hahahahaha....so i'm totally gaining back all the calories i lost today at the AC with ava and christine! whoa! it's toonie tuesday at KFC!

stupid thing i did for the day....well..it's not really stupid...but just....UNUSUAL! went to pol200 at 4pm (TODAY instead of yesterday!) and then went to the bookstore to buy some of the fifty thousand books that they want us to buy. as i'm standing at the shelf looking at ALL the pol sci books ready to cry....this guy comes by and looks over my shoulder and was like "hey...you're in my class" and then we hook up and help each other out! so then i help him out by getting him a copy of the handout from class (cuz he MISSED class...) and he bought me an iced tazo chai! and then to top it off...because i had class at 6pm and he made me late leaving the spadina and college area...he DROVE me to my class! how sweet is that? i MEET bruce like an hour and then he drives me....whoa...

ran into jude today...or rather...he invaded my personal space...that boy...he's just an odd one....he stands VERY VERY close to me...and everything he does is very very CLOSE...except until i told him i was seeing someone...ahahahaha...then he backed off....a TEENY TINY BIT! hahahahahaa! of course...just for the record....i'm not seeing anyone...but...i'm meeting tons of new ppl everyday!

"Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
(Be a sin)
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be"

Darren Hayes

i was soooo afraid that lisa was gonna leave me downtown by myself...and then i'd have to take the bus home...but she came thru! i was homeless for a short time frame...that's all! but we had a very nice chat in her cutie little car! and had fun all the way home! except the part where we almost killed a very stupid pedestrian who didn't look where he was going...and could have died except for the fact that lisa made good judgement on her part....by BRAKING! ;p

it's a pretty good thing i didn't go to the rez dinner cuz what was waiting for me when i got home? yuppers, that's right...chicken...so shoot me in the head...council mtgs are killer...

"it's getting hot in here...so take off all your clothes..."

was it just me? or was it very very warm today? flo and i trekked all around the campus today...worked up a very nice sweat...and who did i just have to run into first thing in the morning? yep...that's right...STALKER BOY (only ppl who know me and the story will understan) so yeh...my day went downhill from there...cuz then later that morning flo, lisa and i witness the terrible scene of francke with his tongue down some poor chick's throat...and we were just standing there with our mouths wide open...

fortunately things got a bit better when i ran into georges at SAC office. that was a fun round of hide and seek, eh? hahahaaaa

zoo looks like a fun class...too bad i'm not officially enrolled in it yet... =( lin is exactly same as my summer course so i'll be surfing through THAT class...and i'm soooo glad that i'm not the only person in 2nd yr in that class...joe v and haley are there too! we'll be the cool ppl in there! ;p went to my pol200 class today...except that it WASN'T TODAY! god! how smart am i?!?!?!

hey! ran into ava today! wow! haven't heard from her in THE longest time! yea! we're gonna workout! just like old times! i still have christine's shower puff! hahahaha!

oooh...my shoes are not fun....they make blisters...and then pop em....meh...

booo...i don't wanna go to school! *sigh*

so i've spent some time scanning in pics and updating my website...so if anyone's interested, my vacation pics are up...here...tho of course...there is more to come cuz i still have a roll of film to develop...which WILL be developed...as soon as i finish the roll! duh!

went out for coffee with my girl, lisa...and spent our time updating each other on frosh week and fixing schedules and planning workout/studying times...it's terrible! everyone wants to work out at hart house but i HATE hart house...i've had very bad experiences at hart house...see monday may 6, 2002

dim sum for lunch! it's so sad how dim sum has modernized...i remember when i was little, we'd go for dim sum and piles of steaming food would be pushed on carts by our table and we'd just reach over a pluck a dish/flag the cart pusher down. much much more visual...and time wasting because you can eat dim sum for like HOURS....NOW it's like ordering food out of the kitchen, and that just totally sucks...defeats the whole PURPOSE dim sum...AND...they don't make this really good dessert anymore...something like yellow tapioca pudding...i loved eating that...it's just not dim sum without yellow tapioca pudding...*sigh*

what's this? i have a very impertinent question for all my blog readers....AM I A BAD INFLUENCE?!?!?!?!?!?!? now...i personally DON'T think i'm a bad person to hang around with...but i've now been told otherwise...by who you ask? hahahaha! now that's a fun question! why...my uncle stephen of course! he wants grace to stay away from me because if she doesn't...she's gonna end up JUST LIKE ME....which is?!? oh that's right...she's gonna drink, get drunk, have sex and basically become a whore and a half...just for the record....that hurts like hell...to find out that my uncle...MY UNCLE...thinks i'm a bad influence....i'm gonna go and have a good cry now...and then i'm gonna hate him forever...

PLUS...now i've lost a white fubu sock with pink trimmings to the laundry machine...ugh...

Christina: "I DID come to your wedding...because I wanted to see you and the feeling IS mutual...and you better be a really good kisser..."
*kisses*
Christina: "wow...that was weak..."
Peter: "weak?"
Christina: "yeh...it's ok...you can try again."
*kisses*
Christina: "you're so much better in my dream...that's weird..."
Peter: "hold these" *hands Christina yellow flowers*
*kisses*
Christina: "I THOUGHT THIS WAS LIKE MUTUAL!!!"
Peter: "oh my god!"
Christina: "NO! I'm serious! listen....I'll call you, ok?" *starts walking away*
Peter: "what? wait! WAIT!"
Christina: "thanks for the flowers, really nice touch..."
Peter: "I'm out of practice! ...I just woke up! ...UNBELIEVABLE!!!"

hahahaaaa! classic movie! that was hilarious! i laughed sooooo hard i almost peed my pants! (or rather...in this case...my jogging shorts) the best part is that the girl's name is christina....leave that up to your imagination...and selma blair as jane....she was THE BEST! who does what she does? hahahahaahahaaaaa! i don't want to give it away...but you gotta see what she did! but here's some advice....no guys with piercings...they're lethal! so yup yup...what i do in my spare time is walking with ames to shoppers (FOR COSMETICS!), blockbuster and starbucks...

i'm in love....again! whoa...like i drooled from my house to yonge street! his name is jonny lee miller...HACKERS! with angelina jolie...wow...unbelievably drool-worthy...the greatest thing was that i was jogging on the treadmill so i was so totally packing in the milage...hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa! speaking of treadmills...i cannot wait till i get a locker at the AC...i LUV that track...it doesn't hurt my feet like my treadmill...it's beautiful! so i'll be there on monday...it'll be like home sweet home...yeeaaa...

i was at the studio this morning for my kids...it was great! only problem is my 2 hr lunch break...what to do ...what to do...ahhh! steve ALSO has a lunch break that time (ok...so it's NOT really a lunch break...more like a period of time where we both don't have kids coming in) so we walk across the street to second cup for lunch...NICE! i think this will become a tradition...tho...i think it'll have to be at timmy ho's on the other side of leslie cuz it's much cheaper there...

so....what's this i hear from ms. lisa?!?!?!!?!? oooooooh! i see i missed something this week, eh?!?! *nudge nudge wink wink* hahahaa...ok...i'll keep quiet!

now i'm getting cold in my basement...so i'll just mosey on upstairs to sleep...but on a last note...thank you thank you thank you CARL! for being SUCH a sweetheart and being my antidote! you KNOW i love you for it! mwah!

and they just keep on popping up...2 weeks ago i knew absolutely nothing about my cousins in australia...and now i have to check my junk mail folder really closely or else i'll delete emails that are important! like the one from lachlan! hahahahahahaha! and right....my voice sounds sooooo bad...like i have a cold or something. i was teaching today, and EVERYONE thought i was sick, it's so sad. which brings me to my 1st day back to work after 2 weeks off. can you imagine? after two weeks and everything is sooo different, monica changed all the piano benches to piano chairs (i personally like the piano benches) and i've got this little white thing in the corner of my room that supposedly a fan (how the heck was i supposed to know it was a fan?!?!?) and steve's room has a mirror for his voice students...wow....

monica made a boo boo today! she forgot to call one of my kids to confirm that they were coming tonight, and i sat around waiting for her, almost falling asleep...geez...i've got sooooo many holes in my schedule....like swiss cheese...i'd rather teach 8 hrs straight as opposed to being there 16 hrs and teaching half the time. but HEY! i got a raise! *making a whirly sign above head*

"It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues,
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ... "

Sinead O'Connor

yeh so...remember i had a council mtg this morning? yeh...well guess who's the chick who's on the subway with flo....when the phone rings with kirsten calling to say it was cancelled? that's right...figure that one yourself...so what does this chick do? go have coffee at timmy ho's with flo! (i know...i know...it's so sad...the fact that i got up early in the morning...but what can you do?!?!?) THINK OPTIMISTICALLY! look at the cup half full! well...until you get completely screwed over...

evilness surrounds me...major crisis' happening ALL the time...flo and i went to the alumini office this morning (that's what we do when we have time on our hands) and spoke with mary ellen burns...turns out that we have a pretty good chance of getting a good deal with those gala tickets! yeh! those tix are like $150! hi! i'm a 2nd year university student! the only way i'll be able to pay that amount is if i get into my robber uniform and do a series of bank robberies...so if you ever hear on the news that there was a series of bank robberies....IT WASN'T ME! (and i SWEAR that i'm NOT the person who's breaking into st. joe's and vic! hahahaha!)

HEY HEY HEY!!!!! GUESS WHO'S BACK?!?!?!?!?!?! "back again....shady's back....tell a friend".....PATRICE! yeh! i'm sooo excited! the only thing is...he's at UTM! why?!?!?!?! oh well...meet my friend karina...she goes there too...oh wait...so does karen...and tiffany...and alex...

i'm extremely tired now...so tired that i can't even freak out about my problems anymore...well i guess in a way...that's a GOOD thing...

