meh...alright...i've been fiddling around with brinkster and blogger...trying to figure out if i can put a picture up on blogger...and it hasn't been very helpful or cooperative...so you'll just have to go here to see my newest picture with georges. that's right...we had quite a bit of fun walking around the eaton centre looking for rollerblades and jogging shoes...and just general shopping...poor georges...i kept dragging him into all these clothing stores cuz i got sooo excited with the selections! hahahaaaa...but all in all...it was a good 2 hrs of pure relaxation and fun that i haven't really had in the past week or so...especially with all this smcsu stuff, lisa and joe campaigning...which by the way...

VOTE LISA AND JOE FOR SMCSU!!!!!!

i forgot my lab coat today for my botany lab...but that's alright...i paid $2 for a real ratty and dirty one! ;p and then spent 3 hrs playing around with mould...yay....and then went to meet jessie thomson, the UC prez...way to go girl power! and then finally...a 2 hr linguistic lecture, where i met this really cool, gay guy named ben...he just wouldn't SHUT UP in class...i was sitting infront of him trying to listen to our ADD professor and he's just be giggling away with his girls...when finally i told him during our 10 min break that he was really annoying and he burst into laughter! what a way to go...

last night was AMAZING...nonono...i didn't have sex...but i DID go to the SMC 150th GALA at the metro convention centre! ;p

everyone looked soooo GOOD!! and i'm in love with NICO! hahahahaaa...that boy can DANCE! he saved me 3 times last nite...my first dance was with this old fat man with white hair...his face was all red and he was sooooo plastered! but my radar missed him and he pulled me onto the dance floor, so i had no choice but to dance with him (thank GOD it wasn't a slow song)...nico and flo were dancing there already and i kept giving the "puh LEAZE help me" look...and nico and flo kept thinking "oh there's christina macking it up with the old rich folks"...until nico got the hint and smoothly cut in and saved me....and then the old dude danced with the rest of us girls...until he tried to pull some sorta backwards move and fell straight on his ASS...and then we pulled him up again and that's when he finally got off the dance floor and went back to his more then horrified wife...hahahahahaaaa!

the other two times that nico was there for me was when ian francke wanted to dance with me...he'd already pulled his move on kirsten and flo...so i knew that when he came over near me that he was gonna ask me...so i immediately moved over next to nico and started whispering to him...with ian staring at me...what was i whispering? "nico...just stay here and don't let ian come over here!" and everything was fine...except that after that slow song finished...another one came up and then it was "NICO!" and then i stole him away from kirsten, bronwyn, and jeanne....hahaha...we danced to i can't help falling in love with you...and then as we were spinning round...i caught a glimpse of ian dancing with...bronwyn! sorry! hahahahaha!

the mingling part was the best! i met john mccormack who played for the maple leafs in 1947 and then played for the canadiens later...he and his buddies were HILARIOUS! and then he gave out cards of him when he was younger! chatted up with principal mcgowen and his wife, irene...who were later seen leaving the gala with a bunch of beautiful centerpieces! ;p also had some great conversations with president alway, brian o'malley, mary ellen burns...fr. patrick invited smcsu over to the newman centre for dinner sometime...hahaha...soooo many ppl! there was the cutest little lady named evelyn in a cute pink suit who danced the night away with her husband...they were soooo cute!

oh! and before i forget....the dinner! that was some of the best food i've had in a LONG time...i ate sooo much! and the dessert was sooo good that i'd have loved to eaten the whole platter (except that i didn't)...i was pretty lucky in the table department as well. i was originally sitting in one of the edge tables (cuz we're not important) but unfortunately, sam sorbora died yesterday morning so his sons, edward and joseph sorbora didn't come and polish paul and i moved up into that table...where we chatted with some really nice and GOOD friends of edward sorbora....kissed rich ppl's asses...hahahahahaaaa!

all in all...i had an GREAT night...it's just too bad that i couldn't bring a date...i should have...no one was checking tickets and there were sooo many more empty seats...NEXT time i'll know what to do! ;p

