I am worth :$2,044,540.00. nice to know that i'm worth SOMETHING!!!

ahhhh! to relax my feet! i've been walking since 11am this morning! met up with karl at finch, went to union station, and looked at building rocks for 2 1/2 hours! had lunch at duke's at eaton centre then scooted down to castle frank where we JUST made it to our group! (can you imagine if we missed them?!?!?) had a NICE tour...but it was SOOO HOT! like a sauna! we were all perspiring (sweating...eww!) and all these beads of water all over us! for 3 HOURS!!!! we walked soooo much...walked to rosedale where carl (the other carl) and i went to some pub and i had 2 pepsi's and he had something to eat! good times!

ooh...and now i'm sun tanned! very very nice! i have bra lines! hahaha! but karl and i found some awesome looking building rocks...at the royal york are some BEAUTIFUL serpentine rocks...and the bce place had some AWESOME looking amonite fossils! mwahahaha! now i'm tired...gilmore girls it is!

Carl: "Ah, sweetheart, don't destroy it. I didn't mean to make fun of it. It's cute. Honest."
Annie: "It isn't meant to be cute. Now stop acting so silly, Carl, and get back to your torts."
Carl: "What torts? Tell me what torts? You are my tort; my one and only tort. The first time I laid eyes on you, I said to myself: She's the tortiest tort in the world. And she's for me."
hahahahaaaa.....i laughed myself silly reading this on the bus...i'm pretty sure the other ppl on the bus with me thought i was some sort of psycho maniac who laughs at herself...oh dear...and i tried SO very hard not to laugh! hahahah!!! oh oh! the tears in my eyes!

finally! i finished my essay at 2pm this afternoon...quite proud of it if i do say so myself...and i was on msn all nite and all day with cahyee helping her find stuff on the net and just being SUPPORT! so i was planning on going downtown right away so we could proof-read our papers when marko called...wow...i thought you forgot about me! ;p but apparently you didn't...he called thursday about the movie...but i missed the call! (stupid caller id! i sooo need to get it!) and so it was fun talking on the phone! heehee...marko's such a busy boy that i have to book dates with him in advance! ;p no prob!

"I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad
And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad
In my dreams I have a plan
If I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all, I'd fool around and have a ball...

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

A man like that is hard to find but I can't get him off my mind
Ain't it sad
And if he happens to be free I bet he wouldn't fancy me
That's too bad
So I must leave, I'll have to go
To Las Vegas or Monaco
And win a fortune in a game, my life will never be the same...

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world"

abba

so i went downtown to look at rocks (buildings made from natural rocks) and found...nothing...eh...what a waste of time...but i'm going with karl tomorrow to union so maybe they'll be something good there! went over to wetmore and we went over our papers...yay! went to bbq's with cahyee for chicken fingers and fries...met up with her friend brady and HIS friend glen and it was all good! i think you've got a potential job offering there! hahaha...went to class, and then we went with isabelle to gabby's for chicken wings! hahaha!

why does it have to rain? i hope it doesn't rain tomorrow! i don't NEED to walk in the rain! oh! my stupid running shoes gave me blisters at the back of my heels and the left blister broke before i realized it! WHY?!?!? it's never done this to me before! my best friends! my SHOES! what have i done to you to make you do this to me?!?!? ugh...so i wonder what i'll wear tomorrow?!?!?

WOW....that's the best i could come up with...the number of ppl over at the downsview area...poor pilgrims...i woke up at 9:30am this morning to the sound of rain...i don't think anyone would have gotten much sleep last night...i stayed up watching the mass on tv...and then watched this morning's one too...the pope gives GREAT homily's...he may be old and tired...but he's still got that FIRE raging inside! he's still very sharp...he's sooo cool...and then after the mass (which took a VERY long time) he got on his blue helicopter and they flew near our house as he was going to st. jo's (haha...us abbey girls used to make fun of our rivals calling them st. ho's!!!!) and we were like...wow...and then went back to our pizza...i don't think i'm going to be forgetting this great event anytime soon...go to flo's blogger to read what she wrote...i almost cried reading it...

and she's right...i gotta finish this essay!!

so yesterday's green didn't really turn up good...oh well...TOUGH! highlight it! hello? didn't I read juju's blog when there were all these pics of julia stiles in the background? yes! so?!?!?