"so my maggot was stunted?" from CSI factor
that was such a cute little quote. i couldn't help myself! i honestly don't remember the last time i sat in front of a tv to watch randomness...in absolutely no rush...it's just way too bad that i won't be able to do this anymore (except for tuesday nites of gilmore girls!)

karina...you are a sad SAD piece of work. what happened today is just another example of why you should never try if you're destined to fail...you disgust me...i don't know HOW you'll explain this to tanaka....she's gonna flip. hmmm...on THAT note...i wonder if she's seen richard?!?!?!? but knowing her...she's prolly fallen for some sort of new guy...or she's let him pick her up off the street...*sigh* the things i put up for you ppl...oh...btw ...thanx for the b-day present...you made my day! WOW! KAREN! you look more.....mature! no more bowl cuts! new glasses! now you won't be accidentally mistakened for your brother!

ladies and gents...i'd like to thank my dad for bringing home congee. THANX DAD! what better way to spend the evening then sitting in the kitchen eating hot congee! mmmmmmmhhhh! poor ames...whining about her classes...hahahahaha! she has mr. desilets for chem AND physics! god...i remember when tanaka was like TOTALLY in love with him! oops! was i not supposed to tell the whole world?

i have so many things to do for tomorrow....it's disgusting...i want to run and hide under my bed...but i can't fit into it..council mtg...hi! who's the smart person that decided to put a council mtg at 10am in the morning on a FRIDAY?!?!?! ah well...i think i've figured it out....i'll go downtown in the morning for the mtg...then i'll meet mom at the bookstore with dad...let THEM buy my books...go to SAC to reinburse my fees that i won't be using...and then go back uptown to teach...whoa...i'm tired already!

did you know that ppl can get perms to straighten their hair? who knew? NOW i understand how some girls ALWAYS have straight-ass hair! i always envied them...i got rocker hair...it's not curly...not straight...just wiry and wavy...and looks like straw...so if you cut off my hair and tied them to the end of a stick...you could make yourself a broom...

ran into good 'ol sean today. looking very snazy my friend! unlike your other good friend who shall remain nameless...but his hair is so long that he's been nicknamed "chewbacca" ...very very cool that lindsay is coming from scarberia to take classes at our campus and join the elite group called woodsworth!

on the last note. i've gotten the vancouver pics developed...but i've been much too lazy to scan the pics in to put them up on the website...actually, now that i think about it...i still haven't put up the pictures of baby luke...aww man! i'll do THAT...later...

so ames is flipping cuz i want to jog on the treadmill...and she says that the treadmill is so loud that it drowns out the tv...for the record....NOT TRUE! i can hear the tv perfectly fine! blah! *sticks tongue out to you!*

i took the bus home this evening cuz i didn't want mom to drive out extra for me....then ON the bus i realized why i love her so much and thank her for picking my up from the station. ppl have natural body odors...i know i smell after a day of running around herding frosh...BUT....some ppl have WAY TOO MUCH BODY ODOR....it STINKS! so i get this fat guy standing in front of me with his arm in the air....self explanatory...

went to gabby's this afternoon with john, georges, howe, jen, janice, and anna for half-priced chicken wings.....mmmmmmm.....those were some FINE chicken wings....we devoured 3 party baskets....wow...like 81 chicken wings/legs....can you say pigs? or rather...chickens? hahaha...i kill myself! ;p

flo woke me up at 8:40am this morning...how annoying is that? you'd think that after i wake up at 5am and then go to bed at 1am the chick would have the decency to call me a little later in the morning! but....i forgive you girl...you were having a major crisis with "stupid parents" (thanks to lily for that motto) and it got me up and moving ....and then grace calls me as soon as i hop out of the shower....freaking out that she won't make it to the orientation field on time cuz she's lining up for tickets for the film festival...and then she gets ONE....FOR HERSELF! don't worry grace....i don't hold it against you....*snicker*...

oh...just for randomness...HI JUJU! you did WHAT?!?!?!? you cut your hair? like julia stiles? WHY?!?!?!? you silly nutty girl! but....i wanna see! i wanna see! does it look good? it's too bad i missed you and grace monday nite when i went out...boooooo

hey....time for some shoe-shining....whoa...is it just me or is georges really hot?!?!?! *giggle* that was for you georges! cuz i KNOW you're gonna read this some time or another...

the freakiest thing happened like a while ago...i got home, went online...and then lachlan came online...now get this....lachlan is one of my cousins from australia who i've had NO CONTACT with since the day i was born...(ok...ONCE for like 2 hrs in the toronto airport when i was 13...LIKE i remember THAT!) and we start talking...and he's telling me stuff that he could NEVER know about me cuz i'd never tell his mom those things...and then he's like..."yeh...i was reading your webdiary..." that he found through icq/msn....whoa...freaky much? he could be hired for like a stalker...and then i told ames and she freaked out cuz now he's gonna find HER blogger and webpage! hahahaha! so if he needs to screw up my life...might as well screw with hers too! i will NOT go down alone! mwahahahahahaaa! whoa...evilness much?

Good afternoon...i'm in georges' room right now and they are looking at warcraft stuff.....they are completely insane. Flo's lost her voice from frosh...she sounds AWFUL...but it's all good! Alot of fun stuff's been going on...too much to blog right now because john wants me to go to the bank with him...so i'll blog next time i have time on my hands.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!...
good afternoon ladies and gents! i'm in a gigantic turmoil! i can't believe i'm TWENTY!....2 0 it's insane! how could a person possibly be 20, yet look like they're 12? and better yet....act like they're 5?!?!? hahaha! and get this! i was working out this morning and who was on tv? MR. DRESSUP i almost cried!

so anyway, there's a frosh leader/marshall meeting tonite at 6pm but lisa and lauren are going down much earlier cuz lauren's moving into her new rez at loretto and then after the meeting we're planning on partying it up at any place that's open...everyone will be there...even john and marko! yay! they're moving into the sorbara rez too! exciting much?

HEY! WATERGUNS! YAH!

DAY #13
i am an eating machine...boston pizza tonite with aiee liz, uncle bob, jeff and the rest of my nuclear family...eeewww..i'm a yellow bloaty submarine....i don't know what i'm talking about! hahahah!

yeh, i'm extremely exhausted...i spent 11 hrs in the car coming to calgary from vancouver after a sleepless nite with 10 ppl....AGAIN. i decided i wasn't going to sleep in the room with dad and his truck snores, so i moved my makeshift bed downstairs to the living room where i was all fine and dandy except for this certain mr. spidey....yeh...after that i moved back upstairs and got a total of an hour and a half of sleep...good job cat...

jeff's got the music blaring so we'll go have some kokanee or something. i'll be home tomorrow! yay!

DAY #11-12
nothing special yesterday so i didn't blog. dad bbqed for us for dinner and we ate till our guts started to come out. aiee liz took us out to japanese food tonite...ALL YOU CAN EAT sake wine, sake and california maki's, salmon sashimi's, ebi sunomono, tonkatsu, edamame, kaki motoyaki and vegetable tempuras! i notice that all we do is eat....eat cheesecakes, sweet stuffs...eat eat eat...guys...i'll be back in toronto 180 lbs and a belly guy! hahahahah!

i spoke to my australian cousin, lanthia today. she lives in singapore with her husband...it was very cool! she called but ah yee haley was out shopping so we chatted for like half an hour! she really wants to meet me...gotta come to T.O.!!!

DAY #9-10
i have to explain what just happened. ah yee vee took everyone out to dinner at a very fancy chinese restaurant and we'd eaten huge bowls of shark fin soup, and had spiced tofu, abalones, and all these other chinese delicacies with our rice that would make half of you throw up....but that's besides the point. it was delicious! and expensive...

we went to the supermarket to buy ingredients because everyone loved the currie that aiee haley made last night (that's another story coming up in a few paragraphs) and she's actually in the process of making it again...right now...

aiee margaret, amelia and i left to get the car and we decided to go home first cuz there was laundry to be done, and we weren't home TWO SECONDS...when the phone started ringing, so aiee marg went to pick it up while i turned on the computer and when i came back into the room, there was suddenly a voice from the backyard door and amelia and i freaked out cuz we thought there was a robber! aiee marg raced to the door to find ah yee mary yelling thru the window saying "DON'T WASH THE CLOTHES! DON'T WASH THE CLOTHES!" and then the garage door started banging and ringing...so aiee marg raced to the door to find ah yee vee heaving and saying "DON'T WASH THE CLOTHES! DON'T WASH THE CLOTHES!" of course we were confused as to why not...and completely flipping out cuz we were having heart attacks...when kou fou george popped his head in and explained that he'd left his stainless steel watch in his shirt pocket! CASE CLOSED!

so anyway, we've come home from a day shopping across the border in bellingham, washington state. that's another joke in itself. try explaining to the poor guard as we're crossing the border that there's 6 canadians...4 from toronto, 1 from calgary, 1 from vancouver, as well as an american from san francisco and an australian from sydney.....in a RENTAL CAR just going out for a day to go shopping! luckily for us...dad has a cute baby face and who could possibly thing that he's in the business with osama bin ladin?!?!? but i have to say i'm mighty pleased with myself as i've scored a cute little light blue purse from american eagle and a cream colored cordoroy skirt from gap. very cheap. YAH! good times!

yesterday i was driven out of aiee marg's house because aiee haley made currie...and it STUNK UP THE WHOLE APARTMENT! peeyou! so i went into the yard with amelia's book and because there are no chairs out there...squatted in the farthest corner (to get away from the smell that's streaming out the windows) until it was dark...the neighbour stuck her head out the top window sometime after and then it occured to me how odd i looked....like i was sitting in the corner because i was in trouble or something! ;p

the nite market last night was awesome! it was so much fun cuz we'd walk around looking at really nice stuff for really cheap prices and eat fish balls, stinky tofu, fried cod with 12 ppl cuz eva and her husband came by on their bus trip! then when we left, because our van only 8 ppl, 5 of us walked halfway before we sat down at a bus shelter waiting for dad to come pick us up! you should have seen us! we looked like a bunch of hitchikers!

alright, i hope you guys have a good laugh at my exploits...good nite now!