"I wanna rock you baby, I wanna hold you baby
Won't you be my baby? I wanna be your lady
I wanna rock you baby, I wanna hold you baby
Won't you be my baby? I wanna be your lady
Baby let me rock with you (Gangsta gangsta)
You know I wanna rock with you (Gangsta gangsta)
Baby let me rock with you (E-V-E)
You know I wanna rock with you (Alicia Keys, gonna rock you)
Baby let me rock with you
You know I wanna rock with you (It's gangsta gangsta)
Baby let me rock with you (Gangsta gangsta)
You know I wanna rock with you (Gangsta gangsta love)
Ooooh, yeah, you know I wanna rock with you
Baby let me rock with you"

Eve feat. Alicia Keys

so what else is up? EVERYTHING....i've been sooo busy that it's not even funny...why else would i be up at quarter to 11am on a sunday morning? when i could be sleeping? because some stupid retard called me in the morning and woke me up with a heart attack...and who was it? no one....that's right....NO ONE....i hate ppl that do that...really...i do...makes me want to turn off my phone and THEN how will ppl contact me? they won't! hahahaha....okok...that was sooo not funnie...

but really...i've got a botany lab to prepare for so more updates laaater!

ME: mornin' mom
MOM: what time are you leaving today?
ME: 7:30am
MOM: are you happy with you friends?
ME: yup...they're great
MOM: do you have a boyfriend?
ME: no mom, i don't...i promise that when i do...i'd tell you *of course this may not necessarily be true*
MOM: what happened to you and joel? did you guys break up?
ME: no mom, nothing's happened between me and joel...we've never even DATED...he's been busy with school and work...and he's hooking back up with his childhood sweetheart, shari
MOM: ok...here's a banana for school...don't work too hard, ok?
ME: ok mom...thanks, i'll call you when i'm downtown...bye
MOM: bye

a conversation with my mother at 7:00am this morning...

i'd like to start off apologizing to ppl who may think i am mad at them. i'm not. VERY NOT. i'm quite happy to chill and be nuts and fun, but i AM human and i do have my mood swings. however, i've had a revelation and i'm quite mad at MYSELF...for chasing a dream...which i now understand will always BE a dream...i can't control this, so i'm not going to even try anymore. it's sad that my head can be so logical at times, but my heart gets in the way and messes things up...i need to do something about this damn heart...it's much too vulnerable...maybe i should get a plate in there...then i'd be less emotional and much more rational...

i love my friends and family...and you will always be my top priority. schoolwork and smcsu will be next. anything else will have to come after and i'm not going to dwell on this. oh don't get me wrong...i'm still going to be fun and nutty...

i hope i feel better tomorrow...till then...i'm never having an espresso again.

yeh...crazy screwed...my week is soooo busy...and it's not OVER YET! argh! *that is the sound of despair*

so lisa picked me up this morning at 8:15am, and then we picked flo up at eglinton...and then we went to the office cuz flo and i had 10-12pm office hours...where i decided that because i had already done what i needed to do, that i would...here we go...*crack knuckles*....CLEAN THE CUPBOARD!!!! not a small feat in itself!! crazy much? hahaha!

ava and i almost missed each other at the AC...hmm...but she found me running on the track so it was all good...and now my abs are killing me cuz that's what i've been working on ....cuz otherwise i'd look like i'm 2 months pregnant or something...and plus, we don't want a bulge there for the gala, now do we??!? hahaha...which, by the way...i found out this evening after class...I'M GOING TO THE 150TH SMC GALA! wooohoooo!!! i don't have to pay for the tickets...and i don't have to WORK for it either! so i'm one happy camper! *doing a small dance...tho...i can't dance*

so jerome now thinks i'm a maniac....cuz he's always in the office when i go into my cleaning spree...i want to clean the drawers cuz they are DISGUSTING...and he's like "christina...calm down...let peter do his job" so i stopped...stuck everything back in...and i'm letting peter do his job...afterall...he gets PAID to do this...

i think my mom's sick...she wanted congee but the store was closed and we couldn't get it on my way home...and then i got home and she's lying on the couch like she's sick and coughing and stuff...so....now i gotta be extra EXTRA good...by going to the library tomorrow morning to do my lin and ant tutorial assignments...and get the rest of my readings done...i feel soooo bad...i'm so busy it's crazy insane!

"On top of spaghetti,
All covered with cheese,
I lost my poor meatball,
When somebody sneezed.

It rolled off the table,
And on to the floor,
And then my poor meatball,
Rolled out of the door.

It rolled in the garden,
And under a bush,
And then my poor meatball,
Was nothing but mush.

The mush was as tasty
As tasty could be,
And then the next summer,
It grew into a tree.