kirsten had this really great idea where we add our nicknames and if we're single/attached on our bios...it's soooo good...except...now i gotta email EVERYONE AGAIN and hassle...AGAIN....i hate hassling...it's soooo hasslie...ick...but whatever...as i said before...if you don't get me pics...it's gonna be powerpuff chick for you! ;p (i got that great idea off des' and jona's blog!)

why is the pope's head always craned to the side? i guess cuz he has all these divine stuff in his brain cavity and it's weighing the head down...hmmm...poor guy...all these ppl looking at him...i'd totally freak if all these ppl were looking at me...i mean...i couldn't even pick my nose...or a wedgie cuz then everyone would see...not that i do that or anything...

where's ames? at wonderland...with juju...girls...today is one of the muggiest days in a long time...ok...maybe not...but either way...as if you girls didn't get enough a tan on wednesday when you went to the golf tournament...now you're going for killer skin burning...mwahahahaha!!!

"On a September afternoon in 1961, a baby girl's first cry rang out. A new life had begun.
Her mama rocked her in her arms and she kissed the tiny brow.
And she said, 'Darling I'm just as scared as you. But I promise you somehow.

I will take care of you. The very best that I can.
With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.
You're every joy I share. For every tear I shed my whole life through.
I will take care of you.'

On a September afternoon in 1985, that little girl had grown into a beautiful young bride.
And she turned to the man who held her hand, in front of the waiting crowd.
They smiled at each other as they spoke, and this was their wedding vow.
And they said..

'I will take care of you. The very best that I can.
With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.
You're every joy I share. For every tear I shed my whole life through.
I will take care of you.'

On a September afternoon, in 1989, the girl waiting by a hospital bed, never leaving her mother's side.
She said, 'Mama, oh don't you close your eyes. Try to get some rest. It's my turn to take care of you. I learned from the best, I will take care of you.'

With all of the love, here in my heart. All of the strength in my hands.

On a September afternoon in 1991, a baby girl's first cry rang out.
A new life had begun."

amy sky

faywood called this afternoon...she and tanaka spent the whole day trying to volunteer for wyd and they were told they could but then they couldn't get clearance from some police thingy and then they tried to go to the police station but it was closed (closed?!?!?) and then they called to see if i wanted to see austin powers 3 with them...except that i'd JUST gotten home from a whole day of teaching piano (from 8am) and doing mundane shopping with my parents....i'm soooo exhausted...i would have fallen asleep at MIIB except that we kept laughing at will smith's ears and the silly little wonky guys in the locker...but today...i have no energy...i've just printed 48 pages of font size 10 times new roman of these 9 articles for my essay that's due monday...now i hafta read it...oh boy...

at least i think i have a good topic...gotta do well in this class...so off i am to do some reading...and to watch the pope wave at ppl...we're sooo easily amused...

oh..and before i forget...i scanned in our pics from the other day...and i put it on my website...but now THAT'S not working...i wonder why...oh well...i'll wait till ames gets home before i bother her into helping me...yay...

omg! i'm sooooo tired! you'd think that the ONLY friday i get off of work i'd sleep in...but NOOOOOOO...mom decides that we take a trip down to the eaton centre with grandma...so who's up at 9am?!?!?! ME! ugh...and plus...the mall is filled with pilgrims from world youth day...yes yes...how terribly negligent i've been in not mentioning what's up with them...they've only been in town since tuesday...and i'm soooo proud of our mike allemano...yes...OUR mike...st.mike's MIKE! who works on strawberry island where the pope's been residing at and i do believe the newspaper says that he's met the pope....NICE!

"My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray

We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands"

jewel

oh yeh...back to the tired part...was up sooooo early yesterday morning...did that stupid rosi thing...i'm soooo unbelievably MAD at rosi....i'm not logging on until monday...hmf...well it's also partly cuz rosi doesn't work on weekends...but i digress...and i had this stupid report to do that's due on monday too...and then after class i went to the movies at promenade with tanaka and karina...MIIB...that's some funnie shit! we kept laughing our asses off in the theatres...and it was funnie because there were like 12 ppl in the audience...i don't know...these chicks HATE pictures...what do we do?!?! we took booth pics...we're soooo completely insane...i'll have the pics up tomorrow or something...we look sooo stupid...ahahahaaaaaa

i hate this....why are my parent's playing MJ at my cousins house when we should be at home....me in my nice nice bed....(dreaming....) grace is watching lolita...the old version...i think the guy is WAY too ugly...even jeremy irons in the newer film isn't that great looking...he wasn't bad in the musketeers...but i guess it's cuz he's not groping some girls that's 50 years younger or something...juju says i have a hollow head...she flicked my forehead and said "see? there's nothing in it"

flo has a blogger now too...it's under my favorite blogs...you gotta ask her what she means about the shrimp!!! hahahaaaa!!! that was CLASSIC!!! alright...i don't know what i'm talking about anymore...i'm going into the zone i think it has something to do with lack of sleep...oh and SHITES! i have to work at 8:45am tomorrow...damn damn damn....this is so stupid...who needs this in the summer?!?!?!?!?