DAY #8
aiee liz is here! mom's family is 7/8's complete! it's been jokes and laughter all day! i don't remember ever laughing so much with my mom! i love our family! they are the nuttiest! we're just finishing a sea food dinner that kuh fou george cooked for us...and now we're getting ready to go shopping till midnight (vancouver time) yay shopping for cheap stuff!

dad drove us to west vancouver today, lonsdale quay, where we ate and drank merrily! oh my god, the funniest things happened to mom. see, she's the nit-pickiest of us all...very clean very orderly. dad parked the car and we all piled out to go walking along the wharf when ah yee mary starts laughing hysterically and saying mom's got gum on her shoe! kuh fou george starts running after her with a tissue and is bent over getting the gum while everyone else is holding her still so that they could get the gum off! damn! i forgot to take a picture! it was hilarious! that's not all...mom also flattened the bread with her ass! she made sure ah yee mary wouldn't sit on the bread when they got in the car and then forgot to look when SHE sat down! my gosh! we laughed till tears were rolling down our cheeks! we then went and bought lotto 649 with mom.

talked to john today! i miss everyone. i really do. it's too bad i don't have a long distance phone plan and need to rely on $5 phone cards. ah well, better then nothing. he's great! i can't wait to see you when we get back from vacation!

all i have to say is that i can't wait till we get the pictures developed!

DAY #7
i'm SO TIRED! ;p eight of us piled into our rented van and dad drove us to whistler today. i sat in the backseat there and partway thru the way back but i kept getting sick so mom switched with me and then it was all good! whistler is an awesome little town! i'd love to go back sometime in the winter and spend a week there skiing! yeh! but it's summer right now so it's mostly bikes and stuff. in order to fully enjoy whistler you must like sports and pubs. we obviously did not have much to do but that's ok. we chilled at a cafe and watched ppl do stuff on their bikes!

ah yee haley just swore! ahaha! it was quite funnie! she needed to throw away some oil and needed a container for it. so she said she's use a coke can cuz she was drinking one and then she drained the rest of the coke into her cup. but then mom told her to save the can cuz if we return it, we get $0.10 back! ahaha. so then ah yee haley had to look for something else. here she is with plastic gloves on her hands, completely frustrated, when she turns to me and says "why does everything have to be such a bloody nuisance?!?!" ahahaha! that was completely classic! i laughed my ass off while she shrugged sheepishly when mom asked what was going on!

we have our very own alarm clock. actually, it's really terrible...the fire alarm went off this morning after ames and i had our showers and i think the steam wafted thru the air and set the stupid thing off. mom ran of yelling "ah jeh! ah jeh!" (margaret) while haley was yelling "dai lo! dai lo!" (george) and dad ran outta the washroom while ames and i just stood there completely confused! then kuh fou george ran up the stairs to where that fire alarm detector was and started waving a magazine in the air and it stopped! woo! talk about drama in the morning!

i want to go shopping! but i think i have to wait till we get to alberta. boo.

DAY #6
wow. i looked at the time that i wrote and it's way too early in the morning! or rather way too late in the evening! i just got home from eating late nite food with EVERYONE!

went to the steveston wharf today to have fish and chips! it was quite funny because we had eight orders and we finished all the fish and then had a HUGE bag of chips! (fries) and then we didn't know what to do with them so we brought them home!

met up with rita downtown robson street and we ate at the cactus club pub and then had gelatos. ames was with us and we had great fun! i updated rita on smcsu stuff and everything was well. we went shopping and zara had some awesome spaghetti strapped tanks for ONLY $20!!! rita and i bought one! ahaha! that girlie has a shoe fetish! ;p

called karina and lisa today. i was getting very edgy and fidgety cuz i wanted to call the girls! i spoke to flo briefly on msn. wow, i miss everyone. i tried to call john but he was at work and now it's too late. stupid time zone!

kuw fou george and ah yee vee bought the ballet of swan lake and we watched it on tv. except i got soooo tired that i went up for an afternoon nap. afterall, how does one sleep at nite when my dad snores sooooo very loud?!?!? we're going to whistler tomorrow early morning so off to sleep now!

DAY #5
i should have stayed in calgary one more day. aiee liz may not be able to make it to the big "family reunion" awwww...what a shame. brother and 5 sisters! whoa!
before i forget...HAPPY B-DAY CARL! ....yesterday! ahaha...it IS 12:20am in the morning! i'm still awake cuz we just got back from ah yee mary's place and ah yee vee and mom fell asleep and aiee haley was talking really loud and i'd prolly have stayed at ah yee mary's except for the fact that she has no internet! and what would i do without internet?!?!?

awesome day! worked out on ah yee mary's treadmill and i felt great! kuw fou george took us out to lunch. then we went to pick up ah yee vee from work and she took us to stanley park and we walked along the beaches! AND!!! she took us to eat cheese cake at this really great shop called "true confections" and it was hilarious because we parked in a spot that needed a permit and we didn't have one so we asked the waitress for a patio seat so we could keep an eye out for our car incase it needed to be towed! ahaha!

after cheese cake, ah yee vee took us to robson street (equivalent to yonge st. downtown) and we had such a great time walking around. tho..i think aiee haley is sick with something and it was really funny becuase it was 5 adults and me and ames. ahaha.

i forgot to mention something about yesterday. when we had just past kamloops, we stopped off at this gas station and the CUTEST GUY filled the gas for us! i was literally DROOLING! ahaha! ames looked at me and asked why i was staring really weirdly until she turned aound to see what i was looking at and then she started making fun of me! i hope we see him again when we go back to calgary! ahahahaaaa!

ok. i'm falling asleep now so i'll be logging off. lisa, flo, kirsten....EVERYONE! i miss you and will be calling you soon! i bought a unipass card and i have 83 mins! yah!

DAY #4
i spent a whole day vegetating in the car. we drove from calgary to vancouver today. it was very tiring. can you imagine? spend a day sleeping in the car. ugh. a mountain goat, some sheep and tons of cows. the mountains were pretty, but not as pretty as yesterday. so now i'm here and i'm going to aiee mary's to sleep and she has no internet so i'll be going.

it's been fun tho. mom's brother (uncle george) and her sisters, mary, haley, margaret were all there. except victoria who's sleeping cuz she works tomorrow morning at 4 am and liz cuz she's still in calgary. ok now really going! goodnite! miss all of you! muah!

DAY #3
went to lake louise and radium springs all day. we were up at 7am (how is this a vacation ppl??!?) and had breakfast in this really quaint diner (i'll have pics) and spent most of the day....in the car...tho...i have some really cool highlights! ames saw a deer in the morning...and then we almost ran into a baby deer (we didn't)...we also saw a nuclear family (for all you anthro ppl out there) of mountain goats at radium springs...let me tell you what a disappointment radium springs was. we went there expecting a yellowstone geyser spitting natural spring...what did we see? A POOL...and they wanted us to pay too! so we went to the banff town instead and went shopping...oooh! they only pay 7% tax in alberta! i'm sooooo getting $15 bras! yeh!

we had a BEAUTIFUL day today and lake louise was just awesome...we went 5 years ago and i can still remember it was an awful day. no sun whatsoever. today the sun was out and shining and the baby chipmunks were all over the place. the lake we a beautiful shade of turqouise and the glaciers were really pretty. all that geology crap that i took in really came in handy today!

uncle bob drove us to this restaurant called smugglers where they had THE BEST roast beef! jeff came after work and ate the most. 16 ounce piece of meat! i'm still trying to digest my thin slices of 8 ounce meat! and to top it off, i went home with jeff and he made it a point to sckreech at every light, race with every car, vroom off really fast AND with his dance music turned up to the max....it was AWESOME! ahahahaha!

i think they went down to watch lord of the rings in bob's home theatre....i started to watch it this afternoon, but alas...headache and stomach cramps, now i'm relaxing with my chamomile tea!

DAY 2 - AMES' B-DAY!
so jeff took me out yesterday nite. aiee liz and bob had a house warming party and it was REALLY REALLY boring..(they were all adults) and ames was really tired so she stayed at home. we went to laserquest where jeff's friends came with some cousin's from switzerland (too bad they were like 15....SWITZERLAND!) and it laserquest was sooooo much fun...except the part where i came in dead last! ahahahah...then afterwards jeff's friends (oh right...they're girls) wanted to go to this gay bar called "detours" and i really wanted to go cuz karina and charysee are always going and i want to go...but jeff didn't want to so instead we drove around calgary's empty mall lots looking for shopping carts to ram into and make them flip over these bumps....i KNOW!!!!! CRAZY!!!! jeff drives at like 160km/h! groovy! ahahah...so we finally got back home at like 12:30am and then we chilled in his room drinking kokanee beer (i hate beer...) and just talking cuz afterall...we haven't seen each other in like 5 years!

aiee liz took us to their A&W restaurant in okotok we got free french fries! yay! ahaha...and they have llama farms next to their house...i gotta get a pic of those llamas! i got a picture of their house...it's like a beautiful 3 car garage castle....*green with envy*

went to chinnock's mall today! it's great! it reminds me of eaton centre...ahhh....SHOPPING! it was great cuz i was cramping all day so i went to the GNC and bought chamomile tea...and then found an organic store for ORGANIC tampons...cuz the regular ones have bleach in them...yeh i know flo....SCARY....

haha...jeff's out with his friends...and i'm on his computer...he said i got cream all over his desk the other day...i didn't! blah...guys...oh well...i'm so glad lis and flo were on tonite! we were chatting three way for about 45 mins! thanx girls! i miss you! mwah!

anyway, chamomile tea and sleep...and then hot springs tomorrow!

