours straight with vivian today...after our classes, i went and photocopied some stuff for arash and then met up with viv and walked from mclennen to EGLINTON station! very very good workout...and this was AFTER i worked out at the AC with lisa and lauren too!

the L's squared picked me up from home today at 1:45pm and we chillaxed in lauren's car (more like singing and waving our arms and doing crazy stuff) all the way downtown...

"I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone
To lighten up
I'm gonna tell 'em that
I've got no one to blame
Everytime I feel lame
I'm lookin' up"

Sheryl Crow

had that song ALL day in my head! it's cuz i WAS soaking up the sun today! studied in my backyard all morning and into the early afternoon (before the l's squared came) and it was soooooo nice! i haven't had a ME day in awhile...should do one soon! and then had my anthro quiz which was sooo completely stupid yet so incredibly good (because it makes you study) and had an all in all...good day!

and the icing on today's tiramisu cake....talking with john for about an hour! ;p john! you're THE BEST! we had great fun on the phone! even after i was cut off cuz my minutes ran out...john called back and we still had sooo much to talk about! i really miss our chats in your room...and watching movies on your bed(s)...(he's sooo tall that he needs TWO single beds together...and even then..he sleeps diagonally!) and going to jaka's with pat, alex...and anyone else! and working out together...and hooking each other up with new ppl!! and YAY! when you come down next wk...we are SOO hanging out again! and this time i'll spend the ENTIRE day with you! ya!

Memories #46
"seeing brian at the beginning of the year...ahaha! he's completely turned into a prep boy! (that's not a BAD thing)...and him trying to set his friend up with MY friend...THROUGH us...uh uh...not happening buddy..."

is it just me or do you always feel like there's so much more that we're forgeting to discuss...or like we're missing something from our meetings? i always do...i always feel like there's so much more to do...but i don't have all the time in the world to DO it...like...painting the office is stalled cuz we're waiting for furniture so we can match...and frosh stuff is not my area...and dsac stuff is so cool but it's part of frosh...and i work and go to school and paul works and it's difficult to get things done..and...you're joking! a finance meeting on tues and a budget meeting on thurs...there goes class! but...it was sooo much fun having our meeting outside today! it was 28 degrees and we had blankets laid out under the shade of a huge tree...and it felt like we were only missing the picnic basket!! yea food! congrats to liz for being our new collegium...and flo for being ed & gov officer...and peter peter...pumpkin-eater (j/j!)...where are you?!?!?! is barbara taking up all your time?!?! ;p

can you say recital was a SUCCESS?!?! yea! although...i didn't really like the timing...like...9 in the morning...oy! too early! but all the kids performed and did very well..so who cares if you forget? just make it up...no one REALLY knows! and who cares if you play an octave too low? no one knows! ;p and so what if it looks funny that a chinese kid is singing an italian song? at least he's singing it WELL...and who cares if monica left the music stand at the hall...oh wait...THAT we care about! and then after the recital, monica took all the teachers out to lunch! NICE! oooh! and the best part?!!!? monica's son, jason was there helping out with his roommate, lukas...and jason's this really hot asian model! ;p *drool drool* and steve's the only white teacher there...but that's ok too! he's cool dude that rides a motorcycle!

"Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast"

Angela Lansbury

this is what i'm listening to right now...studying for a stupid anthro quiz worth 5% but it's on 7 chapters...stupid! oh...and taking julia's silly quizzes...like this one...


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Memories #45
"after a chm139 test, went with gabs to BK on the corner of spadina and college where we ran into damien madina (prez of MRC) and making him laugh his ass off the ENTIRE time we spent eating there...and all the way to sorbora rez, where we went to visit kevin and lawrence...the coolest guys on the first floor!"

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ugh...too bad i don't like watching the tyson fight...joel wanted me to go but i'm not into that stuff...but the much movie awards is much more interesting then a boxing fight where ppl lose their ears...

"A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me

The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again"

Madonna

i was actually on the phone with joel earlier...but i had to go cuz my fam was taking us out for dinner at a 'new' buffet (pronounced: bofay) and it really really sucked...i now have a migraine...cuz i've come to the conclusion that if i sit facing forward i get migraines easier then if i sit on the side (like on the subway or bus)...i'm too weird....

plus i'm crying again...and ruining my eyeliner...stupid 'pearl harbor'...why do ALWAYS hafta cry everytime i see movies like that? and yes ames...we gotta watch 'legally blonde' again...that's a COOL movie!

Memories #44
"polish paul and chris deans using lighters to blow empty water coolers and beer cans filled with gas into huge balls of fire...what did they use? oh yeh...painter gas...and then the office would stink like rotten eggs! the practical jokes you guys play!"

i'm soooooo totally in love again!!! and this time his name is james caviezel...ooooooohhh!!! can you say nuts? who am i kidding? i can't believe i didn't see him before...oooh ...the smoldering, blazing blue diamonds he calls eyes...and those cute bangs that he pushes to the sides....brother! i thought he was only in that movie 'angel eyes' with j.lo but then i'm watching 'pay it forward' and he's in that too! call it fate...but i'm in looove..... ;p aah! he's in 'high crimes' too! gonna be watching THAT...oh no!!! he's MARRIED?!?!? ugh...bummer...ooh john...next time you come to town...we are SO gonna be watching 'the count of monte cristo'! remember you started playing that movie on your comp and i needed to study? i'm soooo paying for it now...

yeehaa! baby luke is sooo cute! my step-uncle brought pics of alice's baby boy...all babies look so cute! awww!!

"What are you thinking?
Do you know about us back them?
Do you know about your husband, girlfriend?
I´m not thinking ´bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave?
Do you know he begged to stay with me?
He wasn´t man enough for me"

Toni Braxton

oh geez...paul...we talk too much...i think we spoke for almost an hour on the phone! and about what? communications isn't such a huge budget! imagine if it was! ;p you're a very very silly boy! stop hitting on me! nyah!

flo...you never stop making me laugh...you and your episode of the soccer/towel AC boy! i will never stop laughing my ass off!

i went to two timmy ho's today...it was nice and warm and i was looking for a nice cool ice cap...unfortunately...both places i went to...the ice cap machine was outta service...can you say bad luck?!?!? ended up with a nice HOT cup of coffee...talk about hot and cold...

i loved teaching today! it was ALL jokes! i think cuz my girls are sooo excited about the recital this sunday! they're performing! i feel like a momma hen clucking over them and stuff! it's gonna be fun!

jamie...jamie...jamie...jamie...i was starting to watch 'crazy/beautiful' with ames tonite...but somehow we BOTH got sidetracked...started doing something else...and then dad stole the tv...blah...who cares about tv? i don't...it's all bout the internet...and now it'll fun helping lily out with flash and stuff! yes! i haven't had fun making stuff work in a LONG time! yes yes!

oh...this blog is getting long...and boring...so...i'm done...

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Memories #43
"coolest guys at elmsley...matt flanigan and jason juhasz playing hacky sack in the middle of the hallway...whipping the balls at each other...flanny deciding to throw me over his shoulder and then race back and forth through the hallways...WITH me on his shoulder!!! john and flanny having shaving cream fights in the shower room and on their doors...pat and rajen having ass slapping games...the BEST times were at night when everyone's done their classes and finished studying and just chilling, being rowdy and having fun!"

karina and tanaka...my best buddies...with no sense of direction and no sense of time...i don't know HOW you gurls make it through the real world...but at least you made it home and that's all good! somehow...because it's a thursday...everything always works out! honestly karina...i had my doubts...but you're completely right...never again will i doubt you! ;p

geez matt...not you too?!?!?!? first...all my boyz at elmsley leave...and now you're leaving too?!?!? ugh...but at least i got to see you before you leave for LA tomorrow morning!!! i can't believe you saw me through your window as kirsten and i were picking up our composite photos from the mail room!! and personally...i think we freaked out dwayne rendall when he walked past your room while we were in the middle of a ticklefest! HA! you didn't get your tickles in!!!! nah nah!! *sticks out tongue* i know i'm soooo going to get it in september!!! i gotta say tho...i'm completely missing all you guys...it used to be sooo good...all i had to do was walk over to elmsley and up to the third floor and i'd be loved by all you guys! i love attn! and now it's empty! =( but matt...have a good plane ride home! and hopefully you won't be charged too much for all the baggage you're bringing with you! oh..and thanx for the brita water maker for the council! yay water!