and number 3.....now if only someone will drop zoo252 for me...

i can't believe i'm spending so much time with rosi...i hate you! i'll never ever ever think of loving you! you don't treat me right! i spend soooo much time and you keep rejecting me! what do you mean you have no space? ahhhh!!! what do you mean you're BUSY?!?!?! find TIME!

numero deux!

ooooh....i got ONE done!

i'm STILL trying...i left the house at 7:55am to meet flo at eglinton...and we've gone to starbucks for sustanence and now we're at gersteins trying to get in...STILL

check out what time it is....i'm STILL trying to get on rosi...ugh...this is sooooo STUPID! i'm tired and COLD and they keep kicking me off and everyone's still on the login page! i keep telling myself that my comp cable is slowly making it's way throught the other mumble jumble pages to go through the bottleneck! I WILL SURVIVE! NOT!!!!

so i met these two REALLY NICE guys today...charlie and carl...haha...i was like...'charlie? as in charlie brown???' haha...they're really nice...3rd year software engineers...ENGINEERS BABY! how did we meet? ahhh...our WALKING TOUR today...hahaha...we walked along college st. looking at buildings and the structures and the materials they were made out of....and we walked to this one building and steve (the tour guide) was like...tell me what kind of rock you think this is...and we're TOTALLY trying to be smart and we're like...it's not sedimentary cuz there are no layers...not metamorphic...MUST be igneous! and steve's like...actually...no...it's just CONCRETE!!!!! damn...not smart ENUF!

so anthro class was SOOO boring today...who cares about the potlatch and stuff? i was soooo falling asleep...and now we have a stupid assignment to do that i need to research! bah! i'm so tired of looking up stupid stuff up on the internet...i know we're not allowed internet sources...but it's good to find exactly what you're looking for so when you go to the library it's easier to find!

luckily, tim saved me from tutorial and we trudged over to bloor and spadina, met up with ester....went to a suchi place and met up with mimi and jamie! it was good...except i had chicken wings at o'grady's with charlie and carl! hahaha....luckily...i've still got it! ;p

MRS. KIM: It’s early for you to be in bed.
LANE: I’m tired.
MRS. KIM: Come downstairs and have some tea.
LANE: No, thank you.
MRS. KIM: I know you’re upset but I have these rules for a reason. I’m your mother, I know what’s best for you.
LANE: Can we talk about this tomorrow please?
MRS. KIM: You see, this is exactly why I make these rules. You’re too young, too vulnerable. American boys have different values, they don’t understand respect, you get hurt. I do all of this so you don’t get hurt and now here you are hurt. I don’t like this, I don’t like this at all. Who is he, this boy who hurt you?
LANE: Henry Cho.
MRS. KIM: Cho?
LANE: Yes.
MRS. KIM: Cho sounds Korean.
LANE: It is Korean.
MRS. KIM: He was Korean?
LANE: Yes, and he was smart and wonderful and cute.
MRS. KIM: And – and you’re sure he was Korean?
LANE: He’s gonna be a doctor, he goes to church, he’s a counselor at Bible camp, and he liked me.
MRS. KIM: A doctor.
LANE: I’m so stupid. I should’ve just told you and I didn’t and now he’s gone and I’m just stupid.
MRS. KIM: Maybe I can call his mother.
LANE: I don’t want to talk about this anymore.
MRS. KIM: You’re sure he was Korean?

hahahaa....gilmore girls are CLASSIC! that is sooooo the scenario with my parents...except that i don't like asian guys!

juju is here...she and grace came over cuz their computer is fried from the lightning on sunday and grace scanned in these cool pics of steve and luke and crackbaby! and now she's gone home...but juju's STILL here...WHAT? she's STAYING OVER?!?!?!? aw MAN!!! j/j!

it's been my time of the month...i've been craving hash browns and tiramisu...and completely eating all the stuff i've been avoiding the past coupla weeks...and this just SUCKS! and now i have a headache...maybe it's cuz i left the tampons way more then the time recommended cuz i was lazy...that's what you get for being LAZY....no more...

especially now cuz i'm screwed cuz my exam today was sucky...it wasn't a BAD exam...just stupid...bleh...BUT i went over to st. mike's after and world youth day is JUST BEGINNING there! it's cool!

