Memories #61
"playing jitz (the table soccer game) in the lounge with felix, jason, rocko, maritzio and anyone else who knows how to play...jason is THE jitz master...he taught me how to play...without cheating! (making the handles turn really fast), doing corner shots and sharp angles...i'm not at all good...but i can hold my own!"

so i ran into maritzio this afternoon just as he was leaving fairview and my fam was getting there (we're looking for amelia's keys...) and he came over, pecked me on the cheek while i hugged him and we talked for a coupla mins...including how brazil won...he was wearing a brazilian shirt! it's good to see him! and i love the fact that i totally didn't expect him to kiss me on the cheek...and my sister and my dad came by after and my sister was laughing at me...blah...

met up with my cousins at costco...lots of water! good stuff...and then went to their house...where my rents, grandma and my uncle played MJ while we went to scarborough town centre to shop for grace's outfits...she's a nutty cuz! and then we watched the rest of metropolis...man...the graphics are completely intense...especially when tima's face started melting...ewwww....but yeh...and then we watched 'the fifth element'...yea bruce willis! i love that movie!

but yeh...i need to go now...but it's so much fun to blog at the same time as i'm holding 5 conversations with tanaka, karina, frances, fraser and flo! this is fun...but yes...i gotta go now!

Memories #60
"ian and his cutie gf jennie! they make the cutest couple i've ever seen! and they're always at brennan making out! ah...to be in a relationship like that....something i dream about all the time...you guys are my idols!"

so i just got home from grace and jules...grace will be an extra on a new tv show called 'monk' and she'll be filming next week tuesday to friday...can you say cool? i'll get her signature soon so i can be like 'so yeh...this is my famous cousin grace!'....soon! and ames is out with mom and dad...retrieving her jacket she left behind yesterday at the buffet that we went to...where jules was on ELM (eating less movement) and it was difficult for her to splurge on food...

met up with fayewood and tanaka at yorkdale where we went to orfus rd. to do some awesome shopping! i love shopping with my girls! we grab tons of clothes and model it infront of each other! got some amazing stuff for great prices! i love shopping cheap...see what you can do with so little money! and tanaka was driving her boat of a car...and went over some bump and broke the steel pipe that connects her right back wheel with the rest of the car...i'm amazed that we're all still alive! that's a reck of a car...it has two HUGE cracks going through the windshields of the car...and scratches and dents like there's no tomorrow...ahahaaa...tanaka's boat...

"Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
I gotta lotta love and I don't want to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life?

'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own"

Chicago

i'm tired...watched some 'metropolis' with grace at their house...i love the awesome effects of anime! there was this really cool scene where there was a fire in the sewers...and these robotic firefighters come...and it's just soooo cool! you gotta see it to understand! well...i guess i'll go and watch some 'laputa' now...

"Why do we mess up exams?
A year has 365 days for you to study. After taking away 52 Sundays, here are only 313 days left. There are 50 days in the summer that is way too hot to work so there are only 263 days left. We sleep 8 hours a day, in a year, that counts up to 122 days so now we're left with 141 days. If we fooled around for only 1 hour a day, 15 days are gone, so we are left with 126 days. We spend 2 hours eating each day, 30 days are used in this way in the year, and we are left with 96 days in our year. We spend 1 hour a day speaking to friends and family, that takes away 15 days more and we are left with 81 days. Exams and tests take up at least 35 days in your year, hence you are only left with 46 days. Taking off approximately 40 days of holidays, you are only left with 6 days. Say you are sick for a minimum of 3 days, you're left with 3 days in the year to study! Let's say you only go out for 2 days! You are left with 1 day! But that 1 day is your birthday... so... Good luck to everyone on your exams."

Memories #59
"my good friend, cesar...whom i met in chemistry class...but was also in my bio class...when i first met him, i was like 'cesar? as in cesar salad?'...very very good looking...has a hoop earing on his left ear and looks like a giant cuddle monster in the winter cuz of his huge ass white jacket that he wears! ...known for studying at kelly bundy library for hours while i'm shopping for sparkles in my hair...and loves eating microwavable dinners!"

so yeh...ran into cesar today...he was the second person i ran into before my final today...first it was winsion at the street corner of lash miller and sid smith...he'd just finished a 2nd yr chem exam and going to work late...ahahaha...you're welcome for making you even later! it's good to see him...he's my brother...the brother i never had....and then cesar...who was waiting with his friends for his physics class to start...and then just inside mclennan i ran into garland who'd just finished his astronomy exam...cool...

so yeh...the final was pretty long...who knew it would be so long? it wasn't necessarily DIFFICULT...just kinda tedious...i don't know what the prof was thinking...a short ans section and a short essay section...each worth 8 marks each...so who is she kidding? it's the SAME THING!!! ugh...so we'll see how i'll be doing...

and met up with karina and charysse...went to maddys...tried to study but drama queen charysse discovered a cut on her arm and just went on and on and on and on about it and how it wouldn't stop bleeding and blah blah blah...so i left....and then charysse left her sunglasses there...poor cha! and karina's dating a bsb wannabe! that's classic! ahahahaaaaa! ok...my bad...so you're not necessarily DATING him...but maybe you're seeing him! and from the sound of it...he's totally in love with you! too bad connie didn't get to him! ;p

"Say hello
Remain
Close to me
No goodbye suicide mystery

The rat in your brain
Turns a wheel
Connected to your guts and
All your thoughts are in me,
All your faults in me

What would you say
If we lived on TV
Besides all the things they told you

We're stuck
Inside our own machine
Apparations

Say hello
Well is it strange
Where you are
Where you used to be kind of free
Are they laughing at you