"There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe"

Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston

got my midterm back today...and i gotta say i'm not pleased...i got the EXACT same mark as i did on my quiz...which technically is NOT a bad thing...i just need to do BETTER! stupid bee dances...who knew we'd hafta know the exact names?!?!? had a great debate about the test tonight as i was going on the subway home with sam...poor sam! he's so much better with math! i envy him...being an ELECTRICAL engineer and all...going into 4th yr AND only turning 20 this year! wow! can you say ambitious?

i have a VERY good feeling about this year's council...dsac's already moving the groove...and i DEFINITELY luv the idea you guys have come up with...i'm SOOOO in....i'll find ppl to help...no problem!

Memories #42
"christian's january party at his house with egan was a blast! met up with gabs, ava, sandy, and edward at st. george station...waited about half an hour for frances...left her a msg on the dwa bench and off we went to the party! frances showed up later with some other friends...all in all we had a blast! let me tell you...christian's parties are the way to go!"

i was late meeting moshe today...the stupid transportation can be sooooo slow when i need to be on time...otherwise it just zips by soooo completely fast and i'm absurdly early...either way i was basically rushing outta queen's park and i HAD to run into ppl i know...like....joel...geez man you're tooo cool for me! say hi to tammy for me even tho i don't know her! and i hope shari stops being mad at you! and robert! ooooh!!! biochem in the summer? that's harsh man! i remember how much fun you, kendra, andrew, rj, christine and i had in chm139! i can't believe andrew would run over from the other lab to chat with us while he leaves rj to stir the ingredients!

lisa and her wacky cool italian family! i just gotta mention her two older brothers...phil, who works and david, who goes to centennial (same as cyril!) and her mom who loves baileys! anyone who loves baileys is on my good list! so lisa, next time i'll come over when phil is barbecuing, k? and we'll watch the videos that you make at parties!

who's my nuttiest friend?!?!?!? FLO!!! she's the only person i know who can hit on the towel boy at the AC and find out his name...and now we'll see when you'll get mike's phone number!!!

"I've been around the world
And I've seen it all
I've been around the world
The sun will always rise and fall
I've been around the world
And I want you to see
I've been the only girl
All surrounded by mystery"

Aqua

ooh...got sidetracked....so anyways...moshe didn't come cuz he went to work late...i thought it was cuz I was late...i was sitting on the bench outside med sci waiting when chris walks by...chilled with him instead...he's a cool guy! ;p

ran into vivien when i got to finch with david...and she has class on mon and weds from 6-9pm too! so from now on...she'll be chilling with us!

in a nutshell...parents pissed off cuz i got my report card today...i THINK i did well on my linguistics midterm...i'm beginning to doubt myself cuz my parents just lowered my self-esteem to....zero....it's a very good thing they don't know i'm on council cuz i'd definitely be told to get off it....but i'll show them that i CAN do well...just not in sciences!

worked out with lisa! yea man! i don't even know if i can say i studied with david...cuz honestly...he didn't get much studying done...good company tho...

i'm tired now because too many things have bombarded me today...and the icing on the cake was that STUPID report card...ah well...

Memories #41
"economics class...there was this guy who had the most amazing eyes...they were a piercing blue and i could NEVER stop looking at them...one day i just went up to him and told him that he had the most gorgeous eyes...turned around to leave and he was like 'thanx, my name is richard, what's yours?' and i almost died from shock...but i told him my name...and then i dropped economics...."

mwahahahaaa!! i had an AMAZING workout with flo today...met up at the AC and we did free weights, the stairmaster (aka bum-master) and abs...and then flo started flirting with her math TA, some cute guy in a red shirt and the HOTTEST of them all....the soccer boy who does the towels downstairs...oh yes...she still likes tom....

then we went to shoppers where we went on a shopping frenzy...called this new lip glide from revlon, eyeshadow (cuz i lost my old one), and the sales lady, emilia was sooo nice to us...

Prayer for the Stressed
"grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i cannot accept,
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of thos people i had
to kill today because they pissed me off

and also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on
today as they may be connected to the ass that i may have
to kiss tomorrow

help me to always give 100% at work...
12% on monday
23% on tuesday
40% on wednesday
20% on thursday
5% on fridays

and help me to remember...
when i'm having a really bad day,
and it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
that it takes 42 muscles to frown and
only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!"

AMEN!

my bad...i just got home...and ames told me she found my old eyeshadow...YES!!!! it was new...i was peeved...and so now i can return this new one...

ran into eddie at the subway station...same old eddie...still making fun of me WITH david about my social skills....bleh...this was after we had drinks at spaha...there was this really cute guy with really nice eyes! nono...not richard...thanx to kirsten who reminded me of the richard episode...spent some fun time at the office...when chris came we were looking at some guys stripping...NICE! ;p

des...you should email me your blogger page...and yes...i'll bring your notebook on wednesday...thanx very much...
i went to the linguistics help lab this evening for about 45mins instead of anthro...i figured anthro was sooo boring and i'd learn more at the lab, right? WRONG....ugh...nuff said...

Memories #40
"there was this one time andrew came to visit...and we went for bbtea at jakas...it was me and...5 guys! john, andrew, alex, mark and pat...haha...i felt like i had five bodyguards when we went...i was in the middle and they were surrounding me...and mark had a hot bbtea, while everyone else had normal bbtea...and alex didn't have any cuz he doesn't like bbtea!"

hey vicks....thanx for blogging in english for me...but i didn't like your layout...i kept having to go left and right and left and right...and i soon got very dizzy from doing that...but what? now you're calling us artsies and i digress....I DON'T HAVE WEEKLY CRUSHS!?!?!?! well...maybe i USED to...but not anymore...or rather...not right now...it's off season right now...you can't hold ANY of this against me!!!! oh...and really...bobo threw my crush system outta wack...i wish i'd neve met him...it's almost as bad as when i was crushing some other person from highschool...ugh....and just for the record...bobo is dead...i never want to see or hear from him again... really....if i EVER mention bobo ever again just hit me on the head or something...this goes for all you ppl that know who he is....

"And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear"

Boyz II Men

went to north york central library with ames today...she met up with her friend steph to do a project on the economics, political issues and political parties of the the 1990's...fun fun...NOT! i went along cuz i figured that cuz it was a library i'd get some studying done, right? WRONG!!! i went down to the study section and it was nice for a bit...and then these groups of nutty girls come and i guess they don't know the meaning of 'quiet area' cuz they were definitely NOT quiet...i could hear their WHOLE conversations...thru my earplugs! ugh...either way...i was able to finish my tutorial readings for anthro...then i made the mistake of going off to find my silly sister and i saw with them thinking it would be quieter...unfortunately they had this thing about including me in their conversation(actually...my fault...i supplied an idea and THEN they started talking to me) so i don't think i even read two pages of my anthro text...we did however have some nice italian soda's and coffee chillate...

drove daddy and ames home...fun fun...i think ames will take a cab the next time i drive....

just came back from a cool evening with john...he came up to visit us city ppl from jamestown, new york state...and we went to the maddy for chicken wings and some drinks...is it just me or am i an alcoholic?!?!? ;p no...i'm fine...we had a great time...chatting and laughing and stuff...

check this...natalie portman is sooo pretty...but james franco is hot hot hot!! (i know...it has nothing to do with star wars)

which Episode II character are you?



Queen of Naboo. You could have a split personality - simply to hide who you really are. You are extremely polite and gentle. However, if needs be, you will take action and can be a very good leader. You have the power to make people believe in you - use this power. The one you love could also end up being the one you hate.



i have a midterm tuesday...gotta go study and kick linguistic ass!

Memories #39
"the smc men's waterpolo team! good job on winning your games boys! comprised or mostly the third floor elmsley boys like, jason, california matt, los angeles matt, marko, scott, peter, andrew, and howe just to name a few...and it was great considering i was their only cheerleader at their games at the AC!"

i discovered THE BEST show on earth!!! it's called the jamie kennedy experiment (JKX) and it's jamie disguises himself as different ppl and does practical jokes on unsuspecting ppl and they get exed! it's the funniest show!!! i was laughing so hard i coulda peed on myself except that i didn't...my mom was wondering why i was howling with laughter in the basement at 12 in the morning!!!

work sux...why do we hafta work? why can't we all be rich and just chill and hang with friends and eat and drink and be merry?

volunteered at the alumni office today...helped eva with this 150th anniversary thingy for the alumni that's coming up...stapling 600 copies of this letter to posters...and then we had to count them into separate piles...and then we had to put them in large envelopes to send to the different principals at the different schools...and then we had a lunch that my mom packed...thanx mom!

"Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken...I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is (a) warning that something's wrong
I pray to God that it won't be long
I wanna go higher

There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power
Than the power of goodbye

Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken...I loved you so
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress"

Madonna

Memories #38
"there's a teabag on the ceiling of smcsu...deans got tea at timmy ho's one day and after drowning it in his cup...he took it out...swung it around the room...finally letting go and to this day the teabag remains...well...until we start painting the ceiling...thank god deans doesn't drink tea that often..."

i'm just gonna ramble for a bit...in no particular order...

i'm on the subway going home tonight and i'm soooooo tired after that excrutiating 3 hr linguistics class that didn't need to be so long but it was...and plus my feet are killing me cuz i was wearing my boots today so i could be taller cuz karina's so damn tall (i'll get to that in a bit) and i've been walking EVERYWHERE....and i've put my feet up on some seats cuz there weren't many ppl in the car at the point...at about dundas there's way more ppl in the car so i put my feet down so ppl can sit and this couple get on and i suppose they want to sit so i move over on the seat (it's those seats where you're facing front but it's also together with the side one)...so i'm basically triangled into this seat...and they're like allllllll over each other....where do you look? up at the nice ugly ceiling...or down at the nice ugly floor...or out the window where you can basically see everything they're doing anyway....ugh...

and then i get home and stupid veronica hui is causing me problems with her class tomorrow...how she can't make it cuz she forgot there's a mtg or something...and this was switched from saturday cuz she has a party to go to...and now she wants to come in the afternoon after some ppl come to fix the window....and katelyn myrskog and her little timing fiasco too....i'm ready to kill someone...luckily ames comes up and makes me laugh so i feel better! thanx lil sis!

i sat with arash for this evening's lecture cuz i usually sit with susan ...but where she sits, i usually end up sitting next to this asian dude who thinks he's soooo hot and completely annoys the hell outta me...who the hell does he think he is?!?!? let me tell you...you're NOT hot shit...now calm down and stop making stupid faces and noises....geez...

got an assignment back and got 95% because i was sooo stupid and underlined something that didn't need to be underlined...can you imagine?!?!?! one stupid underline...and technically it's susan's fault cuz when i was discussing this problem on the phone with her...i said that the answer was an experiencer and she said that it was probably and agent and theme...and then i thought about it and went with what she said and she thought about it and went with what i said...and I got it WRONG!!!! huff...

and now my eyes are like lead and are trying to shut....

i stayed up till 1am this morning watching....DAWSON'S CREEK?!?!?!?!? what the hell am i thinking?!?!? first for felicity and now for dc?!?!? i don't understand what i'm doing!?!?!? i guess i was just too lazy to turn off the tv and go up sooner ....i'm stupid...

and now...what i did this afternoon...had my piano lesson with mr. ed...where i did a deja vu...i forgot my piano books...again...why do i even bother going to class??? anyway...we did scales, ear-testing, intervals and sight-reading instead...i played some mozart for memory so it was ok...

met up with karen, kinsey and vicky for lunch...had vietnamese noodles upstairs from greg's ice cream...where i was completely tortured by those girls...hmm...maybe i SHOULD go into prostitution...i hear it makes good money these days....

met up with karina after lunch and we walked to maddy's (the madison) where we had fish and chips, wings...and i downed a sex on the beach and gin & tonic...karina had a sex on the beach and a long island iced tea...and heres the kicker... I DIDN'T GET CARDED!!! yeehaaa!! ;p

just for the record...des, david and cecilia...i have this huge-ass bruise on my wrist after that ass-whooping that stupid vending machine gave me yesterday...there was a bag of chips that looked like it was gonna fall after you hit it a coupla times...and i tried to hit it with my teeny hands...and yeh...i'm stupid...

i'm just gonna stick this poem in...i read it and i feel better...

FOOTPRINTS
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

“Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, You’d walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why when I needed You most You would
leave me.”

The Lord replied, “My son, My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I
carried you.”

Author Unknown

Memories #37
"matt mclean and sean ganging up on me for a ticklefest...sean curls up into a little ball and shakes when matt tickles his feet!"

didn't blog yesterday because i was trying to do way too many things and it wasn't working...
nothing much to blog about anyway...except...grace got into U of T st. mikes!!!! mwahahaaa! if she comes here i will do evil things to her!! j/j!!! but grace...you'll be COOL!!!!

and arash walked me to yonge and bloor after class, which was really nice considering he didn't HAVE to...;p

lalalalalaaaaa...i'm gonna blog later cuz i can't find the lyrics to dj suzy's heaven...and that just sux...

i have no memories today because i can't think of anything right now...no...i'm NOT drunk...i'll have something tomorrow...i saw kinsey today! girl! you look excellent!!!

class was horrible...this is what the prof wrote on the board in 2 hrs...
Adapidae
Omomyidae
catopithicus
haplorhine
parapithecidie
propliopithecidie
*Aegyptopithicus zeuxis*
frugivore
dryopithicus
sivapithicus
australopithesines
Taung child
a. gracilis
a. robustus
ardiptihecus ramidus
a. amenensis
replacement theory
multiple origins
puncuated equilibrium

is it just me or does this look like a spelling/dictionary class? what kinda prof gives these half-assed notes?!?!? ugh...i swear...you gotta be there to understand the pain i go through...oh oh! and plus they told me my tutorial time is wed at 4pm...who goes at 4pm?!?!? hello?!?! i asked for wed 8pm or mon 8pm...where in the world did i ask for wed 4pm?!?!!? *groan*

on a lighter note...met up with lisa, lauren, jenn and flo at gabby's for lunch today and chilled...it's good to see you girls! bought fries for my piano teacher, ed cuz i forgot my piano books at home...teehee...tried to make it better by bribing him with fries!! and met up with moshe for...chinese food! it was pretty good! it's fun chilling with moshe cuz he's always making fun of me! ;p and then after class i went to this place called madison (cross the street from utoronto school) and had an irish cream baileys with coffeee....yeh baby!

and now grace just told me she got into U of T!!! i luv you grace!!! if you come to u of t we'll have sooo much fun!!!!

anyway...gotta do my linguistics assignment now cuz i hafta call susan back to verify answers...and yes i got 100% on my first assignment...yea baby! today is MY day!!! mwahahahaaaa.....

Memories #36
"being the coffee gopher for smcsu with flo or kwadrans...or any other poor sucker...'so what'll it be? mickey d's? timmy ho's?' goodtimes!"

holy camole...i don't understand why our house hasta be sooo loud...i'm so scared that the police are gonna come by and ticket us for noise pollution...really...if it's not the stupid lab workers cutting down trees outside, it's the stupid vacuum cleaner inside, or amelia's music...which is REALLY bothering me right now...and dad's trying to talk to her and she can't hear...and mom's calling for lunch...and omg! i really want to live in a log cabin right now!!! in the deserted forest...all by myself...just me and my linguistics book...i can't study!!!! can you imagine? i WANT to study...but NOISE POLLUTION!!! ahhhh!!! lunch!!!!

oh...that was from earlier...i was being driven nuts...then i took a nap...

In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through
stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer
goods:

On Sears hairdryer:
Do not use while sleeping.
(Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!)

On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(The shoplifter special!)

On a bar of Dial soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.
(and that would be how?)

On some Swann frozen dinners:
Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(But it's *just* a suggestion!)

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert:
Do not turn upside down.
(printed on bottom of the box)
(Too late! You lose!)
(I love it: food to piss you off.)

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.
(Are you sure??? Let's experiment.)

On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.
(But wouldn't that save more time?)
(Whose body?)

On Boot's Children's cough medicine:
Do not drive car or operate machinery.
(We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds off those fork lifts.)

On a Japanese food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.
(Now I'm curious.)

On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: contains nuts.
( Not to mention the nut who wrote the warning )

On a Swedish chainsaw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals.
(What is this, a home castration kit?)

On a childs superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.
(That's right, destroy a universal childhood fantasy!)

i conclude that i still have a stupid headache and i still need to look at some hw....drugs...here i come!!!

oh and before i forget....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROB!