The tree was all covered,
All covered with moss,
And on it grew meatballs,
And tomato sauce."

it's hilarious! i first read it in Calvin and Hobbes YEARS ago! which reminds me...i still need to get butt naked baby blues....but alas...i have no money...or rather...i'd spend it in a minute for clothes, jewellery, or makeup any day....hahaha....i'm relishing the idea of going shopping at the mall! yay! when was the last time i went to a mall? i think when i was in calgary...hmmm
BUT THANK GOD flo needs to look for a gala dress, gives me the excuse to stop studying for a bit and relax with flo and lisa...hahaha...

btw...i don't fit nicely in MY gala dress anymore...that is NOT a good thing...and mom's freaking out cuz she thinks i'm not eating enough and working out too much...blah blah blah...whatever...i haven't felt this good in AGES....

went to the movies with ames and daddy last nite to see..."ballistic"...hmmm...let's just say you should check your brain out the door before you go in...and is it just me or is there ALOT MORE ASIANS going to the movies?!?!?! whoa...the whole place was packed with fobs...and they talk sooooo loud...and really...i DON'T CARE to hear your conversations with your friends or the phone...and yes ppl DO sell popcorn in the theatre...oh geez....as if popcorn nausea wasn't bad enuf...i had to put up with THAT! at least they shut up when the actual movie started...i guess cuz all the guys were drooling at lucy liu and talisa soto while the girls where in awe of antonio banderas....not that i was or anything...

i think i've figured out my saturday work schedule...9-4pm teaching kids...whoa...that's like a whole WORK day...boooo!

Ontario University Life by Nauman Abbasi:
Okay, so the summer has ended and school is about to start again soon. Well, you've probably gotten together with old friends and have probably noticed things about each of them since they attend other schools. This is what you may have noticed:

UofT St.George:
After being at a school with so many people at it, your friend lacks individuality and has come back as a robot. They may address themselves by their student number instead of their name and may talk in a monotone voice.

UofT Erindale:
Your friend talks in a new language - Punjabi - after being around so many South Asian people for too long. They also talk about how the Toronto Argonauts football team practices at Erindale but fail to realise how bad the Argonauts are.

UofT Scarborough:
Your friend constantly talks about how they've got many girlfriends or boyfriends there and how they're 'keeping it real' because of the gangster influence there. What they fail to tell you is that they're school is actually a local nightclub.

Ryerson:
Your friend constantly reminds you that its a 'university' and not a college and reminds you that its among the top in Engineering. What they fail to tell you is that it borders the Gay/Lesbian area of Toronto and has homeless bums harassing students.

Queens:
Your friend was once a proud member of an ethnic group but has comeback acting like a Gino, blasting techno beats. He or she may constantly talk about Kingston being 'the place to be' and talk about Queens' medical program being among the best. They fail to realise its Kingston and no one cares.

McMaster:
Just like Queens, your friend will talk about it being 'the place to be' and talk about McMaster having its own nuclear reactor. However,they fail to mention that its nuclear reactor is one atomic collision away from causing another Chernoble.

Windsor:
Your friend will talk about Windsor attracting some of the best
students regardless that the University somehow felt the need to run infomercials to promote itself. They fail to mention that the school harasses prospective students to choose Windsor, often begging students in their offers.

Lakehead:
Your friend couldn't come back home during reading week because by the time he/she made it all the way home, they'd have to start heading back up. They talk about never going back again to Lakehead and ponder working at an automotive plant for the remainder of their lives since a degree from Lakehead means nothing.

Ottawa:
Your friend will stick up for their school where possible but
secretly tell you that they only came to Ottawa after they were rejected by their first, second, third and fourth choices. May talk about how Ottawa is just a smaller, more 'governed' version of
Toronto.

Western:
Your friend will come back home and talk about how great the social life is at Western. However, they won't recall a thing about school and will wonder what you're talking about when you mention the word 'integral' to them. They may think its a bar on campus.

Waterloo:
Being the top school in Canada, Waterloo students are smug and arrogant believing that they are the best around. They fail to mention that the library was designed by Waterloo students and that its sinking into the ground after the students forgot to account for the weight of the books in the library. Way to go!

Guelph:
Your friend was originally planning to be a veternarian or go intoenvironmental sciences. Somehow, they're now studying Business. Wentto Guelph for the great guy-girl ratio but came back angry after learning that all the women still have boyfriends back home.