The rat in your brain
Rules the world
From the comfort of your living room
Tell me are we leaving soon

We're stuck
Inside our own machine
Apparations"

matthew good band

so i'm on the subway and i have nothing better to do so i do what i like best....observe ppl...discreetly...and these are my subway observations:
a guy with a bag that still has a tag on it...now...there's 4 ways you can look at this...
1. it's a stolen bag...
2. he just bought it and hasn't cut the tag off yet...
3. he doesn't REALIZE that the tags still on it...
4. it's stolen...

there's a very cute little girl with a guy i'm assuming to be her father...and he had a very fuzzy beard which reminded me what jonathon told me yesterday...which was that guys who sport beards are usually smart...ahahaa...

there was a guy wearing a hawaiian shirt and sunglasses...who insists on hanging on the bars overhead when there's TONS of seats to sit in...just thinking how silly he is...or something to that effect...

and then on the bus ride home...i had ass in my face...how disgusting is that...ewwwwww...but he got off at yonge and steeles so that was better...

it's so sad that my linguistics friends are all dispersing...chris is going to europe and i don't know where everyone else is going...susan goes to erindale...and sam and fraser will be around i guess...same with arash...still...i miss em...

and john misses me...he called me to tell me...how sweet...too bad i wasn't home when he called and i called him back and tagged him...IT! and joel told me a silly story and i fell for it...meh...now i'm tired and wanna watch JKX...

Memories #58
"winter carnival was 3 days...one of the three days included going over to trinity for a bbq and vodka melons...went with frances, christian, flo, and edward...we were all soooo intimidated by these hugely intellectual ppl...but we eventually ate in their huge dining hall...and then the vodka melons...quite good...but our vodka jello was MUCH better!"

and so...i burned my finger this morning...i picked up the tray that was in the toaster oven (cuz i'm usually the first one to use it) and held it with two fingers for about 5 secs before my fingers sent my brain the neurons that FINALLY activated my much delayed reaction...'OW! that hurts!' ....and drop it...but it's ME so i just finish toasting my bagel, eat it, and then go to my mom...'mom? what do you use for burns?' and she's like 'what did you do?' and i'm like 'i think i burned my finger' and she's like 'you're silly...i'll put some aloe vera cream on it for you'...something to THAT effect...and then i had a huge chunk of white lotion stuff on it cuz she over squirted...but it was good cuz my finger went kinda numb and it's better now...except if you press it really HARD...;p

"If you don't know me by now (If you don't know me)
You will never never never know me (No you won't)
If you don't know me by now
You will never never never know me"

Harold and the blue notes

it HAD to rain today...i HAD to get wet...it HAD to be warm sticky, damn humid weather...i HAD to wear a tanktop...ok...i'm done...

wait! i'm not! tutorial was fun cuz jonathon and i kept writing little notes on the edges of our papers about this guy named mike who ALWAYS has something to say...like an opinion...and he just kept going and going and going...like the energizer bunny...hmm...like me...but not really....i kinda shut up in tutorials...

Memories #57
"john and his rendezvous with these two girls, cecilia and tanya...i've met cecilia and she's really nice and everything...i HAVEN'T met tanya...but from all the stories i hear...;p apparently she has very aggressive tendencies...bothers alex too! awww...but yeh...we all have our fun!"

today was no work and all fun...damn...gotta sit down and study linguistics tonite...blah...but yeh...because ames slept over at juju's, i had the whole house to myself this morning...mom and grandma went out on their weekly ritual of shopping...always tuesdays! and i was sleeping sooo nicely...but flo woke me up at 9am...what?!?!?! she's like 'MORNING! oh! did i wake you up?' ...it's ok...but after that i couldn't go back to sleep but watched 'saving silverman' instead...

i was SUPPOSED to work out with flo...but it didn't work cuz chickie's sick...awww...get well! so i went down and spent the day at the office...i lied...kirsten and i went to the varsity and went to see 'the bourne identity' which was pretty good...tho...what julia stiles was doing in that movie i don't know...she was kinda outta place...meh...and then we went back to the office and painted the bottom part of the office a dark shade of blue...spent 2 hrs doing that...who said painting wasn't hard work? we wore these blue crew pants...(i borrowed mine from deans....ok ok! so i didn't ask to borrow...i TOOK them...) and it wasn't bad...but we weren't very even in our painting...whatever...we hafta do a second coating anyway...so deans will do that TOMORROW....

lisa called and had her dreams book with her so we were trying to figure out the dreams kirsten and i had...the other nite i dreamt that i went to get my hair cut and they cut it soooo short...almost bald...and i freaked out...and then it miraculously grew back...but only the outter part...so underneath it was still really short...and i woke up...and looked in the mirror and sighed a HUGE sigh of relief....man...no hair....nutty...and then lisa told me that it meant that all my relationships from now on would be a HUGE work to do...damn...no easy relationships...and kirsten took a nap in the office this morning and dreamt that deans was mentally retarded with really short hair...and he REALLY did cut his hair....REALLY REALLY SHORT!

it was really funny because he didn't want us to see how short it was...so he wore a baseball cap...and then he was making fun of carlo, who then whipped his cap off...and then he freaked and pulled half his shirt over his head and looked like ET or something...it was HILARIOUS! and then he had a huge fire lighter in his hand...(note...NEVER let deans hold flamable or cuttable items...he's very dangerous...) and kirsten made a crack about lighting the teabag that's on the ceiling on fire (again...the teabag on the ceiling BECAUSE of deans) and HE LIT THE TEABAG ON FIRE....it was soooo freaky! thank god he didn't set the building on fire...i swear...he WILL succeed one day...and then there will be no st. mikes...just a pile of ashes! ;p

"I just want to let you know
This was your time
You went away and it seems the days all fade into night
But you'll be alright, I know it
Cause I've got an angel watching me"

Joee

FINALLY got a hold of john yesterday...he's sooo busy...cuz he's always out partying...he still wants me to come down and sleep over sometime...haha...nice try! but i believe he's coming up again sometime next wk! YES!!! we'll go karaoking or something...yay!

now i'm gonna eat a bagel and watch gilmore girls!