Memories #35
"studying with rob and adelaide at the earth science's library...we got hungry so we went for some chow without winsion...went to a chinese restaurant and tried (i stress TRIED) to order food in chinese...can you imagine? the three of us are chinese yet we're so completely white-washed that we can't even order food...the sad accented chinese sounds that DID make it outta our mouths were met with snickering by the restaurant owner..."

yeh...i was just on the phone with rob...and it was really interesting as i was sitting on the kitchen floor staring out of the window...and as i'm talking with him...the sky turns from light blue to dark clouds...to rain...to lightning...hmmm...the strong presence of rob...haha!

well i found out that socially, a kid should be weened off mom's milk at around two...but apparently it's a fact that some kids aren't weened off until the ripe old age of five...tho...most parents by that time don't usually feed their kids in public by that age...found that out courtesy of steve, the voice teacher whose wife just had a baby girl, madison...a two pounder...the size of a tub of butter...

"There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope"

Mandy Moore

went to the movies with tanaka today and saw 'unfaithful'...interesting...it's not what you think it is...there's a bit more to it then the previews show...but meh...what did I know?!?!? my dear friend tanaka, thanx for the update on your love life...trust me...you'll be fine...you're a strong person and you'll look back on this and see this as an 'experience'...one that you may not have liked...but one nevertheless...

Memories #34
"going for bbtea with joel and shari...it was a cool bbtea place...they had swings for us to sit on...and shari sat on one side and i sat on the other side with joel and we kept bumping each other and/or our knees...but the drinks and that garlic bread wasn't too bad..."

YESSSS!!! jesse came back!!!! yay!!!! yah yah yah!!!!!! now rory can dump dean, that snotty boy....and get together with jesse!!! mwahahaaaaa!!! ok...i'm calming down now...unfortunately...and lorelai and christopher aren't working out, eh? too bad....but yes! jesse got a kiss from rory....happy happy fun fun!

alright...enuf gilmore girls...

"dough, the stuff that buys me beer
Rae, the guy that sells me beer
Me, the guy that drinks the beer
Far, the distance to my beer
So, i think i'll have a beer
La, la la la la la la
Tea, no thanks i'll have my beer
and that leads me back to, DOH!!!"

Homer Simpson Beer Song - sung to do, re, mi

ames...you're a nutty girl...too nutty for me...

watched jennifer lopez's movie 'angel eyes' today...well a little bit of it anyways...and that guy who plays her guardian angel is pretty good looking if i don't say so myself...too bad he doesn't seem to have too much of a life...except to stalk...oops...i mean guard j.lo...

my boss is being stupid again....she somehow reminds me of my mother...she'd tell me something...like..."edmond can't make it today so his brother will be filling in for him...so stay till 8pm so you can lock shop"..."oh wait...mr. zhu will be in so no worries"...and then she COMES BACK to make sure everything goes alright...instead of working out...geez...calm down...we're not gonna steal any pianos....ugh....

Memories #33
"going to visit emsley one day...ran into marko who was sooo glad to see me because he was chatting with this girl on icq who knew mandarin, french and spanish and wanted to impress her...so matt patterson and i helped him out...or rather...tried to help him out...by translating all these poetic terms...very difficult...but great fun!"

i wonder how old a kid is before they are weened off their mother's breast milk and onto something more nourishable...say...food...and i'm also wondering if there's some kinda code about breast-feeding in public...i'm sitting on the subway at 9pm...and this nice couple come on with a kid that looks three or four...and the mom just lifts up her shirt and pops the kid onto her boob...of course she does this quite efficiently and discreetly...but she leaves me wondering....yeh and plus i have nothing better to do then watch ppl feed their kids....

met up with joel for exactly an HOUR this afternoon...an hour because he finished work at 5pm and i started class at 6pm...and since he left a coupla mins early he got to indigo at EXACTly 5pm...and we chilled...it's been great considering i haven't seen him in a very long time...in case you ppl haven't got it yet...not seeing ppl for over 5 days is considered a long time...so a very long time constitutes over 2 wks...you get the picture...either way...joel is pretty sketchy on this...but i THINK he's getting back together with shari!!! way to go!

met a very nice guy by the name of arash in linguistics class...

can you imagine? the course i like best (linguistics) and if i don't pay for the course by tomorrow they kick me outta that class! argh...stupid stupid school...btw...still havn't checked marks...plus my parents have been asking me for my 'report card'....so this is getting icky!!!

Memories #32
"shopping with flo at jacob...there was a really nice saleslady named jenny who was temporarily working at the jacob at manulife centre and she helped flo with this really nice dress/jacket/top...and she did an excellent job...we tried to beg her to stay but unfortunately she works at another jacob at king and university..."

i saw her today at the jacob...i had lunch with my two chicitas...faye and jamie...groan...they were dressed for work...and so was everyone ELSE there...and i was...NOT....

i think contractors are against me...they must make all these contracts with the stupid lab workers across the street from my house to wake me up at 9 in the morning...hello?!?! i'm SLEEPING! it's the only time i get beauty rest!!! why do you hafta mow the lawn or cut down trees at this time? do it in the afternoon! and VICTORIA DAY?!?!? this was 2 days ago...but really....do you hafta cut down trees on victoria day? ok...i'm done spewing...

actuallly...i'm not done yet...my anthropology prof is a knob...he might know his subject...we'll never know...but he certainly can't teach it very well...i feel sorry for those poor ppl that haven't even bought the textbook yet and have no clue what he's talking about...you can't even FOLLOw him...his very sketchy....ah well....NOW i'm done...

Memories #31
"lauren, and her romantic entanglements...after having a heartattack over some grades, she went to party at the beginning of the year and had a great time with a certain hermit and thus our story begins...and sorta stalls...and ends..."

happy birthday lauren! i'm sorry those leafs lost on your special day...but at least we were all there to see it!! daniella's cake was awesome! lisa, nicole and steph were fun fun fun! (tho i wonder if steph had a bit too much to drink...) and luke....i dunno what to say...he and his buddies....and you know mike, the frosh leader? i think i've seen him on the subway...tho...i didn't speak to him cuz i was sooo tired...the drinks were cool! i'm NOT drunk...i may SMELL like alcohol but i only had one drink!!! actually...sniff sniff...i smell like cigarettes....awww man!!! DEANS!!! you cigarette head...

and who was that person that called me at 5 this afternoon?!?!? i had a freakin' conversation with you for at LEAST 3 mins before i realized who the hell you were...and HOW! who'd ever think YOU would call me...ask karina...gesus....tanaka!! i was so damn shocked...and then we completely laughed our asses offf!! sure we'll go see a movie saturday at promenade...for $4.25 who wouldn't?!?!?

Memories #30
"going to see 'a beautiful mind' with pat and alex...we walked to paramount to buy $3 tickets...we were late for the movie so after we bought the tickets we hurried up the escalator and basically ran into the theatre...and alex and i somehow managed to get in without having our tickets peeled...after the movie alex gave his ticket to some homeless guy to cash in...sweet..."

the ditz that i am...i was cutting the tag off my u of t blazer last nite and i cut myself...not a little cut...it was pretty big...it didn't hurt...or maybe i was so shocked that i just stared at my finger for 10 seconds before i decided to put it under cold water...but i think i was more shocked that my scissors were that sharp...i guess i always assumed that they'd be pretty blunt...i don't even know why...but either way...i'm ok...still alive...

ha...grace and jules came over this afternoon and grace found my stash off fudgesicles...damn....i told her that the box was full of animal fat...too bad she didn't fall for it...she loved the hippo with the big mouth! and we watched some survivor stuff...how the women survivors were doing...they're ALL famous...maybe i should apply for survivor...but no...i wouldn't do well...

"Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there"

Train

i'd really luv to see the new star wars movie...so what if the acting sucks? it's a STAR WARS movie....sides...hayden isn't that bad looking...tho he gives off this really cocky attitude...you know who's CUTE?!?!? james franco...yup....if i HAD to choose a star to idol...he'd be the one...very james dean like...very very SEXY!!! i'm sorry faye...but elijah wood? i saw a pic of him today and i just had to start laughing...he looks soooo....innocent...'i don't know what i'm doing' type....very surprised...ah well...we all got our fancies...

oy...off to watch the season finale of angel...