York:
Your friend is trying to switch to a different school. Enough said.

it's a pretty good thing i decided to do the stuff the anthro prof asked us to do for our tutorials...cuz i was the only one in the group that had any info....and thus...i saved my group from a tragic disaster...yay!

so georges is no longer a bubble tea virgin...hahahaaaaa! and grace is gonna hook it up with "O" hahahhaaaaa! oh man...she is soooo gonna kill me! ;p
the library is a funny place...when i first go in to study...my blood is pumping away at like 160km/hr cuz i'd just been speed walking from class across campus...and so i'm very very warm...but then...after awhile...when i've been there for a couple of hours...it gets soooooo cold...and then ppl wonder why that crazy girl is wearing this HUGE ASS sweatshirt on such a beautiful day as today! hmmm....

"I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
'Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

I could only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still?
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

And I know it's not right
And I guess I should try to do what I should do
But I could fall in love
Fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

Siempre estoy soñada en ti
Besandos mis labios, acariciando mi piel
Abrazadome con ansias locas
Imaginando que me amos
Cómo yo podia amar a ti

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love
I could fall in love
With you..."

Selena

school will be the death of me...and lisa...especially lisa...queen of bruises from xoxoxoxo...but i really don't like this commuting crap anymore...really...i hate waking up early in the morning and running myself to death to catch the bus (whoa....i did a MAJOR bus chasing this morning) and falling asleep in georges room while i'm supposedly "studying"...and paying $9 for a meal that isn't worth $5 because the veggies had no taste...and leaving really late at nite because my parents think i have class till 9pm every nite...(ok so maybe THAT isn't such a bad thing) BUT...it's not fun when you have one of those days when your head ACHES sooo bad that you feel like chopping it off with a butcher knife and sticking it into a plastic bag and throwing it away in the dumpster...THEN you'll want to go home early for chamomile tea.

oh...did i mention how screwed up smcsu is? oh yeh...that's another story on it's own...i'm FULLY not pleased with the results we've been getting...no wonder ppl complain about us...the small percentage of ppl that actually do work to try and keep the college alive is being overthrown by the rest of the council who haven't pulled their acts together and is screwing us up...*sigh* how political is that?

so "deadend.com" is NOT recommended unless you're the type of person that likes to watch the camera shake. it had good plot and good ideas....but i think i freaked georges out by looking like i needed to puke throughout the WHOLE movie...but i also think that i made up for it by eating some sorta hot pot rice thingy at a cute little restaurant on yonge st. THAT part was fun...hahaha...the weirdo that sat next to me during the movie was NOT fun (and no...not georges...some other graduate engineer from mac)

i'm very worried about pol200. i'm worried that i won't be able to keep up in that class. i'm worried that i don't think like pol sci ppl. i'm worried that i'll fail that course...which is NOT a good thing. i'm soo worried that i'm afraid i'm gonna give myself an ulcer.

i miss my grandma...she went to my aunt's house for a coupla days cuz my lil cousin erica has bronchitis...she was at the hospital and the house was up in shambles...ugh...

i'm tired. i have so much work to do it's insane.

"Ohhhhh I want to shoot my math teacher with tampons she's so gaaaaahhhhhh!" - shmoozed off juju's blog

and so life goes on....after you die from being shot in the head...

so ed wants me to take my ARCT practical in january....and this is MY response....:
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!"
and ed's like it's sooooo easy...all i have to do is play 1 prelude & fugue, 1 gr. 9, 1 gr. 10 and 2 ARCT pieces....2 which i already have...and 3 more i have to learn.....oh....and PLUS scales in thirds and in sixths and chords and dominant sevenths and arpeggios....
oh well...we'll see how much time this chick has to practice....

i met up with joel on wednesday...wow....joel....i think he's dating shari again...he's a funny one...even when he's NOT dating shari...they're always doing stuff together and seeing each other...i'm telling the whole world now...joel and shari will one day get married and i'll be there....BUT...i love seeing joel...he always has a surprise for me...like how he took me to the arts college at the corner of dundas something to eat in the food court for lunch...and then we went to the comic book store "the silver snail" for him to BUY comic books (BOYS! they never grow up!) and then we went into a costume shop! wow! those places are funky! they had everything...even ballet clothing...now i know where to go for halloween! teehee!