"Selling out
Is not my thing
Walk away
I won’t be broken again
I’m not
I’m not what you think
Dream away your life
Someone else’s dream
Nothing
Equals nothing
Letting go
Is not my thing
Walk away
Won’t let it happen again
I’m not
I’m not very smart
Why should I be sad
For what I never had
Nothing
Equals nothing
Turn to stone
Lose my faith
I’ll be gone
Before it happens"

madonna

now i'm going to do my readings...and calling ppl cuz i'm craving intelligent conversation! ;p

"Why shouldn't art be pretty? There are enough unpleasant things in the world."

Pierre-Auguste Renoir

i had THE BEST night in the LONGEST time...it was amazing...

taught piano in the morning from 9:15am to 2pm and then monica came by with queeni so i could show her around..queeni starts teaching next week and monica won't be here so she needs to know me cuz i'll be here. then went to richmond court at times square for a quick and late lunch and then went with mom, dad and ames to go shopping at costco.

went over to lauren's at 5pm to help her set up for her party aka bbq...lisa came over half an hour later with her brother david to help lauren with the lights for her garden. steph came first...pretty in a pink one strap top with a beautiful tan! she's as thin as always, if not, thinner (though she denies it) and lisa, steph and i hung out on the patio. john made it with his girlfriend jamie, and alex. omg! how long has it been since i've seen alex?!?!? by the way...alex looked REALLY good...and he was like 'wow! where have you been christina?' he's soo cute...maybe one day i'll tell him in his face...but right now i won't cuz that will make him all antsy...AGAIN! (inside...ask john or marko)

luke came with his friends, anthony (i know anthony! he came to lauren's b-day party at gabby's!) and jay (reminds me of the scottish dude in austin powers...he was sooo funnie!) and the party started...marko came soon after he finished watching a japanese movie with his sister (who's sick...caught it from him) and it was good times!

i know i know...everyone's like "kris...get to the good part...we KNOW there was a GOOD part" because anyone who stays out for 40 mins with marko...there has to be a good part...but that's for me to keep and tell ppl i want to tell...basically...this experience stays with me and marko

hmm...i have a mosquito bite on my elbow...it itches...

ooh...and before i forget...the hair looks great!

yesterday i ran down the basement stairs in the dark and tripped over our hot pink laundry detergent basket...and now i have a kickass bruise on my right leg...not to mention i have more mosquito bites...ewww

"he's a brave kid," Lewis said.
"he's remarkable," Reggie said. "At times he thinks like a terrorist, then he cries like a little child."
"he is a child."
"i know. but don't tell him. it may upset him, and, hell, who knows what he might do."

The Client

i finally decided on my posts and sat down to figure out what courses i'm taking...i'm majoring in biological anthropology and minoring in linguistics and physiology. it's gonna be a year of zoology, botany, linguistics and anthropology...yay? i actually wanted to do physiology instead of zoo but that time was taken by ant so problems, much? i spent a whooping 3 hours figuring this out last night before i finally went to bed at 2am...smart miau...really smart...and then i had a practical to do today which wasn't too bad...just LONG...i was basically falling asleep by the end of the day...

first of all...i have a plea to john's fellow workers...please...puhleeeeesse let him get the shift off on saturday! otherwise...go to hell...cuz he NEEDS to come up to have some fun with us! i haven't seen him in AGES!!! but yeh...apparently lauren's having a bbq on saturday and i think we need to have some fun in the sun! and yes...i didn't go to the movies cuz marko's been sick with food poisoning..among other things...i laughed at him and called him a stick! maybe i'm mean...maybe i'm teasing!

flo and i sat in the sauna for 8 mins today...my hair dripped all over the place...and the white towels turned purple...because janice came over this morning to try the hair thing again....and....nope...not working...so she's gone to buy some peroxide and more stuff today for another try tomorrow...i swear...one of these times it's gonna work...and it better happen soon cuz i don't want to drip all over the place...it's narsti...

gilmore girls tonite! yay! and i'm watching the princess diaries right now...you know what i WANT to watch? the client...i've been reading the book and it's great...i wanna see these lawyer movies...why? because of ames...that's why...that silly little girl's got me reading all these john grisham novels...ah....instead of studying...which i will be cracking out the books tomorrow morning...bleh

went to gabby's with kirsten, des and david last night...yay half-priced honey garlic chicken wings! mmmmmmhh....which totally reminds me...i have to do my readings cuz we hafta hand in a thought of the week tomorrow...argh....i'm losing focus here...i want fun in the sun!

i don't remember what i did sunday...maybe i became comatose...who knows?