Memories #29
"meeting at timmy ho's at the corner of bay and bloor on monday mornings with christine, netta, jaqlyn, and rashida....until we realized that we'd rather sleep in then meet up with each other!"

i'm staring at a gray hippo with it's mouth wide open...it's a candle that my grandmother bought for me from the shaw festival place at niagara-on-the-lake...where i just got back from...dad decided to take the family on a 'trip' today...since amelia suggested it and he could NEVER refuse her...so off on our day trip with everyone 'comfy' in our van...except for me...because there are 5 ppl in our family i'm always stuck in the very rear of the van...which normally i wouldn't complain so much about...except that it's such a hassle getting in and out of plus the seats don't go back (or mom prefers that they don't) so it's always ramrod straight up...and trust me....you don't wanna sit here for 4 hrs...NOT fun...oh well....i get a big-assed mouth of a hippo candle and a inuit guy made of some pretty stones...hmmmm

"I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how i feel
I'm cold and i am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn"

Natalie Imbruglia

you ALWAYS know what i'm thinking when you read sad lyrics...i'm not going into details...i'll let you stew...but i was thinking in the car ride home how i'll post the lyrics of 'torn' if i don't hear from bobo or if i do hear from him i'd post some other lyrics....now you know...

leafs lost....that's ok...

i'm actually liking my linguistics very much...i'm INTERESTED in my courses...holy jesus mother of god i'm actually WANTING to study...that's completely unbelievable since i never once WANTED to study for my courses this year....hmmm....obviously life sci is not for me...never again....no more calc, physics and chem...wellll...after chm138 this summer anyway....

Memories #28
"pablo was SUCH a cutie! he was in my economics class with christine, bernadette and brian...he was sitting behind us and looking over our shoulders trying to see a piece of paper that bernie was holding...i turned around and was like 'HI!' ...scared him half to death cuz he thought he was peering discreetly...and asked him has name...meanwhile...chris wasn't paying any attention till he said his name was 'pablo' where she whipped her head around sooo fast and was like 'pablo? that's such a cute name!'"

i'm such a baby...i'm scared to check out my marks on rosi...but i actually just went...and it's closed...whew! i dunno...thinking you failed is one thing...seeing it on the system is another...blah...as long as i get out of life sci...it's all good...

hmmm...this is pretty good...ran into moshe yesterday...run into conrad and danny today! after teaching 3 hrs, went to richmond court with my family and conrad was eating there with danny and another friend, james...it was fun...looks like he's doing a bush thing with his hair...hmmm...soooo moshe...was that 'lady-friend' of yours tina?!?!? ;p

"Listen children to a story
that was written long ago
about a kindom on a mountain
and the valley folk below
on the mountain was a treasure
buried deep beneath the stone
and the valley people swore
they'd have it for their very own

so the people of the valley
sent a message up the hill
asking for the buried treasure
tons of gold for which they'd kill
came an answer from the kingdom
'with our brothers we will share
all the secrets of our mountain
all the riches buried there'

now the valley cried with anger
'mount your horses
draw your sword'
and they killed the mountain people
so they won their just reward
now they stood beside the treasure
on the mountain top, dark and red
turned the stone and looked beneath
'PEACE ON EARTH'
was all it said

go ahead and hate your neighbour
go ahead and cheat a friend
do it in the name of heaven
you can justify it in the end
there won't be any trumpets blowing
come the judgement day
on the bloody morning after
one tin soldier rides away"

one tin soldier

john's having a party today...i wish i was there...unfortunately i can't...ugh...why do i hafta work so early saturday morning? besides...considering my parents don't even LIKE sleepovers (i can only think of ONE time i slept over at a friends house...TANAKA...when we were getting ready to go to montreal...) and even then they were like...ehhh...man..tanaka lives like FIVE minutes from our house...can you imagine what they'd be like if i slept ACROSS THE BORDER?!?!? *sigh* so i'll just PRETEND that i'm there...no...that's stupid too...

kinsey...i don't understand what's going on with your comp sci marks? you're all over the place on your blog!!! and vicks...you gotta start blogging in english...

haha...i know i'm a slacker...but apparently this survey gives out names for slackers like us...take it and find out what kinda slacker you are! oh...and this is soooo true...ppl just don't work around me!!



Take the What Kind of Slacker are you? Quiz.

Memories #27
"who's the guy with the orange hair? COLIN!!!"

went shopping a scarbourough town centre with auntie hwang this morning...we were originally supposed to go to the pickering town centre to visit the new pet store that her friend had just opened...but because of rain...we went to the other mall instead...which in theory we didn't need to because it didn't rain until TONITE...i'll get to that in a minute

firstly...i haven't seen auntie hwang in the LONGEST time...she doesn't generally like to come visiting...she's a little old spinster lady of 64 yrs...and prone to temper tantrums...not unlike ames...aaahhh! don't hurt me ames! ;p so being with my aunt is like being with a ticking time bomb...you never know if it's gonna go off...so i'm walking on eggshells all day...we spent 5 hrs at the mall!!! now...i don't usually complain about shopping...i could shop for hours...but with a 64 yr old lady whose taste in style differs in mine so drastically that i don't even DARE walk into a clothing store?!?!?! we spent all that time looking at bulky uniform like, pregnant style clothing...ugh....i was DYING....either way...i was glad to have seen her...but never again....

spent an hour at kelly library studying linguistics...did the assignment for tutorial earlier in the morning....it's not too difficult...i'm hoping this course won't be so bad afterall...i started getting hungry around 4:30pm so i trekked over to med sci for a timmy ho's bagel...but guess what?!?!? it's closed! why do they hafta close at 3?!?!? don't they understand that there are ppl that have classes at nite?!?!? so i sigh and start trekking to the bagel stop...when i run into.....MOSHE!!!! guy!! how long has it been? last time i saw you...volunteering at st. john's rehab with conrad, tim, alex, ori and reyna!! and you left cuz ori put salt and pepper in your hair and NEVER came back!! we went to the bagel stop where there were no more bagels...(i'm sooo disgusted that i'm not even gonna COMMENT on that...) so finally settled on a second cup muffin and some chamomile tea to calm me down...yes i was getting agitated...thanx moshe for the fun time at second cup!

"how do i live without you?
i want to know
how do i breathe without you?
if you ever go
how do i ever, ever survive?
how do i
how do i live"

LeAnn Rimes

i'm exhausted now...zzzzzz....

Memories #26
"i'm walking through queen's park after working out with amin and a certain person (who shall remain nameless because this blonde giant will kick my ass if i named him) when one of those birds shit on him...we were talking when all of a sudden you hear a 'oh shit! one of those sucker's got me!' ahahaha!! that was priceless! "

it's been an EXTREMELY looonngg day...i was downtown this morning at 10...TEN O'CLOCK!!!! my class is at SIX AT NIGHT!!!! geez...can you say keener?!?!? nah...actually i'm glad i went early...went to the university bookstore to sell my economics textbook and buy my linguistics book...but they didn't have anthro books because apparently the university didn't send the course books or something...so i went to the discount bookstore across the street and grabbed one of 2 used copies left of one of the anthro books...(thanx god...cuz they cost bout $90 new...it was bout $70 used) and bought a new copy of the other book...

spent all day studying...went to EJ pratt for a bit...but found it much too quiet (can't speak on my phone in there) and then spent some at brennan lounge before carlos kicked me out (something bout a mtg in there), some time outdoors (but it was kinda windy) and finally settled down at one of my favorite studying spots...a coffee shop...how typical...it was the bagel stop/starbucks on college across from the u of t bookstore...so it was great...

thank god i studied...well even if i didn't maybe i'd have managed it...but my anthro's prof is pretty bad...he's VERY sketchy...he'd talk about something but only skimming the surface then he'd wander off somewhere else and when someone asked a question he'd be like 'i'm JUST getting to it' and then ...not really...but luckily it was stuff on evolution and that stuff where it's not THAT difficult...not yet anyways...

i'm scared of linguistics tho...it doesn't SEEM that difficult...but all those assignments and quizzes...and those incredibly intimidating tutorials that we have before EVERY class....ewwww...

"i don't wanna close my eyes
i don't wanna fall asleep
cuz i miss you baby
and i don't wanna miss a thing"

Aerosmith - soundtrack to Armageddon

i'm in one of those moods again...maybe it has something to do with bobo...i have chatted with him...and i hate myself for it...maybe i SHOULDN'T chat with him...cuz i seem to do better if i don't hear from him...but then...BOOM! i hear from him and then i'm yet again shattered at the heart...and slowly...mend AGAIN....

oy....such is life....