Memories #56
"as lisa puts it...the crazy hot day that she, i and lauren (bad english) went to study at kelly bundy library for our exams....unfortunately we got absolutely NOTHING done...and just pictures of us eating!"

first of all...in the last blog...i meant ACC...but too lazy to change that...

secondly...yesterday i was too tired to blog...basically my cousins grace and jules came over and our parents and my grandma played MJ for a coupla hours...then juju, grace, ames and my uncle went shopping at yorkdale and left me at home because i was on the phone with lisa which was JUST FINE...we were discussing everything and anything under the sun...good times! then i spent some time on msn chatting with polish paul....watched some 'vatel' a really cool french movie with gerard depardieu and uma therman!

went out for dinner cuz we were celebrating my grandma's 88th b-day! yay grandma! she's on a roll! and it was sooo totally funnie...because my cousin's been having problems with this guy named david...and at the restaurant ....my aunt spilled the teapot completely upside down...right on the side of the table where grace and i were sitting...and the waiter came to clean up the mess...and he was being all smooth and all...and then i took a look at his name tag and it said 'david' and i poked grace and pointed...and she looked and then we both burst out laughing....always problems with davids...of course...it sounds odd when i type it out....it's one of those situations where you have to have been there to have laughed your ass off!

reina and erica were there too! they're getting sooo big! i forgot how old they are...isn't that awful? but erica's 5 and reina's 8 this year! man...i feel OLD now...i remember when WE used to look up to ruth and alice!

and today i walked with my sister to shoppers and then we went into winners...and then she had to go back home (she was buying the newspaper) and lisa and lauren came to pick me up...went downtown and workout out...and had our DELICIOUS lunch at spaha at around 3:30pm....i know...we take SOOO long in the showers and makeup and stuff! we're such girls! ;p

went with flo to gerstein where she did her work and i studied till class time where my new anthopology prof was really good but really boring...i kept passing notes with tim and jonathon...here's an excerpt from jonathon's notes:
me: =) have you had your kit kat today?
j: no, it's fattening
me: true...but i believe that if you had one, you might not fall asleep in class because you'd have a sugar high
j: i suppose so, but i wouldn't be able to concentrate knowing that the sugar is turning to fat while we sit here and pass notes ;p

lovely class, no?

oh look at the time...time to call joel...silly boy...who wants to watch wrestling so i hafta call him at 11...

Memories #55
"feraz and rajen listening to their funky music and dancing their funky dances in the hallways of elmsley!"

went to the AC to pick up ames cuz she went to see the NHL drafts...and picked up a beautiful rookie card of alyn macauley...went to dinner at the keg mansion...don't even ask about the bill...it was disgustingly grosss...

still playing phone tag with john...tho i'm having a wonderful conversation with kirsten!

got some movies from blockbuster...'black hawk down', 'behind enemy lines' and 'rainmaker'...good times!

mom and dad bought me this awesome new disc man...i'm in love with it! yay!

Memories #54
"i still have the ticket stub to christian's january party...

WHEN: SAT JAN 26 10PM
WHERE: 8345 DNDAS ST WEST
ABOV MAR ARTS DOJO
BRING: BOOZ N FRENZ
DIR: TK 82 JNCTION
FRM DNDAS WST STN
TO QUEBEC ST
PHN: 41 6 892 8 387

PARTY AT CHRISTIAN
N EGANS!

ok...this isn't right...disclosing his info...so i changed all the numbers...;p
and so we went...gabs, edward, ava, sandy and i met at st. george station and we waited for frances to come...but she didn't...so we tried to leave her a msg on the red bench at the dwa section...with gum...and it didn't work...but either way...she made it with her other friend janice...and christian was half drunk when we got there...and we all had an AMAZING time...we talked in depth conversations and chilled...good times..."

it's times like these that i'll cherish forever...and it's nights like these that we bring these memories alive again...frances called and wanted to do a surprise b-day party for ava and christian cuz ava's b-day was june 16 and christian's is jun 23....and the surprise didn't work out...but we all met up...fran, christian, edward, ava, me, tim, janice, and moses...we went to smiling jack's and just talked and caught everyone up with everything that's going on...tim and ed played pool! they're amazing! and christian needs a haircut...he told me soo...and ava got new glasses cuz she lost her old ones...and fran had a cake! yay!

"You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you 'til I die
'Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides"

dan hill

john and i are like playing phone tag...i'd call him and he's not home or he's busy...and he calls me and i'm not home and i hafta call him back...hopefully i'll be in touch with him tomorrow...come to think of it...same with joel...but with joel it's all jokes...he's ok with shari now...and i need to know what's up with tammy! ;p

went shopping with grace, ames and mom today...yay! got new esprit lipshine...cuz i lost my old one...yeh...i do that all the time...

Memories #53
"me and kirsten, counselors for smcsu...organizing cool events....like clothing sales! helping out with formal...now kirsten's prez! yay! this is tribute to her!"

last class for linguistics...how sad...all my new friends will be going their separate ways...no longer stuck together in our class...and we're all getting really really friendly now...just today, our prof let us out an hour early...and a group of us, me, susan, sam, arash, fraser and chris...we went and chilled at the starbucks on st. george and college...and it was so enlightening how the six of us just sat and chatted about politics and different backgrounds and cultures and discussed some really cool things...i felt SOOO grown up and university-like...

"Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me"

puddle of mudd

i think i kinda sun-burned my shoulders...i went drinking at maddy's today with karina and charysse and we were sitting on the patio...and it was soooo hot and the sun was soooo good...but when i went to class i looked at my shoulders and they were kinda red....damn...oh well...that was a BEAUTIFUL DAY!!

had a fight with mom in the morning so i stormed out at 11:30am...went to winners...went to timmy ho's at the corner of dufferin and steeles and just studied in the shop until i met up with karina to get charysse a present...yay!

sam plays the piano! i'd luv to hear him play one day! he seems very passionate about music... ;p

Memories #52
"bio with dez, anne marie and jho....'hey guys! over HERE guys!'....'oooh! look! there's dez! lets WAVE!!!'...drawing funny faces on each other's notes...crossing OUT stuff in our notes (JHO!) ..."

i did something today that i should have done weeks ago...and now that it's over...i feel so much better...tho...i also feel really mean and guilty...but really...keep stringing it along? no...might as well do it now...i tried...but it wasn't working...but...now i can concentrate more easily...on someone else...

"let me sleep
for when i sleep i dream that you are here
you're mine
and all my fears are left behind
i float on air
the nightingale sings gentle lullabys
so let me close my eyes

and sleep
a chance to dream
so i can see the face i long to touch
to kiss
but only dreams can bring me this

so let the moon
shine softly on the boy i long to see
and maybe when he dreams
he'll dream of me

i hide beneath the clouds
and whisper to the evening star
and tell me love is just a dream away
dream away....
i'll dream away

so let the moon
shine softly on the boy i long to see
and maybe when he dreams
he'll dream of me"

Kirsten Dunst - soundtrack for 'get over it'

what a BEAUTIFUL song! i luv it! she's awesome! i think lauren should sing this!
thanx flo! you're awesome!

Memories #51
"joe figueiredo and has blue baseball cap with a red squiggily thingy on it...and sometimes his poppy...that's the only way i know it's him! and plus he gets me ice cream from the canada room!"

i really shouldn't be blogging right now...i've got an assignment due AND a midterm tomorrow...the assignment's not too bad...i've got all the info...just need to weed out what i need and don't need...won't take too long...and i basically KNOW my stuff for the midterm...just gotta review...

oh well! lisa picked me up at 10am this morning...can you say insane? and then we picked lauren up from her grandma's house and they were VERY sad because italy lost to south korea because of so called 'bad' refereeing...i can't opinionate because i don't follow soccer and i didn't see the game...

parked at st. mikes and walked to the AC for our workout...passed the cross that was going around for world youth day...touched it...and kept on going...WHAT? was i supposed to suddenly become a non-sinner or something afterwards? eh...a wooden cross...a cross that was carried over to st. mike's at the same time as we finished our rowing and stairs and weights...and flo, deans, kirsten, katelyn and some other kids were lifting it...father terry said a coupla words and then it was on its way again...

group of 7...went to gabby's...me, flo, kirsten, lisa, lauren, katelyn...and carlo...hehe...MACDADDY! oooh...inside joke! it was soooooo funny because we ordered food and then i started teaching the girls how to make orgami roses...and by the end....only kirsten and katelyn made one...it's just tooo difficult! went to summer's for ice cream and on the way...flo saw vera wang...called it vera wong...and ran INTO the store...too bad none of us followed her in...carlo went to get her...we just kept on going! ;p flo...you're nutty...

met up with marko at around 5pm...he came to check out the very messy office...and then we trekked around campus...he took me to see the engineering buildings...and we went to one of the common rooms...and it was completely cleaned out because they were moving to a new building...and we just had these really deep conversations about relationships and stuff while staring out the window...it's always soooo cool to talk with marko because he's so intelligent and interesting...and thanx alot...he made me late for my tutorial...tho...i must admit that i didn't really want to go to it either...yay dragonboat racing!

andrew has red hair!

Memories #50
"flo and her 'flavor' of the week...hmm...sorta like me...but thanx to bobo...screwed up...but anyway...TOM TOM TOM! there...i'm done...oh wait...MIKE MIKE MIKE...her obsession...but i'm cheating here...this is NOT a memory...not yet..."

flo says that obsessions are good for you...that way you won't go insane...i'd like to digress...but anyway...we had a cool workout this morning at the AC...weights in the weight room where luke look-alike was...and flo's like gaga over him...she's keep looking in the mirror at him! ah flo! you kill me! we did stairs and rowing...thanx lisa for introducing me to that wonderful contraption of a rowing machine! and then....low and behold! flo saw mike today! she's a nutty girl that one....

we went to robarts so that i could look up stuff for my anthro project...it was disgusting because stupid people would take out the books and not return them...WHY?!?!? I RETURNED THEM! why can't YOU?!?!? ugh...no words to describe my disgust...benny saw me on the fourth floor acting like a ditz with the librarian...'and how do you find the articles on the catalogue again?' and i helped him and tim find some article...nice...then benny went to his 4'o-clock tutorial and tim and i studied on the fifth floor for a bit...

robyn and linda came by! i HATE YOU GURLS!!! i can't believe you saw antonio sabato!!!! UGH!! at the nike store? i applied for a job there...didn't get it cuz i lost interest....but...they went shopping!!! and then i left for the office while tim went to workout...