Memories #66
"ah...formal nite...i was ALMOST so late that i almost missed the last bus...but i made it...with my formal date...JOEL! yeh...it was sooo much fun...joel got so completely drunk (well...it was the most drunk he'd ever been anyway) and he thought that he was disgrace to me...and i kept telling him he wasn't! ;p but we had awesome fun time...everyone was there and it was open bar so every one was getting pretty smashed! a nite to remember!"

i went over to janice's house next door and we did my hair...but but i don't think anything worked...so off to shoppers tomorrow and i'll grab some new stuff for next tuesday! hopefully something good will happen then! ;p at least my parents can stop freaking out! they're out at a pool and bridge party in mississauga somewhere...and they were pretty ok with handing me and ames $40, a blockbuster card, a free pizza pizza coke coupon and letting us do what we had to do!

we rented 'the firm' and watched it eating honeydew...and that was sooo much fun! hahaa....i recognized ed harris...he's VERY bald in the movie...his head is pretty bumpy! and the girl, tammy...i recognized her in another movie with kiefer sutherland...it's nice to recognize ppl in movies! grace has been doing cool extra work so hopefully she'll meet someone famous soon!

ames had our pics developed while i taught this morning...and the pics came out really cool...there were pics with me and the abbey chicks when we went to pizza hut...there were the pics when i was with the asian gang (as fran calls us) when we went to that bar on yonge and finch for christian and ava's belated birthday...and a random pic of me and mom...just to finish the film...ahaha...which reminds me...i should load the camera for tomorrow...heheheeee...

oh yeh...here's some of the pics that were developed... MIAU!

i had the weirdest dream last nite...i dreamed that my grandma wanted hash browns and asked my sister to get them for her...and then my sister decided she wanted some too....like...FOUR...and then i got jealous, stole the whole package and ate it myself...weirdness much? but yes...in case you didn't get the gist of it....i do LOVE hash browns! if i could choose what i'd eat on an island...it would be hash browns...and yes...my grandma DID buy them....and i hate them both (her and mom) for telling me that we have em in the freezer...because i'm ELMING....thanx to juju...ELM (eat less movement) and i'm not quite sure it's working....

"I don't want to understand this horror
There's a weight in your eyes that I can't
admit
Everybody ends up here in bottles
But the name tags the last thing that you
wanted
As the world explodes we fall out of it
But we can't let go because this
Will not go away
There's a house built out in space...
I can't see that thief that lives inside of
your head
But I can be some courage at the side of
your bed
I don't know what's happening and I
won't pretend
But I can be your....

Someone help us understand who
ordered
This disgusting arrangement with time
and the end
I don't want to hear who walked on
water
Because the hallways are empty and the
clock ticks"

our lady peace

monica built a new room...yay...but it's messy in the studio now...ah well...
i'm going to sleep...jogging tomorrow morning....time to DIE! ;p ahahahahaaaaaa...that's for ames!

today was absolutely classic! ;p worked out in the morning before i went to class...so i was 5 mins late...but it was alright because karl said the prof has computer problems...and plus i got smart...i printed the notes off the net BEFORE so all i had to do was LISTEN to the prof and take additional notes...instead of what i HAD been doing which was taking the notes and missing the other stuff...nice going! ;p

after class karl came with me to meet up with tanaka and karina...tanaka came from work in a black top, cream colored mini skirt and hot pink shoes...note this!...and we went to maddy's where we had chicken wings and chicken fingers and french fries! karl went to class and we went to the PARK! ahahahaaa....that was PRICELESS!!! seeing tanaka trying to get over the park fence with her cream colored skirt! karina dared her to go over the fence...and she did...and she got stuck half way and then karina and i left her to walk around and go through the gate...and then tanaka took off her hot pink shoes and went in her stalking feet (pantyhose) and we played on the swings and tanaka sat in a duck that was WAY too small for her! got stuck and karina dumped her out afterwards!