Memories #25
“my csb…aka…california sunshine boy…yup…jeff! we were in the same economics class…until i dropped it…but I called him my csb because he had the really blonde hair with the really blue eyes and wore these sunglasses at the top of his head…on nice days he’d rollerblade to class and after class he’d rollerblade next to me when we walked…once he had an accident…he was rollerblading next to a taxi and the door opened and he flipped over it…ouch! but he was ok!”

i was working out and watching ‘A Knight’s Tale’ when i came to this sudden revelation…heath ledger ISN’T that good looking…what was i thinking!??! hmmm…now that i’m over aussies…i don’t need to go to australia anymore… ;p

i was going to linguistics class earlier this evening when i realized that i was gonna miss the leafs game...at first i was bummed then i thought that it was a good thing because sometimes when i go to the tv to watch the game, the sens score...and now when i got in the car to go home and asked the score, it was 2-0 leafs! yay! and they beat the sens 3-0!!!!! i never thought they'd do it...but i guess they've proved me wrong! i don't mind!

nah nah na nah...nah nah na nah...hey hey...goodbye! GO LEAFS GO!!! good night!

Memories #24
"exactly 7 months ago i celebrated my smcsu victory by getting my 'button' done...i'm not explaining because either you know or you don't know and lets leave it at that! since then the novelty's worn off but it's still cool and it has since inspired me to workout more! ;p"

mwahaha! i went to my first anthro lecture today and is was sooooo boring!!! the prof is soft-spoken...oh well...i'll sit closer to the front next time and hopefully it'll pick up now that the intro stuff is done...hafta call joel about the books...meh...and the prof let us out 45 mins into the class...it's a 2 hr lecture!

yeh...yeh...gritty leafs! nuff said...

it was raining....AGAIN!!...remember a coupla blogs back when i said i loved rain? let me correct that statement...i love rain when i don't hafta WALK in it....i spent the whole day walking in rain...my shoes got a squishy and i got all wet....so...maybe i'm not all that crazy anyway...poor tim didn't bring an umbrella and walked in steady rain for 10 mins...luckily he's got short hair and it doesn't make THAT huge of a difference...but it's kinda sad when both benny and i have umbrellas...oh well...

haha...flo and i went applying for summer part-time jobs at indigo, chapters and nike today...man...we shouldn't go together...we are the NUTTIEST ppl...but if we make a good impression...whatever...and plus..it will be pretty sad if flo gets the job and i don't...or vice versa....we should do this thing where it's like...'hire BOTH of us!' ....nope...i don't think so!

"Hush now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love "

Celine Dion

Memories #23
"heeeeyyy jude!! unfortunately the jude i know is kinda gross...at first he'd just kiss me on the forehead...and now it's escalated to something like slobbering everytime i see him....ewwww..."

went dress shopping with grace today...god...gurl...you are WAY TOO PICKY! how long have you been looking for your prom dress since TWO YEARS AGO!!!! ugh...trust me...queen and spadina is a shop called 'ooh la la' ...it's got the BEST dresses for cheap prices...either way...i hope it's worth all this time....just go and have fun...and whatever jules and your mom says...you don't NEED to ask chris phillips, k? alright...hehee...and your now INFAMOUS muffin dress! i'll never forget how the saleslady started laughing her head off when i told her you called the red frilly dress a muffin...hahahaaaa!!!

good dinner at mandarin, huh? who knew that the 'sex on the beach' drink was gonna be a shooter? haha...that was fun tho...i was WONDERING why the little sips i was taking were pure vodka!!! anyways...i'm alright! and those perfume flowers that they gave our moms? very very cool!!! this is my fortune from the fortune cookie:

"Although a long life may not be enough, a good life is usually long enough."

other than...gave mom her mother's day present today...she loved it!! i love the fact that i don't need to spend too much money on her..she always tells me that she's rather i get good marks then spend tons of money on something she may not even want...yeah mom!!! so mom....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! mwah! luv ya! (however...she doesn't read my blog...bummer)

i just remembered julia and her jello...that girl is a human jello eater...and it's scary when she can't finish jello...but i understand...she's only eaten almost every jello that's fallen off her spoon...

Memories #56
"as lisa puts it...the crazy hot day that lisa, lauren and i went to study at kelly bundy library...but we got absolutely no work done...just et food...yum...strawberries and olives!"

oh cruddy...i have to type my blog of the day...AGAIN...stupid blogger...
ok...so we went to the ACC...my bad...not the AC on saturday

celebrated gramma's 88th b-day yesterday! yay grandma! keep it going! and so grace, and jules came over and our parents played MJ for awhile...and then the girls went to yorkdale while i stayed home and talked with lisa on the phone about everything and anything under the sun. watched 'vatel' this really cool french movie with gerard depardieu and uma thurman...and polish paul called too!

went to a restaurant where i saw my lovely little cousins, erica and reina who i haven't really seen in ages! they're getting sooo big! i forgot that they're 5 and 8 and i feel sooooo old compared to them...reminds me of when we were little and we looked up to ruth and alice...
and my aunt spilled the teapot and got tea everywhere and this guy came to clean it up and his name tag said 'david' and i poked grace and she looked and we laughed cuz we've both been having 'david' issues!

and lisa and lauren picked me up at winners today cuz i walked with my sister to shoppers cuz she was buying the paper and lauren overslept...but either way...we had a great long workout and a nice delicious lunch at spaha where we saw that cute waiter from last time...

and antho class was good...we got a new prof who's sooo much more interesting...but today it was kinda long and i was getting a headache...and so i wasn't really paying attention and passing notes to jonathon and here's some of it:
me: =) have you had your kit kat today?
j: no, it's fattening
me: true...but i believe that if you had one, you might not fall asleep in class because you'd have a sugar high
j: i suppose so, but i wouldn't be able to concentrate knowing that the sugar is turning to fat while we sit here and pass notes! ;p

and now i gotta call me silly boy, joel...who told me to call at 11 after he finishes watching wrestling!

Memories #21
"sitting infront of sidney smith with luke...waiting for joel to finish his class...it's a monday...and sometimes joel will go to downsview instead of finch so that would suck cuz i'd have waited for him for nothing...either way...it's fun sitting outside on the bench chatting luke...while he waits for john..."

finished my book today...had a multigrain bagel and an extra large french vanilla cappuccino at tim horton's and spent an hour there reading and waiting before i went to work...i didn't want to go early...cuz there's this kid there who's like in love with me...but i stress KID...he's like grade 10...i don't understand why....ugh...they had a party cuz the grade 3 harmony class was done and he came to my room and kept asking if i wanted to eat or drink anything...oy...

"my sweet old etcetera
aunt lucy during the recent

war could and what
is more did tell you just
what everybody was fighting

for,
my sister
isabel created hundreds
(and
hundreds) of socks not to
mention shirts fleaproof earwarmers

etcetera wristers etcetera, my
mother hoped that

i would die etcetera
bravely of course my father used
to become hoarse talking about how it was
a privilage and if only he
could meanwhile my

self etcetera lay quietly
in the deep mud et

cetera
(dreaming,
et
cetera, of
Your smile
eyes knees and of your Etcetera)"

E.E. Cummings - my sweet old etcetera

i'm reading this poem today cuz i remember marko reading it in john's room and it was really cool...and so i went home and saved it on my computer...and i was just fixing up my resume and saw it...and it reminded me of marko...he's really poetic like that...i'll make a memory of him tomorrow...it's funnie...

ames is back! i can't believe she's been gone for a week! and i must admit that i DID miss her a little! sounds like she had a ton of fun from all the anecdotes that she describes to me! too bad she didn't hook herself a boy! ;p

it's too bad the leafs lost...much sad...awwwwww...

Memories #20
"studying at the kelly library with jay...thanx to jay we've christianed it the kelly 'bundy' library...that's why i call it that now...nyah! we checked out one of those study rooms and spent 4hrs studying bio...and chatted maybe 20% of the time...you know that you don't really get to know someone until you study with them? and then we ate at jaka's and then went back to studying at kelly!"

rain is too cool…i luv the pitter-patter of the rain when it splotches down on things…especially car roofs and umbrellas and our skylight…it has such a soothing sound…even at its angriest…when it comes down the hardest and fastest…that’s what it was like today…i woke up to lightning and thunder which i don’t particularly like…but then in the background was the pitter-patter..pitter-patter..pitter-patter..hmm…ever walk in the rain? most of the time i just wish i brought my umbrella and hate the soggy hair and the head colds…but sometimes if the rain is warm and consistent…it make my head sensitive and it TICKLES! it’s really fun! i’d be walking and i’d just start giggling and laughing and ppl would be like ‘what’s wrong with her?’ those are good rain! ever watch rain make puddles? (it seems that i have too much time on my hands) it’s really neat how the rain drops make little circle droplets in the puddles…and you know how hard or how much rain is coming down by the droplets…teeheee….yeh…rain is TOO cool…

"In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky,
In my heart they'll always be a place for you, for all my life,
I'll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be"

Faith Hill - soundtrack to Pearl Harbor

so TANAKA!!!! it's great to see you again! and richard is the coolest guy on earth! he's definitely a keeper! now if only i can find myself someone like him...hmmm...and karina...i forgot to give you the ass-kicking...nevermind...it's been fun! can you believe we ran into rose today? at the eaton centre! wow! but then again she's going to class at ryerson...;p it's been such a long time...and it was just like old times! we laughed our asses off! and then we were going home tanaka and i got to downsview station at 8:20 and guess what? that next bus is at 9pm...thank you so much mom for picking us up and giving tanaka a drive home! otherwise we'd get home at like 10pm!!!!

we should go drinking sometime...