DAY 1
wow! that's ALL i have to say. it's like 7pm calgary time right now and aiee elizabeth has company over for our dinner tonight. but it's like 9pm toronto time! weird! i spoke briefly with flo before she went to play pool with her boyz! and it was funny! remember this miau: http://gowiththeflo.8m.com/ ok!

so i was up at 7am toronto time this morning to finish packing (cuz you know...i'm THE procrastinator) and left the house at 8:30am for the airport. we had a very nice breakfast and then went to our flight...hahaha....getting thru the airport security! that was FREAKY! they went thru EVERYTHING!!! i don't know...it's not like i was hiding anything...but the way they acted like...open your camera for us...what? toothpics in a tiny container that looks like it would contain cocaine?!?!?! any sharp items? ahahahah...the detector got my dad...it turned out to be his belt buckle...and the change purse he forgot in his pocket! ahahahah!

our flight time was 11:15am...we were ON THE PLANE by 11:20am...which was GREAT timing! BUT.....the captain had to wait for a flight attendant from another plane flight and guess what time we actually left?!?!? that's right...12:30 pm....an hour and 15mins later...geez...and then ME....QUEEN OF MOTION SICKNESS....i dunno...i don't like planes. period.

we got to calgary at around 4:15pm (TO time) and aiee liz came to pick us up and took us out to lunch for vietnamese noodles! then they took us home...HOOME....do you know? i think i want to LIVE HERE! they are sooooooooooo RICH!!! like NO JOKES! they literally had a mansion built! it's fully completed...basement is fully done....there is a HUGE THEATER ENTERTAINMENT SYSTEM in their basement...next to MY ROOM (oh yeh...ames will be sleeping on a futon in MY room tonite! ahahaha) and a kickass HUGE washroom (that's bigger then ames' room at home) WITH A STEAM SAUNA! can you imagine?!?!?!? ahhhh....luxury! ooops...did i forget to mention? they live right on the edge of this lake with an island in the middle...it's like a minature blue mountain resort! ahhhhh! *drool drool* i love em!

which i should also mention now as well...my cousin jeff has taken my sister out for a walk and he's *let* me go on his comp! kick ass!

ok...i'm gonna type some emails now! update tomorrow! heh heh!

so maybe i got raped on my exam...who knows? i'm just glad i'm DONE! YES!!!!! whoooo hooooo!!!!! and i'm off to calgary and vancouver on SATURDAY! AND i don't have to work tomorrow! YEEEAAAHHHHH! good job good job *pats meself on the back*

ok...done with the retardedness

mom, dad, grandma and eva are playing MJ again...ahahaha...they figure they should make the most of MJ cuz they won't be getting any of THAT in two weeks. ames is on this josh grovin phase...it's freaking me out...ahahahaha....

i feel good! i worked out this morning after being a BLOB for 3 weeks...and that was GOOD...what was on tv? onegin...with liv tyler and ralph fiennes...yes grace...drool if you must...it was a stupid movie. enjoyed a nice HOT shower...it's amazing how the little things bring so much pleasure after having hurried showers at the crack of dawn and then rushing down for coffee with flo in the morning. (ahhhhh...i KILL myself!)

"I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe

La luce che to dai
I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore resterò
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'è
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza più violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternità

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E'il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a sé
Another soul to love

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salverà

Translation

The light that you give us
Will stay in our hearts
Reminding us
That in my prayer
you are an everlasting star
There's so much faith

We dream of a world with no more violence
A world of justice and hope
Grasp your neighbors hand
As a symbol of peace and brotherhood.

The strength that you give us
Is the wish
That everyone may find love
In and around himself

And the faith that
You've lit inside us
I feel will save us"

charlotte church and josh grovin

before i forget.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKO!...you are now....TWENTY YEARS OLD....whoa...that's OLD! j/j! damn! i'm turning 20 in less then a month too! *sob* i can't believe i'm turning....OLD! wah! ok...so i guess that movie you rented sucked, eh? ahahaha....

wongie just called...yay...that means i'll be getting frosh lists of ppl in rez...and then we can DELETE them...ahahah....from the rest of the frosh lists...and then we get....*drumroll please*....FROSH COMMUTERS! how cool is that? ahhhh...the little things that amuse me!

so i'm cleaning my room cuz it's a PIGSTY...and i never realized how much JUNK i accumulate! i like to keep old notes and stuff...but then i have no place to put em...my clothes pile up on the chair and the floor...and i miracle happened! if i MAKE MY BED...the room automatically becomes much roomier and cleaner! how cool is that? ahahahaaha....i'm such a junk rat!

what's this?!?!?!? BRAIN FRY!!!!!
yeh...so spending 10hrs at the library is NOT a recommended diet....i fully believe that i will be relaxing like hell after tomorrow's exam! i'm actually really psyched! i COULD technically write the exam earlier...that's how confident i am! yay! i was thinking that i'd be at the library bright and early tomorrow morning...but since then, i've decided that i think i'm gonna enjoy my sleep and get up whenever i get up and go study when i'm good and ready....who's placing bets? ahahahaha....

ames is playing stupid operatic music...which has forced me to use my library ear plugs...how sad is that?!?!? oooh...guess what else is really sad? the fact that i'm so dead that i couldn't even remember masako's name today...i saw her at the library and i'm like "HEY...." yeh...fun time, no? ran into adelaide as well...oh gesus...was is adele? oh god...either way...she has her chem 138 exam tomorrow...ahahahaha...i REMEMBER WHEN I TOOK THAT STUPID COURSE! i HATED IT!!!!! mwahahahahahaaaaa!!!!

on a side note: hey ames! i read your silly ocean story...i like it! made me almost fall off my seat laughing! yeh...haven't seen YOU in awhile, huh? how's grandma? ahahaha...oh yeh....this is so sad....

ok...stopping now...going to sleep now!

whoo hoo! done my geo exam! *whirly finger over head*
now i'm gonna eat and drink and be merry until 10pm before i get back to studying for wednesday's anthro exam!
booooo!
alrighty...*crack knuckles* better get cracking...(tho...carl knows i hate cracking knuckles for that matter! hee hee)

OMG I'M GONNA DIE!

no...for real! i started studying for geology....and i'm not even halfway thru chap 16 yet! ugh...i'm looking at landslides, and creeping and slumping and rock glaciers...and it's quite pathetic...

i was sleeping in the afternoon (yeh...so smart...sleep instead of studying) after i was up so early in the morning to teach (i should do this NO TEACHING thingy when i'm studying for exams...it's so stressful to be teaching when your brain is screaming "you're not studying enuf! you're stupid! you're wasting precious studying time!!!!")...oh...i got sidetracked...the point of that whole sleeping thing was that i was woken by this RETARDED sound coming from outside...and i didn't even know where it was coming from so i couldn't even run screaming outside to stop the noise...and then the doorbell started ringing frantically like it was the end of the world and when i finally dragged myself out of bed long enuf to put on some suitable "opening door" clothing and then opened the door...who was there? some ppl looking for a russian family that supposedly lives somewhere on our street...HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF WE HAVE RUSSIAN PPL LIVING ON OUR STREET?!?!?!? grrrr....and to imagine, grandma slept thru the whole episode too....

so yes...that most annoying noise finally drove me down to my basement to study...let ME TELL YOU...it's cold and icky...but it's finished...so i guess i shouldn't be complaining...but i like to complain...especially when i'm wasting time blogging instead of studying...actually...i'm on break...so HA!

flo actually woke me up the last time before i started studying! yay flo! she's been studying at the library...which i think is a very good idea...i think i'll go to the public library tomorrow...i don't think i can stand the cold anymore...but WAIT....stupid library's are WHAT?!?!? CLOSED ON SUNDAY'S DURING JULY AND AUGUST?!?!? *sigh* i can never win can i? i've been kicked out of so many libraries...robarts closed at 6 last nite, and ES closed at 5 the day before...i'm destined to fail everything....

ok...i'm finished whining...i going back to studying...

just in case ppl think i died....i haven't.
i've been buried beneath tons of studying at robarts and earth sciences. if you want to find me. i'll be either on the 2nd or 3rd floor reading room of robarts or earth sciences. i have an assignment due tomorrow, but i've made my own deadline of 12pm today. if you bother to look at the time i'm blogging right now, it's approximately 12:30pm. so it's quite obvious that i haven't made the deadline. i'm completely living on 4 hours of sleep (which technically is not whinable but i like to sleep 8-10hrs a day) and i've been not at home. i haven't seen 1/2 my fam in 3 days and now everyone thinks i'm dead. for the record, i believe i kicked my test's ass yesterday and flo is the only person that see's me on a daily basis, and only because we meet up at 8-9am in the morning for coffee! ;p

what?!?!?! today is vicky's birthday?!?!? well then...HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKY!!!!! *smiles*

you see, vicks, that if i wasn't ready kinsey's blog...i would never had known! so...you must promise me that you will try and blog at least once a month in english, otherwise i NEVER KNOW what you are doing! and on a side note: yes kinsey, the cinema that's is opening at fairview is probably rainbow cinema's and they are known for their $4.50 deals. they have em at promenade mall and markville mall. i think we should go.