office was a MESS! deans and polish paul knocked out the wall to the fridge and cupboards and now there's no wall! ;p and they stripped the other part of the office of paint...and primed it! very well done boys! i thought kirsten would be lonely in the office by herself...but she was amusing herself with msn! nice! john called from marko's house and we had a GREAT conversation! i hafta say...i haven't heard from marko for a month...since last time john came...and it's so nice to hear from him! we just kept hurling jokes and shit at each other...the whole time i'd be ADD (attention deficit disorder...incase some ppl don't know) because kate and jo figeiredo came by...and so did elaine...and polish chris...and ALL these other ppl...and i'd be talking to them WHILE on the phone...yikes! thanx marko for being sooo completely patient with me! ;p

"I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.
I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world"

Louie Armstrong

john picked me up in his little red sports car after my class! i gotta say we had GREAT timing! ;p i was JUST let out...and he just came up! and we drove up north to yonge and major mac...and met up with marko and his friends, brian and lex, at timmy ho's...and you'll NEVER guess what we did! uh huh...that's right...we spent about an hour and a half at timmy ho's (well i did anyway...) playing SCRABBLE! ingenius! i luv it! lisa and lauren came by and the 6 of us just played and talked...it was GREAT! ;p

now i gotta do my linguistic's assignment...i won't have any time tomorrow cuz that's ANOTHER busy day!

ames looks like a fob today...not that that's a BAD thing or anything...rather...she looks odd...just...not like the normal ames...i swear to god that when i came home today with dad...my jaw dropped and i nearly dropped the food we were bringing in! ;p your shirt has a blue butterfly on it...and it has little white dangly things on it...REALLY! and to top it off...my plaits your hair in two little pigtails...i obviously have nothing better to do then to stare at you right now! ;p

i've concluded that if my dad ever gets a heartattack...it'll probably be because of me...ahahaaa...ESPECIALLY if i'm DRIVING!!!! ;p good times!

"I’ll bring you the gift of a sky full of bluebirds
with never the sign of a cloud up above
I’ll bring you the lilt of the laughter of children
and joy in the morning love

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the morning as long as you live
And these are the things I will give to my darlin’
These are the things to my darlin’ I’ll give

I’ll buy you a gown made of lace from the willow
in all the wide world there’s no lov-lier one
I‘ll bring you a dream to keep under your pillow
and joy in the morning sun

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the twinkle I see in your eyes
And this be the wish that I wish for my darlin’
Green apple weather and blue berry skies

I’ll bring you a drink from the pure crystal fountains
and ply you with roses and woo you with rhyme
I’ll bring you the glow from the light on the mountains and joy in the morning time

Joy, joy, joy in the morning
Joy in the morning as long as you live
And all of my love I will give to my darlin’
All of my love to my darlin’ I’ll give

All of my love to my darlin’ I’ll give"

joy in the morning

hmmm...a touch of coffee and now to study....got a FULL day tomorrow! why...with john coming from the states and working out with flo and alll....it's gonna be fun!

scratch that...i WAS hungry...now i'm completely sated...after buffet china king...ugh...i never want to go there ever again...until next time...

before i forget....HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVA!
hahaa...you thought i forgot about you, huh?

"Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care for me"

Whitney Houston

i don't like this weather at all...i'm getting these narsty migraines....ugh....or...it could be oversleeping...or in my case...undersleeping....

i'm hungry...

Memories #49
"waiting for karina....nuff said"

i have this itch on my forehead...and it's been bothering me since linguistics lecture today...ugh...at least it didn't get red...
we had a BLAST today in class! i dunno why...but i think what's happening is all of us...chris, susan, sam, arash, fraser...we're getting really comfortable with each other...like...friends...unfortunately...we have only 2 more classes left...

omg...i'm gonna DIE! why am i rashing?!?!? first my forehead...now my forearm...gesus...

my quiz went well today...well...as well as can be expected since i didn't REALLY study till like 2 hrs before the quiz...damn...if i only knew it'll be THAT easy i woulda spent maybe 15mins more on the charts...damn...oh well...

ran into suzanne on my way from queen's park...chatted with her a bit and then isabelle stopped by...david and des...she's in our anthro class...the girl the prof had a conversation with from the back of the class to the front? yeh...that one...we stopped over at robarts to check out some stuff for anthro...

met up with karina at york mills...charysse at union and then had bbtea...and then i went to class and they went to get piercings...damn...you guys shoulda told me earlier...then i'd have cashed in my income tax return and gotten my ear pierced too...ah well

i'm tired...gonna watch JXK...so...blog some other time....

Memories #48
"always mixing up john c (luke's friend) and raz...cuz they looked alike...i'd see john in bio and chem...and i'd call him raz...and he'd be like 'who?!?' and then i'd see raz in economics and call him john...same reaction...one day john's sitting in brennan lounge and raz comes by cuz he's going to the canada room for lunch when i call out to him and john jumps up and wants to meet this guy i keep calling him...and then i compared them...and concluded that the only major difference between them was the fact that john has dimples!...and then i NEVER mistook them ever again!"

"sometimes I run sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
baby all I need is time"

britney spears

had a great workout with vivien today! who knew that an hour would be good? ;p ran into yani today! he's taking a class at sid smith! it's sooo good to see ppl after not seeing them in the longest time! and yani was cool cuz he'd hang out at smcsu with us...and then he was working at the science centre when it went on strike...bleh...

i don't want to do anymore work! i dunno...i get this moods...hopefully i'll be fine tomorrow...i think it has something to do with the weather...i don't like the mugginess...

and so...my linguistics lecture is cancelled today because my prof is SICK! ha..pretty good! so i'm actually at robart's typing because when i go home there will be NO computers because my rents are out to niagara falls watching a chinese concert...NICE! so i'll be home with my sistwerp and grandma...

nothing very interesting except that i ran into jason shwartz today and he's still ok...and technically i came to the library to work on my anthro assignment...but HEY! i didn't bring my anthro stuff...so i don't really know what i'm doing...that's ok...i'll look some stuff up and work on it at home...if it's not right...i'll just come again...tomorrow...meh...