so tanaka wanted to buy pants because she didn't like her skirt anymore and we walked along bloor to yonge st. where we stopped off at the gap and karina and i came out with these AWESOME new jean capris! hahaha...we look AMAZING in em! and tanaka didn't buy anything and was upset...so we went to le chateau on yonge and still she couldn't find anything...but i bought this cool black top that apparently will make jaws drop! nice! we finally found these nice cream pants for tanaka on one of those little stores along yonge and i went with tanaka to downsview to go home...get this...she SITS in something wet along the bloor-danforth line and it looks like she sat in something brown....can you imagine?!?!?!? it took HOW long to find pants and then she sits on something? completely classic! but it's fine by downsview! and that was my DAY! ;p

ok...that was sooo funnie! i finished my tutorial class with cahyee where we answered questions...it was fun! and then i walked with her to new college and then we were talking outside for about 5 mins...and then she tried calling her boyfriend matt, while i called my mom...and then she turned around...and there he was! he'd watched us for 5 mins...while we were making our silly gestures and movements! and he totally made fun of us! i like matt...if i ever get a boyfriend...i'd shape him after matt!

and then during class...i was sitting with jonathon and listening to the professor...and then a little fly came by and jonathon tried to stomp on it...and then lady infront kept turning around and glaring at us! ooops! ;p ester came to class with tim today! they are SOOOO CUTE!!!! awww! OH and before i forget even more....HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAY!!!!!! it was monday...and thanx for ester for telling me! ;p

"Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon’s sparkling, so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We’ll take the trail marked on your father’s map"

sixpence none the richer

working out at the gym is HARD work...but if you get killer abs and lose the chupas...i guess anything's worth it! ;p

i'm soooo very tired...
- john called while i was jogging and when i picked up the phone i was heaving...and he thought...god....lets not go into what he thought! ;p
- so yes...jogging makes you tired
- class was cool today...talking about the minerals and gemstones! but man...ms. kemp talks WAY TOO MUCH!
- carl and i have decided that we're gonna go visit the rocks at the ROM sometime
- ames is having a fit in the shower because the way our water system works is that if someone turns on the water...you get a cold shower....and she doesn't like it...DUH!
- watching an absolutely cool movie called 'THE GREAT LIE' with bette davis playing in it! I LUV CLASSICS!
- watched gilmore girls today...repeat that i've seen but it's great when you're working out ;p
- i gotta write this little thing up for tomorrow's tutorial so i'm gone!

THE THINGS I DO FOR BLOGGER! DAMN IT....I WROTE A BLOG AND THEN IT DIDN'T POST AND DELETED...NOW I'M WRITING IT AGAIN!!!!!

so....i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY! so this doesn't really piss me off! i've been grinning like a fool since i read my email at gerstein...i think i floated through air all the way to smcsu where chris was on the phone with lisa and kirsten was reading her email and the office looked AWESOME! furniture's in and the walls are great!

kirsten and i went to gabby's for half-price chicken wings! and we had an AWESOME conversation on our boy situations! ahahahaa...me and bobo and her and derek! and everything is sooo clear to me now and it's all good! ;p

"From the picture on the wall
Till the bedpost that touch them all
This is where I live
This is where I do my screaming

How do you say I love you in so many other ways
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming in so much ugliness
Waking up to all that beautiful blue
Beautiful you

From the time I walked in
To the point we’re both arguing
This is how I feel
This is where I start screaming
How could you say
I’ve always felt this way
This is where I live
This is what I do best

Dreaming in so much ugliness
Waking up to all that beautiful blue
Beautiful you"

Holly McNarland

john called yesterday...right before the blackout...hold on i'll get to it in a sec...and it was soooo good to hear from him...JOHN I MISS YOU!!!! but he's sooooo busy! mr. popular! he's holding 3 jobs and tentatively seeing like 5 girls! pulling a mr. smooth! ;p

so yeh...the blackout...the reason i didn't blog yesterday....i just sent an email to my friend marko and was in the process of one to amin and it went out....ugh....why couldn't it wait? and then it was out for like an hour...so i went to bed...and now i'm tired...i don't know why...maybe it's cuz i had such an awesome workout today...ran into lily wong! the website for smcsu looks awesome lily! thanx for all the hard work! ;p

ahahaa...class was hilarious! we watched movies the entire 2 hours...and there's this movie where the dude is soooo retarded! i kept poking fun at him and making jonathon laugh! that's the best! yay!