"every sentence is so completely random and not at all dependent with every other sentence" - flo (or rather...something to the effect of what flo said...i can't remember the exact wording anymore)....oh...excuse me. flo just corrected me. "every sentence is fully not connected to the other ones" -really what flo said

hahahaha...you should have just SEEN what i did...grace was on the chair and juju was in the armchair next to her and ames was on the other computer, and i came in to use this computer and grace said she'd give it to me if i got the spider under julia's chair...and then i shrieked and tried to jump onto the chair that she was on...it was hilarious! and then we all started shrieking cuz we thought the spider went into my school bag and i tried to pick it up and put it on the shelf and then grace threw it on the floor again...ok...randomness...

oh WAIT! ahhhhhhh spider's moving! we're ALL shrieking! it's quite funny! and ames' yelling for dad! and grace just threw toilet paper at amelia...ahahaha....so amelia picked up the spider and threw it into the toilet and the spider bounced out and was just floating!
and thus ends the tragic life of spidey.

so we had a council meeting this morning and it's not the greatest thing in the world after 6 hrs of sleep so i tried to get some sleep when i got home...but flo decided to call, and then lisa...then it became clear to me that i was NOT meant to nap because grandma's doctor came with her husband and son, grace and jules came...and then lisa came to pick me up for coffee at timmy ho's!

we spent some 2 odd hours looking at pics and laughing and catching up and stuff cuz frankly, chick, we haven't seen each other in the LONGEST TIME! i miss you chick! hahahaaa...we couldn't go in the house because we had company...so we stayed in lisa's car and talked for a very long time. i look hideous in that photo! burn it! now! oh ok...give it to me...that's fine too...

was is just me or did jerome look really really HOT today? ;p hahahahaaaa....didn't have the deer caught in headlight look today! mmm....yummy! i got this excellent picture of him talking on the phone...such a sunshine boy! and mike looked good too...but he had a glazed look...i suppose it's cuz he partied all nite long...and something is VERY wrong with the hair! all the chickies looked especially good this morning! i do believe we can make our boys drool! hahahahahaaa....totally j/j!

grace left a sticky msg on my comp...this is what it says : CHRISTINA! we love U, but you left us. Therefore, we don't love u anymore, okay? HAHA! this is random computer note number 1. expect many more. YAY! - Grace
thanx grace.

oh man...i cried again today. i don't know...maybe it's the fact that mandy moore is dying of lukemia...maybe cuz i don't understand how such a good-looking fellow like shane west can be sooo good looking...maybe it's just a really sentimental movie that i have to watch AGAIN because amelia kept laughing and cracking jokes when we watched it yesterday. mooo...

i'm trying to think of a good song that i can post...but my brain is mush and i'm tired...i think the lack of sleep part is catching up to me. oh brother. and dad doesn't believe i studied today. *sigh* when i study, he thinks i didn't study...when i do study, he thinks i didn't study...hmm...this is not working out in my favor...so now i'm gonna rest before i pass out...

MIAO! You're ALIVE!
ahahahaaaa....that was tanaka's first words to me on the phone today...apparently everyone's been under the impression that's i'd dropped off the face of the world! well...technically i did. after all, i'd been working all weekend on my anthropology essay on falun gong which was due monday and couple days after i was working on my geology building rocks assignment that was due today! I HAVE SURFACED FOR AIR! ;p

the funniest thing happened yesterday. you see, i went down to union station with karl on tuesday to scout around for rocks and we found some AMAZING stuff. well i went back yesterday with cahyee (i gave her a VERY NICE descriptive and informative tour) and i was taking pics of the rocks that i planned on using at the bce place when cahy tapped me on the shoulder and pointed behind me...a security officer! i was soooo scared that he was gonna kick us out and tell us we couldn't take any pics! but instead, he handed me back my eraser that i left from the day before (i didn't even realize i left it there) and said "you're the girl that came yesterday"...ahahahaaaa the SECURITY GUARD remembered me!!!! cahy laughed at me the whole time!

i made the mistake of mentioning to cahy that i own no dresses except my prom/formal dress. and she picked a dress off the hanger at jacob, shoved it in my face and said "GO. put that dress on NOW" and i did ...and i looked AWESOME in it! i was soooo surprised! so i bought a total of two dresses for $50 at jacob. one's a casual beige dress and the other's a black formal dress (perfect for the gala in october) and cahy was SOOO PLEASED with herself for converting another fellow chick into a girl!

so yes, i had tan lines from the day before so i wore one of cahyee's halters from american eagle! i love it! they actually even had a sale on those same halter tops...but they were all extra large...booooo...but it was funny because matt used to work there and all the sales people were like "aren't you matts...??" to cahy and she was like "yessss" and rolled her eyes! ;p oh...the halter didn't work...i still have WHITE tan lines....i can't believe i used to be sooo white! but there is PROOF!

ran into cesar today. he's such a nice guy! too bad he has a girlfriend of a year and a half! boo! j/j! he's such a hottie! and he was trying to teach me the techniques and everything about buying a car and how to check the oil and pump gas and check tire pressure! he's cool...he introduced me to this guy named ashley...he was cool too!

I am worth :$2,044,540.00. nice to know that i'm worth SOMETHING!!!

ahhhh! to relax my feet! i've been walking since 11am this morning! met up with karl at finch, went to union station, and looked at building rocks for 2 1/2 hours! had lunch at duke's at eaton centre then scooted down to castle frank where we JUST made it to our group! (can you imagine if we missed them?!?!?) had a NICE tour...but it was SOOO HOT! like a sauna! we were all perspiring (sweating...eww!) and all these beads of water all over us! for 3 HOURS!!!! we walked soooo much...walked to rosedale where carl (the other carl) and i went to some pub and i had 2 pepsi's and he had something to eat! good times!

ooh...and now i'm sun tanned! very very nice! i have bra lines! hahaha! but karl and i found some awesome looking building rocks...at the royal york are some BEAUTIFUL serpentine rocks...and the bce place had some AWESOME looking amonite fossils! mwahahaha! now i'm tired...gilmore girls it is!

Carl: "Ah, sweetheart, don't destroy it. I didn't mean to make fun of it. It's cute. Honest."
Annie: "It isn't meant to be cute. Now stop acting so silly, Carl, and get back to your torts."
Carl: "What torts? Tell me what torts? You are my tort; my one and only tort. The first time I laid eyes on you, I said to myself: She's the tortiest tort in the world. And she's for me."
hahahahaaaa.....i laughed myself silly reading this on the bus...i'm pretty sure the other ppl on the bus with me thought i was some sort of psycho maniac who laughs at herself...oh dear...and i tried SO very hard not to laugh! hahahah!!! oh oh! the tears in my eyes!

finally! i finished my essay at 2pm this afternoon...quite proud of it if i do say so myself...and i was on msn all nite and all day with cahyee helping her find stuff on the net and just being SUPPORT! so i was planning on going downtown right away so we could proof-read our papers when marko called...wow...i thought you forgot about me! ;p but apparently you didn't...he called thursday about the movie...but i missed the call! (stupid caller id! i sooo need to get it!) and so it was fun talking on the phone! heehee...marko's such a busy boy that i have to book dates with him in advance! ;p no prob!

"I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad
In my dreams I have a plan
If I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all, I'd fool around and have a ball...

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

A man like that is hard to find but I can't get him off my mind
Ain't it sad
And if he happens to be free I bet he wouldn't fancy me
That's too bad
So I must leave, I'll have to go
To Las Vegas or Monaco
And win a fortune in a game, my life will never be the same...

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world"

abba

so i went downtown to look at rocks (buildings made from natural rocks) and found...nothing...eh...what a waste of time...but i'm going with karl tomorrow to union so maybe they'll be something good there! went over to wetmore and we went over our papers...yay! went to bbq's with cahyee for chicken fingers and fries...met up with her friend brady and HIS friend glen and it was all good! i think you've got a potential job offering there! hahaha...went to class, and then we went with isabelle to gabby's for chicken wings! hahaha!

why does it have to rain? i hope it doesn't rain tomorrow! i don't NEED to walk in the rain! oh! my stupid running shoes gave me blisters at the back of my heels and the left blister broke before i realized it! WHY?!?!? it's never done this to me before! my best friends! my SHOES! what have i done to you to make you do this to me?!?!? ugh...so i wonder what i'll wear tomorrow?!?!?

WOW....that's the best i could come up with...the number of ppl over at the downsview area...poor pilgrims...i woke up at 9:30am this morning to the sound of rain...i don't think anyone would have gotten much sleep last night...i stayed up watching the mass on tv...and then watched this morning's one too...the pope gives GREAT homily's...he may be old and tired...but he's still got that FIRE raging inside! he's still very sharp...he's sooo cool...and then after the mass (which took a VERY long time) he got on his blue helicopter and they flew near our house as he was going to st. jo's (haha...us abbey girls used to make fun of our rivals calling them st. ho's!!!!) and we were like...wow...and then went back to our pizza...i don't think i'm going to be forgetting this great event anytime soon...go to flo's blogger to read what she wrote...i almost cried reading it...

and she's right...i gotta finish this essay!!

so yesterday's green didn't really turn up good...oh well...TOUGH! highlight it! hello? didn't I read juju's blog when there were all these pics of julia stiles in the background? yes! so?!?!?

kirsten had this really great idea where we add our nicknames and if we're single/attached on our bios...it's soooo good...except...now i gotta email EVERYONE AGAIN and hassle...AGAIN....i hate hassling...it's soooo hasslie...ick...but whatever...as i said before...if you don't get me pics...it's gonna be powerpuff chick for you! ;p (i got that great idea off des' and jona's blog!)

why is the pope's head always craned to the side? i guess cuz he has all these divine stuff in his brain cavity and it's weighing the head down...hmmm...poor guy...all these ppl looking at him...i'd totally freak if all these ppl were looking at me...i mean...i couldn't even pick my nose...or a wedgie cuz then everyone would see...not that i do that or anything...

where's ames? at wonderland...with juju...girls...today is one of the muggiest days in a long time...ok...maybe not...but either way...as if you girls didn't get enough a tan on wednesday when you went to the golf tournament...now you're going for killer skin burning...mwahahahaha!!!