Memories #47
"not seeing vivian since gr. 12 mandarin...and then seeing her in bio labs...being soooo completely shocked that she lost SOOO much WEIGHT! walking with her to rosedale station on nice days after our bio nite lecs! BEING in her bio nite lecs!"

oooh boy! i walked TWO hours straight with vivian today...after our classes, i went and photocopied some stuff for arash and then met up with viv and walked from mclennen to EGLINTON station! very very good workout...and this was AFTER i worked out at the AC with lisa and lauren too!

the L's squared picked me up from home today at 1:45pm and we chillaxed in lauren's car (more like singing and waving our arms and doing crazy stuff) all the way downtown...

"I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone
To lighten up
I'm gonna tell 'em that
I've got no one to blame
Everytime I feel lame
I'm lookin' up"

Sheryl Crow

had that song ALL day in my head! it's cuz i WAS soaking up the sun today! studied in my backyard all morning and into the early afternoon (before the l's squared came) and it was soooooo nice! i haven't had a ME day in awhile...should do one soon! and then had my anthro quiz which was sooo completely stupid yet so incredibly good (because it makes you study) and had an all in all...good day!

and the icing on today's tiramisu cake....talking with john for about an hour! ;p john! you're THE BEST! we had great fun on the phone! even after i was cut off cuz my minutes ran out...john called back and we still had sooo much to talk about! i really miss our chats in your room...and watching movies on your bed(s)...(he's sooo tall that he needs TWO single beds together...and even then..he sleeps diagonally!) and going to jaka's with pat, alex...and anyone else! and working out together...and hooking each other up with new ppl!! and YAY! when you come down next wk...we are SOO hanging out again! and this time i'll spend the ENTIRE day with you! ya!

Memories #46
"seeing brian at the beginning of the year...ahaha! he's completely turned into a prep boy! (that's not a BAD thing)...and him trying to set his friend up with MY friend...THROUGH us...uh uh...not happening buddy..."

is it just me or do you always feel like there's so much more that we're forgeting to discuss...or like we're missing something from our meetings? i always do...i always feel like there's so much more to do...but i don't have all the time in the world to DO it...like...painting the office is stalled cuz we're waiting for furniture so we can match...and frosh stuff is not my area...and dsac stuff is so cool but it's part of frosh...and i work and go to school and paul works and it's difficult to get things done..and...you're joking! a finance meeting on tues and a budget meeting on thurs...there goes class! but...it was sooo much fun having our meeting outside today! it was 28 degrees and we had blankets laid out under the shade of a huge tree...and it felt like we were only missing the picnic basket!! yea food! congrats to liz for being our new collegium...and flo for being ed & gov officer...and peter peter...pumpkin-eater (j/j!)...where are you?!?!?! is barbara taking up all your time?!?! ;p

can you say recital was a SUCCESS?!?! yea! although...i didn't really like the timing...like...9 in the morning...oy! too early! but all the kids performed and did very well..so who cares if you forget? just make it up...no one REALLY knows! and who cares if you play an octave too low? no one knows! ;p and so what if it looks funny that a chinese kid is singing an italian song? at least he's singing it WELL...and who cares if monica left the music stand at the hall...oh wait...THAT we care about! and then after the recital, monica took all the teachers out to lunch! NICE! oooh! and the best part?!!!? monica's son, jason was there helping out with his roommate, lukas...and jason's this really hot asian model! ;p *drool drool* and steve's the only white teacher there...but that's ok too! he's cool dude that rides a motorcycle!

"Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast"

Angela Lansbury

this is what i'm listening to right now...studying for a stupid anthro quiz worth 5% but it's on 7 chapters...stupid! oh...and taking julia's silly quizzes...like this one...


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Memories #45
"after a chm139 test, went with gabs to BK on the corner of spadina and college where we ran into damien madina (prez of MRC) and making him laugh his ass off the ENTIRE time we spent eating there...and all the way to sorbora rez, where we went to visit kevin and lawrence...the coolest guys on the first floor!"

juju asked me to take this test...and finally...here's proof that i'm really a blonde in disguise...




Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

ugh...too bad i don't like watching the tyson fight...joel wanted me to go but i'm not into that stuff...but the much movie awards is much more interesting then a boxing fight where ppl lose their ears...

"A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me

The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again"

Madonna

i was actually on the phone with joel earlier...but i had to go cuz my fam was taking us out for dinner at a 'new' buffet (pronounced: bofay) and it really really sucked...i now have a migraine...cuz i've come to the conclusion that if i sit facing forward i get migraines easier then if i sit on the side (like on the subway or bus)...i'm too weird....

plus i'm crying again...and ruining my eyeliner...stupid 'pearl harbor'...why do ALWAYS hafta cry everytime i see movies like that? and yes ames...we gotta watch 'legally blonde' again...that's a COOL movie!

Memories #44
"polish paul and chris deans using lighters to blow empty water coolers and beer cans filled with gas into huge balls of fire...what did they use? oh yeh...painter gas...and then the office would stink like rotten eggs! the practical jokes you guys play!"

i'm soooooo totally in love again!!! and this time his name is james caviezel...ooooooohhh!!! can you say nuts? who am i kidding? i can't believe i didn't see him before...oooh ...the smoldering, blazing blue diamonds he calls eyes...and those cute bangs that he pushes to the sides....brother! i thought he was only in that movie 'angel eyes' with j.lo but then i'm watching 'pay it forward' and he's in that too! call it fate...but i'm in looove..... ;p aah! he's in 'high crimes' too! gonna be watching THAT...oh no!!! he's MARRIED?!?!? ugh...bummer...ooh john...next time you come to town...we are SO gonna be watching 'the count of monte cristo'! remember you started playing that movie on your comp and i needed to study? i'm soooo paying for it now...

yeehaa! baby luke is sooo cute! my step-uncle brought pics of alice's baby boy...all babies look so cute! awww!!