wow! guys....you gotta check out ames' blog....she does all these cool things for her layout...but i really really like this one! ames...you have WAY too much time on your hands! is vergura NOT giving you enough hw? ahhahaha.

tried to make a long distance call to queens so i could gab with tanaka....but guess what? john left me 28 mins....*sigh* at least now i know what to buy john!

oh oh! too many parties! too many events! too much work to do! christian's invited me to his 80s/hawaiian bash at his place with his cousin egan. i WANT to go...cuz i haven't seen fran, and gabs and the rest of the asian gang in AGES! but....i'm going to the film festival...and the party's too late for me...oh well...at least i'm cool enuf to sit with chris in botany! ;p

if i die...i put the entire blame on political science 200...i feel soooo stupid in that class. maybe it's just me...i can't understand the prof. i think you need a certain frame of mind to understand. OTHER ppl are understanding! they answer questions...they even POSE unintelligible questions themselves....oh boy....

FINE. i'm gonna clear my mind by working out...it usually makes me feel better...and if THAT doesn't work....well..lisa and flo...we'll go shopping sunday!

New Sex Study

It has been studied and determined that the most often used sexual position for married couples is the doggie position.

The husband sits up and begs and the wife rolls over and plays dead.

hahahahaha....so i'm totally gaining back all the calories i lost today at the AC with ava and christine! whoa! it's toonie tuesday at KFC!

stupid thing i did for the day....well..it's not really stupid...but just....UNUSUAL! went to pol200 at 4pm (TODAY instead of yesterday!) and then went to the bookstore to buy some of the fifty thousand books that they want us to buy. as i'm standing at the shelf looking at ALL the pol sci books ready to cry....this guy comes by and looks over my shoulder and was like "hey...you're in my class" and then we hook up and help each other out! so then i help him out by getting him a copy of the handout from class (cuz he MISSED class...) and he bought me an iced tazo chai! and then to top it off...because i had class at 6pm and he made me late leaving the spadina and college area...he DROVE me to my class! how sweet is that? i MEET bruce like an hour and then he drives me....whoa...

ran into jude today...or rather...he invaded my personal space...that boy...he's just an odd one....he stands VERY VERY close to me...and everything he does is very very CLOSE...except until i told him i was seeing someone...ahahahaha...then he backed off....a TEENY TINY BIT! hahahahahaa! of course...just for the record....i'm not seeing anyone...but...i'm meeting tons of new ppl everyday!

"Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
(Be a sin)
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows (Oooh)
To the sea (Oooh)
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be"

Darren Hayes

i was soooo afraid that lisa was gonna leave me downtown by myself...and then i'd have to take the bus home...but she came thru! i was homeless for a short time frame...that's all! but we had a very nice chat in her cutie little car! and had fun all the way home! except the part where we almost killed a very stupid pedestrian who didn't look where he was going...and could have died except for the fact that lisa made good judgement on her part....by BRAKING! ;p

it's a pretty good thing i didn't go to the rez dinner cuz what was waiting for me when i got home? yuppers, that's right...chicken...so shoot me in the head...council mtgs are killer...

"it's getting hot in here...so take off all your clothes..."

was it just me? or was it very very warm today? flo and i trekked all around the campus today...worked up a very nice sweat...and who did i just have to run into first thing in the morning? yep...that's right...STALKER BOY (only ppl who know me and the story will understan) so yeh...my day went downhill from there...cuz then later that morning flo, lisa and i witness the terrible scene of francke with his tongue down some poor chick's throat...and we were just standing there with our mouths wide open...

fortunately things got a bit better when i ran into georges at SAC office. that was a fun round of hide and seek, eh? hahahaaaa

zoo looks like a fun class...too bad i'm not officially enrolled in it yet... =( lin is exactly same as my summer course so i'll be surfing through THAT class...and i'm soooo glad that i'm not the only person in 2nd yr in that class...joe v and haley are there too! we'll be the cool ppl in there! ;p went to my pol200 class today...except that it WASN'T TODAY! god! how smart am i?!?!?!

hey! ran into ava today! wow! haven't heard from her in THE longest time! yea! we're gonna workout! just like old times! i still have christine's shower puff! hahahaha!

oooh...my shoes are not fun....they make blisters...and then pop em....meh...