"On a September afternoon in 1961, a baby girl's first cry rang out. A new life had begun.
Her mama rocked her in her arms and she kissed the tiny brow.
And she said, 'Darling I'm just as scared as you. But I promise you somehow.

I will take care of you. The very best that I can.
With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.
You're every joy I share. For every tear I shed my whole life through.
I will take care of you.'

On a September afternoon in 1985, that little girl had grown into a beautiful young bride.
And she turned to the man who held her hand, in front of the waiting crowd.
They smiled at each other as they spoke, and this was their wedding vow.
And they said..

'I will take care of you. The very best that I can.
With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.
You're every joy I share. For every tear I shed my whole life through.
I will take care of you.'

On a September afternoon, in 1989, the girl waiting by a hospital bed, never leaving her mother's side.
She said, 'Mama, oh don't you close your eyes. Try to get some rest. It's my turn to take care of you. I learned from the best, I will take care of you.'

With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.

On a September afternoon in 1991, a baby girl's first cry rang out.
A new life had begun."

amy sky

faywood called this afternoon...she and tanaka spent the whole day trying to volunteer for wyd and they were told they could but then they couldn't get clearance from some police thingy and then they tried to go to the police station but it was closed (closed?!?!?) and then they called to see if i wanted to see austin powers 3 with them...except that i'd JUST gotten home from a whole day of teaching piano (from 8am) and doing mundane shopping with my parents....i'm soooo exhausted...i would have fallen asleep at MIIB except that we kept laughing at will smith's ears and the silly little wonky guys in the locker...but today...i have no energy...i've just printed 48 pages of font size 10 times new roman of these 9 articles for my essay that's due monday...now i hafta read it...oh boy...

at least i think i have a good topic...gotta do well in this class...so off i am to do some reading...and to watch the pope wave at ppl...we're sooo easily amused...

oh..and before i forget...i scanned in our pics from the other day...and i put it on my website...but now THAT'S not working...i wonder why...oh well...i'll wait till ames gets home before i bother her into helping me...yay...

omg! i'm sooooo tired! you'd think that the ONLY friday i get off of work i'd sleep in...but NOOOOOOO...mom decides that we take a trip down to the eaton centre with grandma...so who's up at 9am?!?!?! ME! ugh...and plus...the mall is filled with pilgrims from world youth day...yes yes...how terribly negligent i've been in not mentioning what's up with them...they've only been in town since tuesday...and i'm soooo proud of our mike allemano...yes...OUR mike...st.mike's MIKE! who works on strawberry island where the pope's been residing at and i do believe the newspaper says that he's met the pope....NICE!

"My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray

We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands"

jewel

oh yeh...back to the tired part...was up sooooo early yesterday morning...did that stupid rosi thing...i'm soooo unbelievably MAD at rosi....i'm not logging on until monday...hmf...well it's also partly cuz rosi doesn't work on weekends...but i digress...and i had this stupid report to do that's due on monday too...and then after class i went to the movies at promenade with tanaka and karina...MIIB...that's some funnie shit! we kept laughing our asses off in the theatres...and it was funnie because there were like 12 ppl in the audience...i don't know...these chicks HATE pictures...what do we do?!?! we took booth pics...we're soooo completely insane...i'll have the pics up tomorrow or something...we look sooo stupid...ahahahaaaaaa

i hate this....why are my parent's playing MJ at my cousins house when we should be at home....me in my nice nice bed....(dreaming....) grace is watching lolita...the old version...i think the guy is WAY too ugly...even jeremy irons in the newer film isn't that great looking...he wasn't bad in the musketeers...but i guess it's cuz he's not groping some girls that's 50 years younger or something...juju says i have a hollow head...she flicked my forehead and said "see? there's nothing in it"

flo has a blogger now too...it's under my favorite blogs...you gotta ask her what she means about the shrimp!!! hahahaaaa!!! that was CLASSIC!!! alright...i don't know what i'm talking about anymore...i'm going into the zone i think it has something to do with lack of sleep...oh and SHITES! i have to work at 8:45am tomorrow...damn damn damn....this is so stupid...who needs this in the summer?!?!?!?!?

and number 3.....now if only someone will drop zoo252 for me...

i can't believe i'm spending so much time with rosi...i hate you! i'll never ever ever think of loving you! you don't treat me right! i spend soooo much time and you keep rejecting me! what do you mean you have no space? ahhhh!!! what do you mean you're BUSY?!?!?! find TIME!

numero deux!

ooooh....i got ONE done!

i'm STILL trying...i left the house at 7:55am to meet flo at eglinton...and we've gone to starbucks for sustanence and now we're at gersteins trying to get in...STILL

check out what time it is....i'm STILL trying to get on rosi...ugh...this is sooooo STUPID! i'm tired and COLD and they keep kicking me off and everyone's still on the login page! i keep telling myself that my comp cable is slowly making it's way throught the other mumble jumble pages to go through the bottleneck! I WILL SURVIVE! NOT!!!!

so i met these two REALLY NICE guys today...charlie and carl...haha...i was like...'charlie? as in charlie brown???' haha...they're really nice...3rd year software engineers...ENGINEERS BABY! how did we meet? ahhh...our WALKING TOUR today...hahaha...we walked along college st. looking at buildings and the structures and the materials they were made out of....and we walked to this one building and steve (the tour guide) was like...tell me what kind of rock you think this is...and we're TOTALLY trying to be smart and we're like...it's not sedimentary cuz there are no layers...not metamorphic...MUST be igneous! and steve's like...actually...no...it's just CONCRETE!!!!! damn...not smart ENUF!

so anthro class was SOOO boring today...who cares about the potlatch and stuff? i was soooo falling asleep...and now we have a stupid assignment to do that i need to research! bah! i'm so tired of looking up stupid stuff up on the internet...i know we're not allowed internet sources...but it's good to find exactly what you're looking for so when you go to the library it's easier to find!

luckily, tim saved me from tutorial and we trudged over to bloor and spadina, met up with ester....went to a suchi place and met up with mimi and jamie! it was good...except i had chicken wings at o'grady's with charlie and carl! hahaha....luckily...i've still got it! ;p

MRS. KIM: It’s early for you to be in bed.
LANE: I’m tired.
MRS. KIM: Come downstairs and have some tea.
LANE: No, thank you.
MRS. KIM: I know you’re upset but I have these rules for a reason. I’m your mother, I know what’s best for you.
LANE: Can we talk about this tomorrow please?
MRS. KIM: You see, this is exactly why I make these rules. You’re too young, too vulnerable. American boys have different values, they don’t understand respect, you get hurt. I do all of this so you don’t get hurt and now here you are hurt. I don’t like this, I don’t like this at all. Who is he, this boy who hurt you?
LANE: Henry Cho.
MRS. KIM: Cho?
LANE: Yes.
MRS. KIM: Cho sounds Korean.
LANE: It is Korean.
MRS. KIM: He was Korean?
LANE: Yes, and he was smart and wonderful and cute.
MRS. KIM: And – and you’re sure he was Korean?
LANE: He’s gonna be a doctor, he goes to church, he’s a counselor at Bible camp, and he liked me.
MRS. KIM: A doctor.
LANE: I’m so stupid. I should’ve just told you and I didn’t and now he’s gone and I’m just stupid.
MRS. KIM: Maybe I can call his mother.
LANE: I don’t want to talk about this anymore.
MRS. KIM: You’re sure he was Korean?

hahahaa....gilmore girls are CLASSIC! that is sooooo the scenario with my parents...except that i don't like asian guys!

juju is here...she and grace came over cuz their computer is fried from the lightning on sunday and grace scanned in these cool pics of steve and luke and crackbaby! and now she's gone home...but juju's STILL here...WHAT? she's STAYING OVER?!?!?!? aw MAN!!! j/j!

it's been my time of the month...i've been craving hash browns and tiramisu...and completely eating all the stuff i've been avoiding the past coupla weeks...and this just SUCKS! and now i have a headache...maybe it's cuz i left the tampons way more then the time recommended cuz i was lazy...that's what you get for being LAZY....no more...

especially now cuz i'm screwed cuz my exam today was sucky...it wasn't a BAD exam...just stupid...bleh...BUT i went over to st. mike's after and world youth day is JUST BEGINNING there! it's cool!

"Selling out
Is not my thing
Walk away
I won’t be broken again
I’m not
I’m not what you think
Dream away your life
Someone else’s dream
Nothing
Equals nothing
Letting go
Is not my thing
Walk away
Won’t let it happen again
I’m not
I’m not very smart
Why should I be sad
For what I never had
Nothing
Equals nothing
Turn to stone
Lose my faith
I’ll be gone
Before it happens"

madonna

now i'm going to do my readings...and calling ppl cuz i'm craving intelligent conversation! ;p

"Why shouldn't art be pretty? There are enough unpleasant things in the world."