i'm sooooo tired...who's the loser that got up at 7:30am this morning to go jogging with her dad and sister? ME so we jogged in the park...not too bad...actually...it was VERY cool...i'm going to make this a habit..cuz...i usually jog at the gym or on our treadmill at home...it's good to get some fresh air! ahhhh!

we went to the markville mall today and i couldn't believe it! i ran into lisa and andrea! i was at smartset trying on some clothes and my mom was doing the purchasing (thanx mom) and i'm completely zoning...when...i hear 'well hello there ms. miao!' and i see lisa's face! it was fun! so we chilled a bit!

and now i'm completely frustrated cuz i'm trying to put pics up on my webpage but it's not working...or rather...the pics or HUMONGUOUS...i just want tiny ones....ugh...

does anyone remember bobo? bobo...the guy i'm not supposed to be obsessing anymore...but unfortunately i still am....i was chatting with flo today and we were talking about him...duh! and she was like...why don't you get his icq or msn? and i'm like...i can't... and then just for fun i looked him up on icq by email...and OMG! he's there! so what do you do? i'm not gonna do anything cuz i'm not a stalker...just an obsesser....ugh...so i'm freaking and i'm talking with kirsten...and ...i love kirsten cuz she just totally calmed me down....

this is how he makes me feel:

"Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone"

avril lavigne

and now i'm not gonna care cuz i'm gonna watch tv and go to sleep...

Memories #65
"our formal coordinator and fellow non-smcsu-but-almost-like-one-of-us buddie, mr. mike qwadrans! thank you thank you thank you for the awesome job you did for our formal! it was a smashing success! of course...with help from fellow formal coordinator maria! big hand for the two of you! and then there's me, flo, lisa, lauren...and the other ppl that slaved away selling tickets to the day..."

tomorrow i'll do a memory about the actual formal evening...

so i called up smcsu out a fit of boredom and cuz i was pissed at my mom cuz i got to work late...ugh...and polish paul picks up the phone...hey paul! and he's there with quadrans, and holly...and i dunno who else! but it's been such a long time since i've seen mike...and after all, he's formally graduated from u of t...awwwww....so i won't be seeing HIM frequently next year! =(

"I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here,
I don't want to move a thing, it might change my memory
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me."

Dido

did i mention that i HATE mosquito bites? I HATE MOSQUITO BITES!!!!!!! i'm wearing a jacket backwards because i don't want to smush the ointment that i put on the bite...cuz it makes the itching stop...but come on...geez...

ahahahaaa...get this...i'm starting a webpage...it's funnie....but i've got next to nothing on it right now...

Memories #64
"justin in my math tutorial...i remember how we met...i was asking a stupid question or something...and he started smirking...and then i was like 'you! what are you laughing at?' and then afterwords i found out he was friends with brian...ahahaa...viv...brian from mandarin!"

flo! why did you hafta forget your cell at home? ah well...your brother was cool tho! we had a good conversation on your phone! ;p but yes...we'll workout on monday! but yeh...i workout out by myself today...thanx viv! ;p

joel just left...he drove over and we walked to timmy ho's...and went to browse at value village where he told me that one day we'll find a treasure in all that stuff...and i scoffed...but he's right...maybe if i go often enuf i will...but....NO...walked in G.Ross lord park...(yeh...gross lord park...thanx joel...screw up the name of the park why don't you?) and he was teaching all the little kids bad things on the swings and teeter-totters...JOEL you're bad influence you pyro manic! ;p it's ok...you turned out ok, didn't you? ahahahaaaa...
but boooo...i got a stupid mosquito bite on the back of my right shoulder...ugh...

"I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you"

Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes - soundtrack to dirty dancing

and carl has a cool comp...or rather...it's a foldable keyboard with a palm pilot...he just clicks away in class...damn you...now I WANT ONE!

Memories #63
"ryan...the guy who's always napping at brennan...in his HUGE sweatpants...he's a cool drama dude!"

ran into ester today! she's awesome! oooh!!! do i see something going on btw you and tim? we'll see! it was great meeting alan and alex...tho...it WAS a scorcher today! we were all wilting!

went shopping with viv in this heat wave and i found a very nice two piece bathing suit....for sunday...IF it's still on...it will be a HUGE waste of beautiful swimming material! and viv found this cute top! and it's cheap cheap cheap! yay! she also found a nice bathing suit too but she was debating whether to get it and didn't...and then while we were working out at the AC she decided that she DID want it and wanted to jog over to buy it....YEH RIGHT....NO!

and then i was SUPPOSED to meet moshe but i think he doesn't check his email often enough so that didn't happen...ugh...