"What are you thinking?
Do you know about us back them?
Do you know about your husband, girlfriend?
I´m not thinking ´bout him
But you married him
Do you know I made him leave?
Do you know he begged to stay with me?
He wasn´t man enough for me"

Toni Braxton

oh geez...paul...we talk too much...i think we spoke for almost an hour on the phone! and about what? communications isn't such a huge budget! imagine if it was! ;p you're a very very silly boy! stop hitting on me! nyah!

flo...you never stop making me laugh...you and your episode of the soccer/towel AC boy! i will never stop laughing my ass off!

i went to two timmy ho's today...it was nice and warm and i was looking for a nice cool ice cap...unfortunately...both places i went to...the ice cap machine was outta service...can you say bad luck?!?!? ended up with a nice HOT cup of coffee...talk about hot and cold...

i loved teaching today! it was ALL jokes! i think cuz my girls are sooo excited about the recital this sunday! they're performing! i feel like a momma hen clucking over them and stuff! it's gonna be fun!

jamie...jamie...jamie...jamie...i was starting to watch 'crazy/beautiful' with ames tonite...but somehow we BOTH got sidetracked...started doing something else...and then dad stole the tv...blah...who cares about tv? i don't...it's all bout the internet...and now it'll fun helping lily out with flash and stuff! yes! i haven't had fun making stuff work in a LONG time! yes yes!

oh...this blog is getting long...and boring...so...i'm done...

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You are Reese
Witherspoon!

You acted in cool movies like:
Legally Blonde, Election, Pleasantville,
Freeway, Fear and Cruel Intentions.


Take the "Which Hollywood Princess are you?"
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Memories #43
"coolest guys at elmsley...matt flanigan and jason juhasz playing hacky sack in the middle of the hallway...whipping the balls at each other...flanny deciding to throw me over his shoulder and then race back and forth through the hallways...WITH me on his shoulder!!! john and flanny having shaving cream fights in the shower room and on their doors...pat and rajen having ass slapping games...the BEST times were at night when everyone's done their classes and finished studying and just chilling, being rowdy and having fun!"

karina and tanaka...my best buddies...with no sense of direction and no sense of time...i don't know HOW you gurls make it through the real world...but at least you made it home and that's all good! somehow...because it's a thursday...everything always works out! honestly karina...i had my doubts...but you're completely right...never again will i doubt you! ;p

geez matt...not you too?!?!?!? first...all my boyz at elmsley leave...and now you're leaving too?!?!? ugh...but at least i got to see you before you leave for LA tomorrow morning!!! i can't believe you saw me through your window as kirsten and i were picking up our composite photos from the mail room!! and personally...i think we freaked out dwayne rendall when he walked past your room while we were in the middle of a ticklefest! HA! you didn't get your tickles in!!!! nah nah!! *sticks out tongue* i know i'm soooo going to get it in september!!! i gotta say tho...i'm completely missing all you guys...it used to be sooo good...all i had to do was walk over to elmsley and up to the third floor and i'd be loved by all you guys! i love attn! and now it's empty! =( but matt...have a good plane ride home! and hopefully you won't be charged too much for all the baggage you're bringing with you! oh..and thanx for the brita water maker for the council! yay water!

"There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe"

Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston

got my midterm back today...and i gotta say i'm not pleased...i got the EXACT same mark as i did on my quiz...which technically is NOT a bad thing...i just need to do BETTER! stupid bee dances...who knew we'd hafta know the exact names?!?!? had a great debate about the test tonight as i was going on the subway home with sam...poor sam! he's so much better with math! i envy him...being an ELECTRICAL engineer and all...going into 4th yr AND only turning 20 this year! wow! can you say ambitious?

i have a VERY good feeling about this year's council...dsac's already moving the groove...and i DEFINITELY luv the idea you guys have come up with...i'm SOOOO in....i'll find ppl to help...no problem!

Memories #42
"christian's january party at his house with egan was a blast! met up with gabs, ava, sandy, and edward at st. george station...waited about half an hour for frances...left her a msg on the dwa bench and off we went to the party! frances showed up later with some other friends...all in all we had a blast! let me tell you...christian's parties are the way to go!"

i was late meeting moshe today...the stupid transportation can be sooooo slow when i need to be on time...otherwise it just zips by soooo completely fast and i'm absurdly early...either way i was basically rushing outta queen's park and i HAD to run into ppl i know...like....joel...geez man you're tooo cool for me! say hi to tammy for me even tho i don't know her! and i hope shari stops being mad at you! and robert! ooooh!!! biochem in the summer? that's harsh man! i remember how much fun you, kendra, andrew, rj, christine and i had in chm139! i can't believe andrew would run over from the other lab to chat with us while he leaves rj to stir the ingredients!

lisa and her wacky cool italian family! i just gotta mention her two older brothers...phil, who works and david, who goes to centennial (same as cyril!) and her mom who loves baileys! anyone who loves baileys is on my good list! so lisa, next time i'll come over when phil is barbecuing, k? and we'll watch the videos that you make at parties!

who's my nuttiest friend?!?!?!? FLO!!! she's the only person i know who can hit on the towel boy at the AC and find out his name...and now we'll see when you'll get mike's phone number!!!