Pierre-Auguste Renoir

i had THE BEST night in the LONGEST time...it was amazing...

taught piano in the morning from 9:15am to 2pm and then monica came by with queeni so i could show her around..queeni starts teaching next week and monica won't be here so she needs to know me cuz i'll be here. then went to richmond court at times square for a quick and late lunch and then went with mom, dad and ames to go shopping at costco.

went over to lauren's at 5pm to help her set up for her party aka bbq...lisa came over half an hour later with her brother david to help lauren with the lights for her garden. steph came first...pretty in a pink one strap top with a beautiful tan! she's as thin as always, if not, thinner (though she denies it) and lisa, steph and i hung out on the patio. john made it with his girlfriend jamie, and alex. omg! how long has it been since i've seen alex?!?!? by the way...alex looked REALLY good...and he was like 'wow! where have you been christina?' he's soo cute...maybe one day i'll tell him in his face...but right now i won't cuz that will make him all antsy...AGAIN! (inside...ask john or marko)

luke came with his friends, anthony (i know anthony! he came to lauren's b-day party at gabby's!) and jay (reminds me of the scottish dude in austin powers...he was sooo funnie!) and the party started...marko came soon after he finished watching a japanese movie with his sister (who's sick...caught it from him) and it was good times!

i know i know...everyone's like "kris...get to the good part...we KNOW there was a GOOD part" because anyone who stays out for 40 mins with marko...there has to be a good part...but that's for me to keep and tell ppl i want to tell...basically...this experience stays with me and marko

hmm...i have a mosquito bite on my elbow...it itches...

ooh...and before i forget...the hair looks great!

yesterday i ran down the basement stairs in the dark and tripped over our hot pink laundry detergent basket...and now i have a kickass bruise on my right leg...not to mention i have more mosquito bites...ewww

"he's a brave kid," Lewis said.
"he's remarkable," Reggie said. "At times he thinks like a terrorist, then he cries like a little child."
"he is a child."
"i know. but don't tell him. it may upset him, and, hell, who knows what he might do."

The Client

i finally decided on my posts and sat down to figure out what courses i'm taking...i'm majoring in biological anthropology and minoring in linguistics and physiology. it's gonna be a year of zoology, botany, linguistics and anthropology...yay? i actually wanted to do physiology instead of zoo but that time was taken by ant so problems, much? i spent a whooping 3 hours figuring this out last night before i finally went to bed at 2am...smart miau...really smart...and then i had a practical to do today which wasn't too bad...just LONG...i was basically falling asleep by the end of the day...

first of all...i have a plea to john's fellow workers...please...puhleeeeesse let him get the shift off on saturday! otherwise...go to hell...cuz he NEEDS to come up to have some fun with us! i haven't seen him in AGES!!! but yeh...apparently lauren's having a bbq on saturday and i think we need to have some fun in the sun! and yes...i didn't go to the movies cuz marko's been sick with food poisoning..among other things...i laughed at him and called him a stick! maybe i'm mean...maybe i'm teasing!

flo and i sat in the sauna for 8 mins today...my hair dripped all over the place...and the white towels turned purple...because janice came over this morning to try the hair thing again....and....nope...not working...so she's gone to buy some peroxide and more stuff today for another try tomorrow...i swear...one of these times it's gonna work...and it better happen soon cuz i don't want to drip all over the place...it's narsti...

gilmore girls tonite! yay! and i'm watching the princess diaries right now...you know what i WANT to watch? the client...i've been reading the book and it's great...i wanna see these lawyer movies...why? because of ames...that's why...that silly little girl's got me reading all these john grisham novels...ah....instead of studying...which i will be cracking out the books tomorrow morning...bleh

went to gabby's with kirsten, des and david last night...yay half-priced honey garlic chicken wings! mmmmmmhh....which totally reminds me...i have to do my readings cuz we hafta hand in a thought of the week tomorrow...argh....i'm losing focus here...i want fun in the sun!

i don't remember what i did sunday...maybe i became comatose...who knows?

Memories #66
"ah...formal nite...i was ALMOST so late that i almost missed the last bus...but i made it...with my formal date...JOEL! yeh...it was sooo much fun...joel got so completely drunk (well...it was the most drunk he'd ever been anyway) and he thought that he was disgrace to me...and i kept telling him he wasn't! ;p but we had awesome fun time...everyone was there and it was open bar so every one was getting pretty smashed! a nite to remember!"

i went over to janice's house next door and we did my hair...but but i don't think anything worked...so off to shoppers tomorrow and i'll grab some new stuff for next tuesday! hopefully something good will happen then! ;p at least my parents can stop freaking out! they're out at a pool and bridge party in mississauga somewhere...and they were pretty ok with handing me and ames $40, a blockbuster card, a free pizza pizza coke coupon and letting us do what we had to do!

we rented 'the firm' and watched it eating honeydew...and that was sooo much fun! hahaa....i recognized ed harris...he's VERY bald in the movie...his head is pretty bumpy! and the girl, tammy...i recognized her in another movie with kiefer sutherland...it's nice to recognize ppl in movies! grace has been doing cool extra work so hopefully she'll meet someone famous soon!

ames had our pics developed while i taught this morning...and the pics came out really cool...there were pics with me and the abbey chicks when we went to pizza hut...there were the pics when i was with the asian gang (as fran calls us) when we went to that bar on yonge and finch for christian and ava's belated birthday...and a random pic of me and mom...just to finish the film...ahaha...which reminds me...i should load the camera for tomorrow...heheheeee...

oh yeh...here's some of the pics that were developed... MIAU!

i had the weirdest dream last nite...i dreamed that my grandma wanted hash browns and asked my sister to get them for her...and then my sister decided she wanted some too....like...FOUR...and then i got jealous, stole the whole package and ate it myself...weirdness much? but yes...in case you didn't get the gist of it....i do LOVE hash browns! if i could choose what i'd eat on an island...it would be hash browns...and yes...my grandma DID buy them....and i hate them both (her and mom) for telling me that we have em in the freezer...because i'm ELMING....thanx to juju...ELM (eat less movement) and i'm not quite sure it's working....

"I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes that I can't
admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tags the last thing that you
wanted
As the world explodes we fall out of it
But we can't let go because this
Will not go away
There's a house built out in space...
I can't see that thief that lives inside of
your head
But I can be some courage at the side of
your bed
I don't know what's happening and I
won't pretend
But I can be your....

Someone help us understand who
ordered
This disgusting arrangement with time
and the end
I don't want to hear who walked on
water
Because the hallways are empty and the
clock ticks"

our lady peace

monica built a new room...yay...but it's messy in the studio now...ah well...
i'm going to sleep...jogging tomorrow morning....time to DIE! ;p ahahahahaaaaaa...that's for ames!

today was absolutely classic! ;p worked out in the morning before i went to class...so i was 5 mins late...but it was alright because karl said the prof has computer problems...and plus i got smart...i printed the notes off the net BEFORE so all i had to do was LISTEN to the prof and take additional notes...instead of what i HAD been doing which was taking the notes and missing the other stuff...nice going! ;p

after class karl came with me to meet up with tanaka and karina...tanaka came from work in a black top, cream colored mini skirt and hot pink shoes...note this!...and we went to maddy's where we had chicken wings and chicken fingers and french fries! karl went to class and we went to the PARK! ahahahaaa....that was PRICELESS!!! seeing tanaka trying to get over the park fence with her cream colored skirt! karina dared her to go over the fence...and she did...and she got stuck half way and then karina and i left her to walk around and go through the gate...and then tanaka took off her hot pink shoes and went in her stalking feet (pantyhose) and we played on the swings and tanaka sat in a duck that was WAY too small for her! got stuck and karina dumped her out afterwards!

so tanaka wanted to buy pants because she didn't like her skirt anymore and we walked along bloor to yonge st. where we stopped off at the gap and karina and i came out with these AWESOME new jean capris! hahaha...we look AMAZING in em! and tanaka didn't buy anything and was upset...so we went to le chateau on yonge and still she couldn't find anything...but i bought this cool black top that apparently will make jaws drop! nice! we finally found these nice cream pants for tanaka on one of those little stores along yonge and i went with tanaka to downsview to go home...get this...she SITS in something wet along the bloor-danforth line and it looks like she sat in something brown....can you imagine?!?!?!? it took HOW long to find pants and then she sits on something? completely classic! but it's fine by downsview! and that was my DAY! ;p

ok...that was sooo funnie! i finished my tutorial class with cahyee where we answered questions...it was fun! and then i walked with her to new college and then we were talking outside for about 5 mins...and then she tried calling her boyfriend matt, while i called my mom...and then she turned around...and there he was! he'd watched us for 5 mins...while we were making our silly gestures and movements! and he totally made fun of us! i like matt...if i ever get a boyfriend...i'd shape him after matt!

and then during class...i was sitting with jonathon and listening to the professor...and then a little fly came by and jonathon tried to stomp on it...and then lady infront kept turning around and glaring at us! ooops! ;p ester came to class with tim today! they are SOOOO CUTE!!!! awww! OH and before i forget even more....HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAY!!!!!! it was monday...and thanx for ester for telling me! ;p

"Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon’s sparkling, so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We’ll take the trail marked on your father’s map"

sixpence none the richer

working out at the gym is HARD work...but if you get killer abs and lose the chupas...i guess anything's worth it! ;p

i'm soooo very tired...
- john called while i was jogging and when i picked up the phone i was heaving...and he thought...god....lets not go into what he thought! ;p
- so yes...jogging makes you tired
- class was cool today...talking about the minerals and gemstones! but man...ms. kemp talks WAY TOO MUCH!
- carl and i have decided that we're gonna go visit the rocks at the ROM sometime
- ames is having a fit in the shower because the way our water system works is that if someone turns on the water...you get a cold shower....and she doesn't like it...DUH!
- watching an absolutely cool movie called 'THE GREAT LIE' with bette davis playing in it! I LUV CLASSICS!
- watched gilmore girls today...repeat that i've seen but it's great when you're working out ;p
- i gotta write this little thing up for tomorrow's tutorial so i'm gone!