"And she takes another step
Slowly she opens the door
Check that he is sleeping
Pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor
Been up half the night screaming
Now it’s time to get away
Pack up the kids in the car
Another bruise to try and hide
Another alibi to write

And there are children to think of
Baby’s asleep in the backseat
Wonder how they’ll ever make it through this living nightmare
But the mind is an amazing thing
Full of candy, dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel
Two beds and a coffee machine
But there are groceries to buy and she knows that she’ll have to go home

Another ditch in the road you keep moving
Another stop sign you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
I wonder how I ever made it through"

Savage Garden

viv...i don't know estella really well...but i LOVE HER! thanx soooo much for driving me home! saved me a subway token! and it's fun in her car! it's a beautiful car! i wish MY parents would get me one like that!

Memories #62
"frat carl...i love hearing stories about how he disappeared the 2nd semester of his first year because he joined a frat...and dropped off the face of the earth...and then re-emerged this year alive and kicking!"

ahahahaaa....i LOVE JESSE!!!! damn smart ass kid in the world! you go get rory!!! if you don't know what i'm talking about then you suck...

and now i've tried calling joel and john...but instead...i have great conversations with both their moms! great!

i am taking the greatest class in the world....GEOLOGY...ahahahaaaa...who takes geology? ME! so i'll be going on some walking tours and going on field trips...stuff i haven't done since gr. 9...carl's in my class! yay! some other silly is taking class with me! and i dragged him in today's heat wave to all the discount bookstores cuz i wasn't satisfied with buying a new copy of the text...but in the end that's EXACTLY what i did...ahh welll...at least i ran into andrew and had a good chat with him too!

"one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
two can be as bad as one
it's the loneliest number since the number one
'no' is the saddest experience you'll ever know
yes it's the saddest experience you'll ever know
because one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know

it's just no good anymore since you went away
now i spend my time just making rhymes of yesterday
because one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know
one is the loneliest number
one is the loneliest number that you'll ever do
one is the loneliest number much much worse then two
one is the number divided by two"

Dokken

ames is trying to test me on gr. 11 bio stuff....and i don't remember most of it...but she DOES have the same teacher i had...and i DID keep all my notes to her class because i loved it!....so....work on the notes sis!

and here i am...in my nice cool basement...*sob* i wanna go swimming!!! but i can wait till sunday, right gurls?

WHO IS JACK SCHITT???
The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt!" Read on and you'll be able to handle the situation intelligently.

Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, a partner of Kneedeep & Schitt, Inc.

Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, and the deeply religious couple begat 6 children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins, Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt.

Against her parents' wishes, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout.

After 15 years of marriage, Jack & Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married a Mr. Sherlock, and out of devotion to her children, decided to hyphenate her last name, and became Noe Schitt-Sherlock.

Dip Schitt married a woman named Loda Dung, who became Loda Schitt. The couple produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt.

Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, inseperable thoughout childhood subsequently married the Happens brothers. The local newspaper announced the Schitt-Happens wedding, which was quite an event. The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, and Hoarse.

Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He returned from his travels with his Italian bride, Piza Schitt.

So, NOW if someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt", you can beg to differ. You not only know Jack Schitt, but the entire Schitt list!

so i'm cleaning out my email inbox...putting everything into folders and deleting stuff and everything is so much neater and...less messy...and i've somehow made my friends folders into a whole bunch of other names like....summer gurlz, elmsley boys, rehab ppl, course buddies and abbey chicks...hehe...i'm ingenious...or i could be utterly bored....

lisa came over this afternoon and we watched some of her home videos (aka...party videos) and it was lotsa fun except for the motion sickness part...i HATE getting motion sick...how do you watch those videos and not want to throw up after? ugh...but i DID see deans drunk...man...you're FUNNIE! and then we walked to the park, sat on some swings...and talked about a whole lot of stuff that's going on...hmmm...it's good being out in the sun!

ames went to kate's house and i think they went to see a movie...cool beans...and i've been watching tv and catching up (FINALLY) on some readings...oh yeh...new class tomorrow...yay? i just want to lie on the beach and soak up some rays...but wait! we gotta work on the chupas!