"I've been around the world
And I've seen it all
I've been around the world
The sun will always rise and fall
I've been around the world
And I want you to see
I've been the only girl
All surrounded by mystery"

Aqua

ooh...got sidetracked....so anyways...moshe didn't come cuz he went to work late...i thought it was cuz I was late...i was sitting on the bench outside med sci waiting when chris walks by...chilled with him instead...he's a cool guy! ;p

ran into vivien when i got to finch with david...and she has class on mon and weds from 6-9pm too! so from now on...she'll be chilling with us!

in a nutshell...parents pissed off cuz i got my report card today...i THINK i did well on my linguistics midterm...i'm beginning to doubt myself cuz my parents just lowered my self-esteem to....zero....it's a very good thing they don't know i'm on council cuz i'd definitely be told to get off it....but i'll show them that i CAN do well...just not in sciences!

worked out with lisa! yea man! i don't even know if i can say i studied with david...cuz honestly...he didn't get much studying done...good company tho...

i'm tired now because too many things have bombarded me today...and the icing on the cake was that STUPID report card...ah well...

Memories #41
"economics class...there was this guy who had the most amazing eyes...they were a piercing blue and i could NEVER stop looking at them...one day i just went up to him and told him that he had the most gorgeous eyes...turned around to leave and he was like 'thanx, my name is richard, what's yours?' and i almost died from shock...but i told him my name...and then i dropped economics...."

mwahahahaaa!! i had an AMAZING workout with flo today...met up at the AC and we did free weights, the stairmaster (aka bum-master) and abs...and then flo started flirting with her math TA, some cute guy in a red shirt and the HOTTEST of them all....the soccer boy who does the towels downstairs...oh yes...she still likes tom....

then we went to shoppers where we went on a shopping frenzy...called this new lip glide from revlon, eyeshadow (cuz i lost my old one), and the sales lady, emilia was sooo nice to us...

Prayer for the Stressed
"grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i cannot accept,
and the wisdom to hide the bodies of thos people i had
to kill today because they pissed me off

and also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on
today as they may be connected to the ass that i may have
to kiss tomorrow

help me to always give 100% at work...
12% on monday
23% on tuesday
40% on wednesday
20% on thursday
5% on fridays

and help me to remember...
when i'm having a really bad day,
and it seems that people are trying to piss me off,
that it takes 42 muscles to frown and
only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!"

AMEN!

my bad...i just got home...and ames told me she found my old eyeshadow...YES!!!! it was new...i was peeved...and so now i can return this new one...

ran into eddie at the subway station...same old eddie...still making fun of me WITH david about my social skills....bleh...this was after we had drinks at spaha...there was this really cute guy with really nice eyes! nono...not richard...thanx to kirsten who reminded me of the richard episode...spent some fun time at the office...when chris came we were looking at some guys stripping...NICE! ;p

des...you should email me your blogger page...and yes...i'll bring your notebook on wednesday...thanx very much...
i went to the linguistics help lab this evening for about 45mins instead of anthro...i figured anthro was sooo boring and i'd learn more at the lab, right? WRONG....ugh...nuff said...

Memories #40
"there was this one time andrew came to visit...and we went for bbtea at jakas...it was me and...5 guys! john, andrew, alex, mark and pat...haha...i felt like i had five bodyguards when we went...i was in the middle and they were surrounding me...and mark had a hot bbtea, while everyone else had normal bbtea...and alex didn't have any cuz he doesn't like bbtea!"

hey vicks....thanx for blogging in english for me...but i didn't like your layout...i kept having to go left and right and left and right...and i soon got very dizzy from doing that...but what? now you're calling us artsies and i digress....I DON'T HAVE WEEKLY CRUSHS!?!?!?! well...maybe i USED to...but not anymore...or rather...not right now...it's off season right now...you can't hold ANY of this against me!!!! oh...and really...bobo threw my crush system outta wack...i wish i'd neve met him...it's almost as bad as when i was crushing some other person from highschool...ugh....and just for the record...bobo is dead...i never want to see or hear from him again... really....if i EVER mention bobo ever again just hit me on the head or something...this goes for all you ppl that know who he is....

"And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear"

Boyz II Men

went to north york central library with ames today...she met up with her friend steph to do a project on the economics, political issues and political parties of the the 1990's...fun fun...NOT! i went along cuz i figured that cuz it was a library i'd get some studying done, right? WRONG!!! i went down to the study section and it was nice for a bit...and then these groups of nutty girls come and i guess they don't know the meaning of 'quiet area' cuz they were definitely NOT quiet...i could hear their WHOLE conversations...thru my earplugs! ugh...either way...i was able to finish my tutorial readings for anthro...then i made the mistake of going off to find my silly sister and i saw with them thinking it would be quieter...unfortunately they had this thing about including me in their conversation(actually...my fault...i supplied an idea and THEN they started talking to me) so i don't think i even read two pages of my anthro text...we did however have some nice italian soda's and coffee chillate...

drove daddy and ames home...fun fun...i think ames will take a cab the next time i drive....

just came back from a cool evening with john...he came up to visit us city ppl from jamestown, new york state...and we went to the maddy for chicken wings and some drinks...is it just me or am i an alcoholic?!?!? ;p no...i'm fine...we had a great time...chatting and laughing and stuff...

check this...natalie portman is sooo pretty...but james franco is hot hot hot!! (i know...it has nothing to do with star wars)

which Episode II character are you?



Queen of Naboo. You could have a split personality - simply to hide who you really are. You are extremely polite and gentle. However, if needs be, you will take action and can be a very good leader. You have the power to make people believe in you - use this power. The one you love could also end up being the one you hate.



i have a midterm tuesday...gotta go study and kick linguistic ass!