THE THINGS I DO FOR BLOGGER! DAMN IT....I WROTE A BLOG AND THEN IT DIDN'T POST AND DELETED...NOW I'M WRITING IT AGAIN!!!!!

so....i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY! so this doesn't really piss me off! i've been grinning like a fool since i read my email at gerstein...i think i floated through air all the way to smcsu where chris was on the phone with lisa and kirsten was reading her email and the office looked AWESOME! furniture's in and the walls are great!

kirsten and i went to gabby's for half-price chicken wings! and we had an AWESOME conversation on our boy situations! ahahahaa...me and bobo and her and derek! and everything is sooo clear to me now and it's all good! ;p

"From the picture on the wall
Till the bedpost that touch them all
This is where I live
This is where I do my screaming

How do you say I love you in so many other ways
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming in so much ugliness
Waking up to all that beautiful blue
Beautiful you

From the time I walked in
To the point we’re both arguing
This is how I feel
This is where I start screaming
How could you say
I’ve always felt this way
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming in so much ugliness
Waking up to all that beautiful blue
Beautiful you"

Holly McNarland

john called yesterday...right before the blackout...hold on i'll get to it in a sec...and it was soooo good to hear from him...JOHN I MISS YOU!!!! but he's sooooo busy! mr. popular! he's holding 3 jobs and tentatively seeing like 5 girls! pulling a mr. smooth! ;p

so yeh...the blackout...the reason i didn't blog yesterday....i just sent an email to my friend marko and was in the process of one to amin and it went out....ugh....why couldn't it wait? and then it was out for like an hour...so i went to bed...and now i'm tired...i don't know why...maybe it's cuz i had such an awesome workout today...ran into lily wong! the website for smcsu looks awesome lily! thanx for all the hard work! ;p

ahahaa...class was hilarious! we watched movies the entire 2 hours...and there's this movie where the dude is soooo retarded! i kept poking fun at him and making jonathon laugh! that's the best! yay!

i'm sooooo tired...who's the loser that got up at 7:30am this morning to go jogging with her dad and sister? ME so we jogged in the park...not too bad...actually...it was VERY cool...i'm going to make this a habit..cuz...i usually jog at the gym or on our treadmill at home...it's good to get some fresh air! ahhhh!

we went to the markville mall today and i couldn't believe it! i ran into lisa and andrea! i was at smartset trying on some clothes and my mom was doing the purchasing (thanx mom) and i'm completely zoning...when...i hear 'well hello there ms. miao!' and i see lisa's face! it was fun! so we chilled a bit!

and now i'm completely frustrated cuz i'm trying to put pics up on my webpage but it's not working...or rather...the pics or HUMONGUOUS...i just want tiny ones....ugh...

does anyone remember bobo? bobo...the guy i'm not supposed to be obsessing anymore...but unfortunately i still am....i was chatting with flo today and we were talking about him...duh! and she was like...why don't you get his icq or msn? and i'm like...i can't... and then just for fun i looked him up on icq by email...and OMG! he's there! so what do you do? i'm not gonna do anything cuz i'm not a stalker...just an obsesser....ugh...so i'm freaking and i'm talking with kirsten...and ...i love kirsten cuz she just totally calmed me down....

this is how he makes me feel:

"Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone"

avril lavigne

and now i'm not gonna care cuz i'm gonna watch tv and go to sleep...

Memories #65
"our formal coordinator and fellow non-smcsu-but-almost-like-one-of-us buddie, mr. mike qwadrans! thank you thank you thank you for the awesome job you did for our formal! it was a smashing success! of course...with help from fellow formal coordinator maria! big hand for the two of you! and then there's me, flo, lisa, lauren...and the other ppl that slaved away selling tickets to the day..."

tomorrow i'll do a memory about the actual formal evening...

so i called up smcsu out a fit of boredom and cuz i was pissed at my mom cuz i got to work late...ugh...and polish paul picks up the phone...hey paul! and he's there with quadrans, and holly...and i dunno who else! but it's been such a long time since i've seen mike...and after all, he's formally graduated from u of t...awwwww....so i won't be seeing HIM frequently next year! =(

"I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here,
I don't want to move a thing, it might change my memory
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me."

Dido

did i mention that i HATE mosquito bites? I HATE MOSQUITO BITES!!!!!!! i'm wearing a jacket backwards because i don't want to smush the ointment that i put on the bite...cuz it makes the itching stop...but come on...geez...

ahahahaaa...get this...i'm starting a webpage...it's funnie....but i've got next to nothing on it right now...

Memories #64
"justin in my math tutorial...i remember how we met...i was asking a stupid question or something...and he started smirking...and then i was like 'you! what are you laughing at?' and then afterwords i found out he was friends with brian...ahahaa...viv...brian from mandarin!"

flo! why did you hafta forget your cell at home? ah well...your brother was cool tho! we had a good conversation on your phone! ;p but yes...we'll workout on monday! but yeh...i workout out by myself today...thanx viv! ;p

joel just left...he drove over and we walked to timmy ho's...and went to browse at value village where he told me that one day we'll find a treasure in all that stuff...and i scoffed...but he's right...maybe if i go often enuf i will...but....NO...walked in G.Ross lord park...(yeh...gross lord park...thanx joel...screw up the name of the park why don't you?) and he was teaching all the little kids bad things on the swings and teeter-totters...JOEL you're bad influence you pyro manic! ;p it's ok...you turned out ok, didn't you? ahahahaaaa...
but boooo...i got a stupid mosquito bite on the back of my right shoulder...ugh...

"I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you"

Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes - soundtrack to dirty dancing

and carl has a cool comp...or rather...it's a foldable keyboard with a palm pilot...he just clicks away in class...damn you...now I WANT ONE!

Memories #63
"ryan...the guy who's always napping at brennan...in his HUGE sweatpants...he's a cool drama dude!"

ran into ester today! she's awesome! oooh!!! do i see something going on btw you and tim? we'll see! it was great meeting alan and alex...tho...it WAS a scorcher today! we were all wilting!

went shopping with viv in this heat wave and i found a very nice two piece bathing suit....for sunday...IF it's still on...it will be a HUGE waste of beautiful swimming material! and viv found this cute top! and it's cheap cheap cheap! yay! she also found a nice bathing suit too but she was debating whether to get it and didn't...and then while we were working out at the AC she decided that she DID want it and wanted to jog over to buy it....YEH RIGHT....NO!

and then i was SUPPOSED to meet moshe but i think he doesn't check his email often enough so that didn't happen...ugh...

"And she takes another step
Slowly she opens the door
Check that he is sleeping
Pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor
Been up half the night screaming
Now it’s time to get away
Pack up the kids in the car
Another bruise to try and hide
Another alibi to write

And there are children to think of
Baby’s asleep in the backseat
Wonder how they’ll ever make it through this living nightmare
But the mind is an amazing thing
Full of candy, dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel
Two beds and a coffee machine
But there are groceries to buy and she knows that she’ll have to go home

Another ditch in the road you keep moving
Another stop sign you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
I wonder how I ever made it through"

Savage Garden

viv...i don't know estella really well...but i LOVE HER! thanx soooo much for driving me home! saved me a subway token! and it's fun in her car! it's a beautiful car! i wish MY parents would get me one like that!

Memories #62
"frat carl...i love hearing stories about how he disappeared the 2nd semester of his first year because he joined a frat...and dropped off the face of the earth...and then re-emerged this year alive and kicking!"

ahahahaaa....i LOVE JESSE!!!! damn smart ass kid in the world! you go get rory!!! if you don't know what i'm talking about then you suck...

and now i've tried calling joel and john...but instead...i have great conversations with both their moms! great!

i am taking the greatest class in the world....GEOLOGY...ahahahaaaa...who takes geology? ME! so i'll be going on some walking tours and going on field trips...stuff i haven't done since gr. 9...carl's in my class! yay! some other silly is taking class with me! and i dragged him in today's heat wave to all the discount bookstores cuz i wasn't satisfied with buying a new copy of the text...but in the end that's EXACTLY what i did...ahh welll...at least i ran into andrew and had a good chat with him too!

"one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
two can be as bad as one
it's the loneliest number since the number one
'no' is the saddest experience you'll ever know
yes it's the saddest experience you'll ever know
because one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know

it's just no good anymore since you went away
now i spend my time just making rhymes of yesterday
because one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number much much worse then two
one is the number divided by two"

Dokken

ames is trying to test me on gr. 11 bio stuff....and i don't remember most of it...but she DOES have the same teacher i had...and i DID keep all my notes to her class because i loved it!....so....work on the notes sis!

and here i am...in my nice cool basement...*sob* i wanna go swimming!!! but i can wait till sunday, right gurls?

WHO IS JACK SCHITT???
The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt!" Read on and you'll be able to handle the situation intelligently.

Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, a partner of Kneedeep & Schitt, Inc.

Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, and the deeply religious couple begat 6 children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins, Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt.

Against her parents' wishes, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout.

After 15 years of marriage, Jack & Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married a Mr. Sherlock, and out of devotion to her children, decided to hyphenate her last name, and became Noe Schitt-Sherlock.

Dip Schitt married a woman named Loda Dung, who became Loda Schitt. The couple produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt.

Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, inseperable thoughout childhood subsequently married the Happens brothers. The local newspaper announced the Schitt-Happens wedding, which was quite an event. The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, and Hoarse.

Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He returned from his travels with his Italian bride, Piza Schitt.

So, NOW if someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt", you can beg to differ. You not only know Jack Schitt, but the entire Schitt list!

so i'm cleaning out my email inbox...putting everything into folders and deleting stuff and everything is so much neater and...less messy...and i've somehow made my friends folders into a whole bunch of other names like....summer gurlz, elmsley boys, rehab ppl, course buddies and abbey chicks...hehe...i'm ingenious...or i could be utterly bored....

lisa came over this afternoon and we watched some of her home videos (aka...party videos) and it was lotsa fun except for the motion sickness part...i HATE getting motion sick...how do you watch those videos and not want to throw up after? ugh...but i DID see deans drunk...man...you're FUNNIE! and then we walked to the park, sat on some swings...and talked about a whole lot of stuff that's going on...hmmm...it's good being out in the sun!

ames went to kate's house and i think they went to see a movie...cool beans...and i've been watching tv and catching up (FINALLY) on some readings...oh yeh...new class tomorrow...yay? i just want to lie on the beach and soak up some rays...but wait! we gotta work on the chupas!