booo...i don't wanna go to school! *sigh*

so i've spent some time scanning in pics and updating my website...so if anyone's interested, my vacation pics are up...here...tho of course...there is more to come cuz i still have a roll of film to develop...which WILL be developed...as soon as i finish the roll! duh!

went out for coffee with my girl, lisa...and spent our time updating each other on frosh week and fixing schedules and planning workout/studying times...it's terrible! everyone wants to work out at hart house but i HATE hart house...i've had very bad experiences at hart house...see monday may 6, 2002

dim sum for lunch! it's so sad how dim sum has modernized...i remember when i was little, we'd go for dim sum and piles of steaming food would be pushed on carts by our table and we'd just reach over a pluck a dish/flag the cart pusher down. much much more visual...and time wasting because you can eat dim sum for like HOURS....NOW it's like ordering food out of the kitchen, and that just totally sucks...defeats the whole PURPOSE dim sum...AND...they don't make this really good dessert anymore...something like yellow tapioca pudding...i loved eating that...it's just not dim sum without yellow tapioca pudding...*sigh*

what's this? i have a very impertinent question for all my blog readers....AM I A BAD INFLUENCE?!?!?!?!?!?!? now...i personally DON'T think i'm a bad person to hang around with...but i've now been told otherwise...by who you ask? hahahaha! now that's a fun question! why...my uncle stephen of course! he wants grace to stay away from me because if she doesn't...she's gonna end up JUST LIKE ME....which is?!? oh that's right...she's gonna drink, get drunk, have sex and basically become a whore and a half...just for the record....that hurts like hell...to find out that my uncle...MY UNCLE...thinks i'm a bad influence....i'm gonna go and have a good cry now...and then i'm gonna hate him forever...

PLUS...now i've lost a white fubu sock with pink trimmings to the laundry machine...ugh...

Christina: "I DID come to your wedding...because I wanted to see you and the feeling IS mutual...and you better be a really good kisser..."
*kisses*
Christina: "wow...that was weak..."
Peter: "weak?"
Christina: "yeh...it's ok...you can try again."
*kisses*
Christina: "you're so much better in my dream...that's weird..."
Peter: "hold these" *hands Christina yellow flowers*
*kisses*
Christina: "I THOUGHT THIS WAS LIKE MUTUAL!!!"
Peter: "oh my god!"
Christina: "NO! I'm serious! listen....I'll call you, ok?" *starts walking away*
Peter: "what? wait! WAIT!"
Christina: "thanks for the flowers, really nice touch..."
Peter: "I'm out of practice! ...I just woke up! ...UNBELIEVABLE!!!"

hahahaaaa! classic movie! that was hilarious! i laughed sooooo hard i almost peed my pants! (or rather...in this case...my jogging shorts) the best part is that the girl's name is christina....leave that up to your imagination...and selma blair as jane....she was THE BEST! who does what she does? hahahahaahahaaaaa! i don't want to give it away...but you gotta see what she did! but here's some advice....no guys with piercings...they're lethal! so yup yup...what i do in my spare time is walking with ames to shoppers (FOR COSMETICS!), blockbuster and starbucks...

i'm in love....again! whoa...like i drooled from my house to yonge street! his name is jonny lee miller...HACKERS! with angelina jolie...wow...unbelievably drool-worthy...the greatest thing was that i was jogging on the treadmill so i was so totally packing in the milage...hahahahahahahaaaaaaaa! speaking of treadmills...i cannot wait till i get a locker at the AC...i LUV that track...it doesn't hurt my feet like my treadmill...it's beautiful! so i'll be there on monday...it'll be like home sweet home...yeeaaa...

i was at the studio this morning for my kids...it was great! only problem is my 2 hr lunch break...what to do ...what to do...ahhh! steve ALSO has a lunch break that time (ok...so it's NOT really a lunch break...more like a period of time where we both don't have kids coming in) so we walk across the street to second cup for lunch...NICE! i think this will become a tradition...tho...i think it'll have to be at timmy ho's on the other side of leslie cuz it's much cheaper there...

so....what's this i hear from ms. lisa?!?!?!!?!? oooooooh! i see i missed something this week, eh?!?! *nudge nudge wink wink* hahahaa...ok...i'll keep quiet!

now i'm getting cold in my basement...so i'll just mosey on upstairs to sleep...but on a last note...thank you thank you thank you CARL! for being SUCH a sweetheart and being my antidote! you KNOW i love you for it! mwah!