Memories #19
"meeting mr. andrew price...ahahaa...i actually knew stuff about him BEFORE i met him...let me explain...drew used to be sean's roomie...and i was calling for sean...but sean was at choir that nite...so i spoke for over an hour on the phone with drew! you see...unlike normal human beings...i don't hang up the phone...i was like 'ok..so you're andrew?' and he's like 'yeesss..' (cuz i knew who he was from the answering machine...but he had no idea who i was) and then we just chatted about university and stuff..then we decided we'd meet up the next day...and because i didn't know who he was...he wore a nametag when he came down to meet me!!"

went shopping at yorkdale with pat today! it was great...considering i haven't spent any real quality time with him in a LONG time...which just reminded me right NOW...i haven't heard from joel in awhile...hmmm...maybe i should give him a call...ok...i will...laater...alright...lost track there...went to see ice age today! that was the best! it was so much fun because there were a totally of 7 ppl in the movie cinema and pat and i would keep laughing or pat would make funnie noises...hahaa...but really...ice age is up there with monsters inc. and shrek for kids movies that i like this year...

we went to take booth pictures...pat's never taken them before! it was funnie! we took 2 nice pics and 2 funnie pics...ahaha! pat took a funnie pic where we both stuck our tongues in the same direction! and we went to shoppers where he bought batteries and then somehow we ended up in the tampons aisles and he was commenting how there were SOOO many different kinds and stuff...and i'm like...let's leave now...;p

bbtea! we ordered them at ten ren's like 10 mins before the movie started and then pat didn't want to drink it so fast...so we put his drink in my purse...thank god it didn't spill or anything! technically, we could have gone late to the movie because we'd just miss the previews...but noooo...pat wanted to see the new star wars preview so we went in...then JUST as the previews came on...it occured to me that this was a little kid's movie...and yesss....all the previews were little kid's movies!!

karina owes me one ass kicking...she didn't show yesterday cuz her mom put her on the wrong bus and she somehow ended up somewhere on steeles! and then it occured to her that she didn't have any bus tickets to go home...so she WALKED home! she lives in scarbourough!! ahahahahahaaaa!!! that's CLASSIC!! that's ok...

"i want to stand with you on a mountain
i want to bathe with you in the sea
i want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me"

Savage Garden

hmmm...i hope the leafs win tonight...do you know...i don't really care anymore...they're tired...so many of their guys are hurt...i'm actually very amazed that they made it so far...and i proally don't know WHAT i'm talking about...but hey...i try

i want to dye the ends of my hair dark red...and i'll see if i can do it soon...i don't know when...i suppose it's gonna hafta strike my fancy...ANYTIME...heheheeee...

Memories #18
"going to the bay st. movie store with marko, jason and matt patterson...i was gonna help them pick out a movie and then watch with them...who knew they'd take at least 45 mins to decide what they want to see? so apparently i'm into the chick flicks and they're into ....i dunno what they're into...but i'd be like 'this is a good movie'...'NO'...'ok'...'how bout this one?'...'ewww..NO'...'ok'..."

so i had a 'me' day today...actually...i was supposed to meet up with karina...but i dunno where that gurl went...how typical...karina...just for the record...i'm NOT mad at you...it was great...i worked out at the AC this morning....then walked from spadina and harbord to bathurst and queen (basically walked thru chinatown....ooooh! tanaka...the inshoes store? the one we skipped class to go to last year? it moved across the street to insquare...they still got those AMAZING shoes and handbags! we're sooo hitting that store on thursday!!!) and then walked on queen to university...had lunch at the great canadian bagel on university (i wasn't bored...i had a good book with me) and went to st. mike's and chilled there for a bit...

i found some really cute coca cola vintage bottles for my mom today...you know the little bottles? i got one of those...and a tiny coca cola can..teehee...that's my mother's day present...i know...we're weird like that...we don't do the pancakes and breakfast things...we do the coca cola stuff!! ;p

lisa...you're too funnie!! actually...you're MOM's funnie too...she scared me when she picked up the phone and started chatting with me...cuz most of my friends (plus my mom) when the parent picks up the phone that basically means they're gonna yell at you to get off the phone...but you're mom wanted to say hi to you cuz she hasn't seen you in awhile! that's classic! we definitely need to go drinking one nite...that would be great! or we could go shopping...whatever...we have the WHOLE SUMMER!!! yeehaaa!

hey...i'm chatting with jay on icq and i'm posting his goals for the summer...i thought they were so cute!
1. work out and become a hot stud cuz i'm still single (haha)
2. get my license
3. make money money money
4. spend quality time w/ friends
5. work out and become a hot stud (note: dream on jay!)

gilmore girls and buffy was on tonite...do you know how difficult it is to watch too programs that are on at the exact same time?!?!? it takes TECHNIQUE! either way...i still don't know what's going on...

i'm making a summer bookshelf on the side...probably after favorites...i want to see how many 'intellectual' books i can read...teeheee...

"Hey, baby, there ain't no easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
No, I won't back down"

Tom Petty (A Tribute to Heros)

heard it on 7th heaven last nite...cute song...

Memories #17
"working out at the AC...thanx to ava who got me started near the end of the first semester...i always WANTED to go to the AC...just been too SCARED to walk in there by myself! that place is the scariest place on earth for ppl who don't work out regularly...very intimidating...but going with ava really helped me get over the scary factor...then i went by myself or with john...and those were good times! working out at hart house was a disaster tho...the coupla times i've gone there were very INTERESTING...one time the treadmills weren't working properly with me...got frustrated and started running the track...haha...that was FUNNIE! the track isn't even straight! it curves and is bumpy...plus there's no fans! another time i was running the treadmill with flo and my walkman fell of the treadmill and basically went 'klunk, klunk, klunk...bam!' ...hmm...good times!"

so nothing interesting today...went to the dentist to have my teeth cleaned...now they're all sparkly and clean...oh wait...i just had dinner...nevermind! haha...cuz my dentist's office is at promenade mall...my mom and i went shopping afterwards! hahahaaaa! it felt soooo good to go shopping!! yeh! and basically went and slept the whole day away...and now i'm gonna go for a run...while watching tv...haha...thank the lord for treadmills!

chek this:

Memories #16
"picking up ava from her st. george apartment on tuesday and thursday mornings...i'd get there at 9:45 pm...stay up there for about 10 mins while she dried hair or was getting ready and chat all the way to calc class...about guys, and classes, and school and friends...some real cool gurl bonding moments...and so early in the morning!!!"

what an eventful day...
#1 saw romeila today! gurl...exactly HOW long has it been since i've seen you?!?!?! TOO LONG!!!! i actually ran into her by accident...she was working for her boyfriend as security for st. mikes...good thing i saw you! ;p got in some good conversations there!...
#2 didn't get to be communications commissioner...got beat out by paul...who obviously prepared much more for this job then i did...and you know what? i hope he does what he said cuz it SOUNDED good...i don't mind being an officer...afterall...i should put school ahead of social events...and anyways...if anything goes wrong...we can all blame it on paul...j/j!
#3 went to visit the boys remaining at elmsley after the meeting...only a coupla guys left! awwwww....chilled with amin a bit...chatted with his friend on his icq for a bit...it was fun! after wednesday...most of the dorms will be empty...saw riley, rajen, pat, ian, ted, jeff and matt...that's all who's left...and then there was none...
#4 met up with ma gurlz...faye at tim hortons (saw billy!)...litta at bay station at 5pm...karina at bay station at 6pm (yes...we waited a FULL hour for her to show up)...met up with charysse at pizza hut (she showed up at 7pm)...went out for drinks at the foxes den after dinner...faye and i left early...and we sort of felt guilty afterwards because we left the other three by themselves...and personally...i don't really trust them by themselves!!!
#5 on the way home on the subway...this homeless man came on at rosedale...sat right NEXT to faye (there were sooo many empty seats) and started jabbering...completely freaking us out...we got off immediately at the next stop!!