and they just keep on popping up...2 weeks ago i knew absolutely nothing about my cousins in australia...and now i have to check my junk mail folder really closely or else i'll delete emails that are important! like the one from lachlan! hahahahahahaha! and right....my voice sounds sooooo bad...like i have a cold or something. i was teaching today, and EVERYONE thought i was sick, it's so sad. which brings me to my 1st day back to work after 2 weeks off. can you imagine? after two weeks and everything is sooo different, monica changed all the piano benches to piano chairs (i personally like the piano benches) and i've got this little white thing in the corner of my room that supposedly a fan (how the heck was i supposed to know it was a fan?!?!?) and steve's room has a mirror for his voice students...wow....

monica made a boo boo today! she forgot to call one of my kids to confirm that they were coming tonight, and i sat around waiting for her, almost falling asleep...geez...i've got sooooo many holes in my schedule....like swiss cheese...i'd rather teach 8 hrs straight as opposed to being there 16 hrs and teaching half the time. but HEY! i got a raise! *making a whirly sign above head*

"It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues,
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ... "

Sinead O'Connor

yeh so...remember i had a council mtg this morning? yeh...well guess who's the chick who's on the subway with flo....when the phone rings with kirsten calling to say it was cancelled? that's right...figure that one yourself...so what does this chick do? go have coffee at timmy ho's with flo! (i know...i know...it's so sad...the fact that i got up early in the morning...but what can you do?!?!?) THINK OPTIMISTICALLY! look at the cup half full! well...until you get completely screwed over...

evilness surrounds me...major crisis' happening ALL the time...flo and i went to the alumini office this morning (that's what we do when we have time on our hands) and spoke with mary ellen burns...turns out that we have a pretty good chance of getting a good deal with those gala tickets! yeh! those tix are like $150! hi! i'm a 2nd year university student! the only way i'll be able to pay that amount is if i get into my robber uniform and do a series of bank robberies...so if you ever hear on the news that there was a series of bank robberies....IT WASN'T ME! (and i SWEAR that i'm NOT the person who's breaking into st. joe's and vic! hahahaha!)

HEY HEY HEY!!!!! GUESS WHO'S BACK?!?!?!?!?!?! "back again....shady's back....tell a friend".....PATRICE! yeh! i'm sooo excited! the only thing is...he's at UTM! why?!?!?!?! oh well...meet my friend karina...she goes there too...oh wait...so does karen...and tiffany...and alex...

i'm extremely tired now...so tired that i can't even freak out about my problems anymore...well i guess in a way...that's a GOOD thing...

"so my maggot was stunted?" from CSI factor
that was such a cute little quote. i couldn't help myself! i honestly don't remember the last time i sat in front of a tv to watch randomness...in absolutely no rush...it's just way too bad that i won't be able to do this anymore (except for tuesday nites of gilmore girls!)

karina...you are a sad SAD piece of work. what happened today is just another example of why you should never try if you're destined to fail...you disgust me...i don't know HOW you'll explain this to tanaka....she's gonna flip. hmmm...on THAT note...i wonder if she's seen richard?!?!?!? but knowing her...she's prolly fallen for some sort of new guy...or she's let him pick her up off the street...*sigh* the things i put up for you ppl...oh...btw ...thanx for the b-day present...you made my day! WOW! KAREN! you look more.....mature! no more bowl cuts! new glasses! now you won't be accidentally mistakened for your brother!

ladies and gents...i'd like to thank my dad for bringing home congee. THANX DAD! what better way to spend the evening then sitting in the kitchen eating hot congee! mmmmmmmhhhh! poor ames...whining about her classes...hahahahaha! she has mr. desilets for chem AND physics! god...i remember when tanaka was like TOTALLY in love with him! oops! was i not supposed to tell the whole world?

i have so many things to do for tomorrow....it's disgusting...i want to run and hide under my bed...but i can't fit into it..council mtg...hi! who's the smart person that decided to put a council mtg at 10am in the morning on a FRIDAY?!?!?! ah well...i think i've figured it out....i'll go downtown in the morning for the mtg...then i'll meet mom at the bookstore with dad...let THEM buy my books...go to SAC to reinburse my fees that i won't be using...and then go back uptown to teach...whoa...i'm tired already!