"What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home"

Joan Osborne

ames went off to queen's today on a mini enrichment program at school...for a WEEK! hmmm...i just MIGHT miss her...cuz now i'm left defenseless by myself with my parents...oy!

hey...check this out...

I am the Cheshire Cat! You're the epitome of insane. Either you're very smart, or you're too damn stupid. The world is your playground, and everything -- and everyone -- in it is a toy for you to play with. People should be scared of you, but because you're so affable, they aren't. Tough for them.

Memories #15
"tuesdays from 12-2pm, sitting in the coop...frantically copying (and somewhat trying to understand) chem139 lab prep...thanx to sarah, mark, sean, dominik (tho...he really sat in so HE could get the answers for his class the next day) and whoever dropped by...heheee...konrad...."

JUST got home from watching....SPIDERMAN! what a great movie! tho...i must admit that i have what i believe to be...a migraine...i think it's a combination of : #1 staying up till 2am this morning (figuring out my life...long story), #2 wearing glasses today (ames sais i look like a ditz trying to be smart when i wear em...i wonder if that's supposed to be a good or bad thing?), #3 watched a movie (motion sickness)....either way...i LIKED it...i don't even read comic books...but this was pretty good...of course...i did the usual crying thingy when uncle ben died...*sniff sniff* i get teary thinking bout it...so i'm gonna stop now...no wait...i'm NOT...i gotta complain about the stupid service at those stupid movie theatres...i HATE the smell of popcorn...i really do...service guy couldn't take our order correctly...and put all our stuff on the wet pepsi surface...and why'd they hafta stamp our hands if they keep checking our ticket stubs ANYWAY?!?!?!

janice...i really hope the id worked and that you're at o'reilly's right now...haha...today was soo funnie with your phone call...honestly...my mom can't take phone msgs...just spell your name and leave a number and that'll be cool...tell me how christian's band goes, k?

i had a dilemma today...i went shopping for tanaka and alanna's bday present and found some nice stuff...then i thought perhaps i should get a present for karina, charysse and maureen's bday which i missed cuz we weren't around...then i thought...what about if maija comes...and litta? oy! gave myself a headache...so i've decided that whoever comes first tomorrow gets the presents...geez...

"With these eyes
You're everything to me
Without your love
I'll wind up down upon my knees
With these eyes
I've learned from my mistake
That a sad song doesn't care
Whose heart it breaks"

Roch Voisine

i heard it on the radio today...i haven't heard that song in AGES...i remember i used to listen to it on my cd player over and over again...and i want to find that nickleback song to the spiderman movie...teehee...i see the beginning of a new craze!

haha...checked out kinsey's page and took this test...i don't think it's right at all tho...


Do you swear a lot? quiz by maikamariel

Memories #14
"me and andrew stole sean's beer at the beginning of the year as a prank for a payoff to the 'joke' he played on me...i'm not going to elaborate on THAT....we hid the beer in john's room and sure enuf (although not anticipated....didn't even think of that reaction) sean went totally nuts when he couldn't find his beer...eventually he found it but he stayed REALLY MAD at andrew and not mad at me...(it was TOTALLY my fault) but after that incident....i'm not guilty if sean misses anything!"

so omg!!!...what would i do if flo wasn't on council with me this year?!?!? flo...DON'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna do whatever i can to help you...we're like sista's! we buy the same clothes and jewelery...like the same guys (ok...not really) do most council stuff together...we both have HUGE mouths...come on!!!! what would i do without my counterpart!!! you've haven't even gone yet and i'm in a HUGE FUNK!!! ahhhhh!!!

ok...i'm done with THAT...

i forgot the keys to lock up the studio today...who knew that the guitar teacher wasn’t gonna come today and that i had to change my handbag and not think i was gonna need to lock up? had to call my boss to come and lock up...whooo boy....luckily she was like 2 mins away....but still...i'm SUCH a ditz…

help! I totally don’t know how to archive…eh…this sux…who knew I’d delete the most important tag?!?!? luckily...good friend vicks helped...i added her on my favorite blogs!!

OMG...almost had a heartattack...i was multitasking...trying to fix my archive...i was SUPPOSED to copy and paste my template...but i FORGOT (getting old) and just went and changed the template...knowing full well i was gonna lose everything on it...then REMEMBERED that i FORGOT to copy and paste...then i REALIZED that i could press the BACK button...and found it again...geez...

gonna sleep now...i hope i don't die or anything..

Memories #13
"being on smcsu...i actually met half of the student union before university started last year...met them at a golf tournament that st. mike's was hosting and i was there volunteering...kate was working for my aunt eva and she was so nice to me! she introduced me to andrea at dinner and they were so much fun and THEY were the one's that said i'd make a great student representative and that i should run in the fall election...which i did...and ta da! it's been a great year, hosting all these parties that i didn't go to (long story), helping ppl out where help was needed, just being around and having fun! and now i'm on again for THIS year! hopefully (keep fingers crossed)...communications commissioner!"

had a GREAT conversation with kirsten today! we just discussed EVERYTHING that we thought should be done and were brainstorming for frosh and stuff...it was sooo much fun! i can't wait till the meeting on sunday and we get our commissons up and running!!! teeheeeee!!!

went to chapters today...haven't hit THAT bookstore in a LONG time! awww...i miss it! i remember during highschool, friday nites were my family's 'chapters' nite...after our math classes (yes...geeks...i know) we'd go and spend at LEAST an hour sitting on their couches sipping drinks and reading our brains out! we don't do that anymore...eh...

"And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world"

Elton John

gotta thank chapters for that...i was reading there and that song came on...i didn't even know who sang it or what it was called...i just knew that i'd heard it sung by ewan mcgregor and nicole kidman in 'moulin rouge' and so i went up to the counter to ask and this nice guy looked it up for me...so nice...i really do like chapters much more then indigo...i dunno...the red is sooo much more nicer then the blue....something like that...

meh...gonna watch the leafs play in an hour...toodles

Memories #12
"FROSH week! was amazing!...got run over by a little old homeless man on a bike...lost my frosh kit...went to the 'IT' club with rashida and sean, where sean saved me from 'stifler'...went to the party at pavilion with bernie where he ditched me and i met up with jason, joel, ramona and anna...went to the blue jays game where st. mike's was THE BEST!...'drop you pants!'...tried to steal the engineer's hats, painted the horses balls blue in the middle of queen's park, played stupid games where one of our frosh leaders left because she got her hair wet and had to go home to get it straightened...AGAIN!...met sooo many new and cool ppl!"

i want a hat like the one rachel leigh cook wore in "get carter"....can you tell i was watching that movie today? ;p i feel soooo very very relaxed!

so yes...i lied...i didn't do anything after my exam yesterday...i went home, watched the leafs play and then went to sleep...actually...i lied again...i napped before dinner...but you know what tho? i WANTED to celebrate yesterday...just that i was denied by everyone...'gotta sleep, gotta shower, gotta study'...ugh...so there i was walking to kelly library to fix up a stupid fine that i paid two weeks ago and they tell me i gotta speak to the librarian who left at 5 pm (an hour before i got there) WHO KNEW?!?!? i only FINISHED my exam at 5pm!!!! argh!!! and then i was gonna take the subway home and ran into eva who gave me a drive home! yay!

spoke to karina on the phone today...it was soo good! haven't chatted with her in longest time (except on icq) but we totally just kill each other! tried to call tanaka...but i think she was working..at least she's back home again! we want to go shopping tomorrow! finally!! i didn't think i'd make it if i didn't stay away from a mall anymore! ;p

ok...so i was SUPPOSED to clean my room today...you see...during the exams it just got sooooo messy...and since i had nothing in particular to do today...ugh...no...spent all day watching tv...;p and cat naps...and working out after being a couch potato for 2 weeks...no small feat! but i felt really good to be exercising again! ;p

"Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away"

M2M

so i haven't mentioned bobo in awhile...well not in my blogs anyway...you know why? because there's NOTHING to mention...i think i'm over him...probably until i see him again...which won't be for a long time anyway...we're all on break so everyone's GONE...told me he'd call me...yeh right...i told myself that i don't really care...but unfortunately...even now...my phone's right next to me...=( oh well...tv again!