did you know that ppl can get perms to straighten their hair? who knew? NOW i understand how some girls ALWAYS have straight-ass hair! i always envied them...i got rocker hair...it's not curly...not straight...just wiry and wavy...and looks like straw...so if you cut off my hair and tied them to the end of a stick...you could make yourself a broom...

ran into good 'ol sean today. looking very snazy my friend! unlike your other good friend who shall remain nameless...but his hair is so long that he's been nicknamed "chewbacca" ...very very cool that lindsay is coming from scarberia to take classes at our campus and join the elite group called woodsworth!

on the last note. i've gotten the vancouver pics developed...but i've been much too lazy to scan the pics in to put them up on the website...actually, now that i think about it...i still haven't put up the pictures of baby luke...aww man! i'll do THAT...later...

so ames is flipping cuz i want to jog on the treadmill...and she says that the treadmill is so loud that it drowns out the tv...for the record....NOT TRUE! i can hear the tv perfectly fine! blah! *sticks tongue out to you!*

i took the bus home this evening cuz i didn't want mom to drive out extra for me....then ON the bus i realized why i love her so much and thank her for picking my up from the station. ppl have natural body odors...i know i smell after a day of running around herding frosh...BUT....some ppl have WAY TOO MUCH BODY ODOR....it STINKS! so i get this fat guy standing in front of me with his arm in the air....self explanatory...

went to gabby's this afternoon with john, georges, howe, jen, janice, and anna for half-priced chicken wings.....mmmmmmm.....those were some FINE chicken wings....we devoured 3 party baskets....wow...like 81 chicken wings/legs....can you say pigs? or rather...chickens? hahaha...i kill myself! ;p

flo woke me up at 8:40am this morning...how annoying is that? you'd think that after i wake up at 5am and then go to bed at 1am the chick would have the decency to call me a little later in the morning! but....i forgive you girl...you were having a major crisis with "stupid parents" (thanks to lily for that motto) and it got me up and moving ....and then grace calls me as soon as i hop out of the shower....freaking out that she won't make it to the orientation field on time cuz she's lining up for tickets for the film festival...and then she gets ONE....FOR HERSELF! don't worry grace....i don't hold it against you....*snicker*...

oh...just for randomness...HI JUJU! you did WHAT?!?!?!? you cut your hair? like julia stiles? WHY?!?!?!? you silly nutty girl! but....i wanna see! i wanna see! does it look good? it's too bad i missed you and grace monday nite when i went out...boooooo

hey....time for some shoe-shining....whoa...is it just me or is georges really hot?!?!?! *giggle* that was for you georges! cuz i KNOW you're gonna read this some time or another...

the freakiest thing happened like a while ago...i got home, went online...and then lachlan came online...now get this....lachlan is one of my cousins from australia who i've had NO CONTACT with since the day i was born...(ok...ONCE for like 2 hrs in the toronto airport when i was 13...LIKE i remember THAT!) and we start talking...and he's telling me stuff that he could NEVER know about me cuz i'd never tell his mom those things...and then he's like..."yeh...i was reading your webdiary..." that he found through icq/msn....whoa...freaky much? he could be hired for like a stalker...and then i told ames and she freaked out cuz now he's gonna find HER blogger and webpage! hahahaha! so if he needs to screw up my life...might as well screw with hers too! i will NOT go down alone! mwahahahahahaaa! whoa...evilness much?

Good afternoon...i'm in georges' room right now and they are looking at warcraft stuff.....they are completely insane. Flo's lost her voice from frosh...she sounds AWFUL...but it's all good! Alot of fun stuff's been going on...too much to blog right now because john wants me to go to the bank with him...so i'll blog next time i have time on my hands.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!...
good afternoon ladies and gents! i'm in a gigantic turmoil! i can't believe i'm TWENTY!....2 0 it's insane! how could a person possibly be 20, yet look like they're 12? and better yet....act like they're 5?!?!? hahaha! and get this! i was working out this morning and who was on tv? MR. DRESSUP i almost cried!

so anyway, there's a frosh leader/marshall meeting tonite at 6pm but lisa and lauren are going down much earlier cuz lauren's moving into her new rez at loretto and then after the meeting we're planning on partying it up at any place that's open...everyone will be there...even john and marko! yay! they're moving into the sorbara rez too! exciting much?

HEY! WATERGUNS! YAH!