Memories #11
"after our chem final in december, gabs, ava and i walked to eaton centre to go shopping! met up with faye and vicky there and the five of us just chillaxing at the mall! had some really cool 'gurl bonding' going on! ran into mimi, rob, jay, josh, esther and winsion while we were there...good times!"

yeeehaaa!!! finished my very LAST exam today! yay! i'm sooo happy that i'm DONE! problem is...i don't think i did well on it...i never do...yikes...but i'm not dwelling on that right now...i'm actually very TIRED...so i'll take a nap now...that's all today!

Memories #10
"when i first met winsion, i thought his name was WINSTON...and so i called him that...and so did everyone else...until one day we were at the robarts and i was studying with christian, ed and winsion and christian and i noticed that winsion's name on his paper was WINSION...and chris was like 'buddy...you forgot to cross your T's" and winsion's like 'no...that's my NAME' and we all burst out laughing (ok...we didn't BURST out...more like really quiet laughing) and told winsion we thought his name was WINSTON! and so we we called him 'where's the T?' for the rest of the day! ;p"

so yesh...i spent the day at robarts library 5th floor...haha...that's where the 'posse' hangs out! for some reason, at the beginning of the year, alot of us found ourselves studying around the 5th floor so that's where we'd go find everyone if we want to study with someone. poor winsion, frances and everyone else who took physics, anthropology and chem139 this semester...the physics exam was this morning 9-12pm, anthro exam this evening 7-10pm and chem is tomorrow 2-5pm....i REALLY FEEL for you guys! and yes, i betcha that RIGHT now they're studying their little minds away! good luck!

and then there's me and chem...yikes! i spent the morning and afternoon busting my ass...so after i finish this blog and dinner, i'll be back at plugging away at stupid chem...ugh...i'm really tired...but i didn't take a nap because i wasn't home (that's a GOOD thing) and now that i'm home...i REALLY want to sleep...but all i think is winsion's not even GONNA sleep till after tomorrow's exam...so i better take what i have and make the most of it!

i'm DEFINITELY going shopping or seeing a movie tomorrow...i don't know which one is better...aaahhhh...i can't wait!

Memories #9
"went to new years mauritian party with pat...he said it would be an honor if i came...and since it was up here in north york...i came....however...pat failed to mention that all the other ppl at the party were of mauritian origin too! there i was with a group of ppl that mostly spoke creole (sorta frenchy) and because they're of asian descent they thought i was mauritian so they spoke to me...until i gave them this really confused look...but it ok...everyone was REALLY nice and i met this really nice guy, nick...pat thought he liked me...i dunno...overall, we had GOOD TIMES!"

i watched 'pretty woman' last night...i LUV that movie! it's sooo romantic that a rich guy would pick up this prostitute and get married to her....awwww....i get sooo emotional when it comes to these things! ask ames...she HATES sitting next to me in movies cuz i'd start crying or laughing...and she'd make fun of me....*sigh*

"It must have been love but it's over now. It must have been good but I lost it somehow. It must have been love but it's over now. From the moment we touched 'til the time had run out."

Roxette - soundtrack of 'pretty woman'

i LUV this song! it's sooo pretty...i love soundtrack songs...i'm gonna get the armaggedon cd soundtrack sometime this week...i have one but it's the wrong one...it's the rock one...i want the musical score one...those are soo pretty...*sigh...dreaming*

overall...NOT an interesting day...

Memories #8
"met ed just before midterms started...he was standing outside of bio, next to jude...(who slobbers ALL over me everytime i see him....ugh...i get the SHIVERS just thinking of what he does...ewwww....ok...that's besides the point...)and he introduced himself as emmanuel rodriguez sanchez junior...or something to that effect...so i didn't believe him...and didn't find out his name until later...so i called him...'it'...we went shopping the second time i saw him...(am i CRAZY?!?!? shopping with someone i don't even KNOW?!?!? hahaa...but come on! SHOPPING!!!) we went to eaton centre and all the way there we just asked each other questions and stuff...getting to know each other...it was FUN!!! ed is a GREAT shopper!! we need to go shopping again...huh, ed?"

anyway...work was a bitch today...so many kids...such BAD attitudes...ugh...i HATE teaching unwilling students...it just brings down my whole moral...after one kid i was just about ready to fall asleep...they get soo boring....i LUV the kids that come bouncing in all happy cuz they practiced and know what they're doing! THOSE are the BEST! ...unfortunately...not many of those came by today...

i need to buy more tampons...i know i know...what kinda statement was that? but i just had to promote them...even tho i know alot of them aren't really good for us anymore...or ever...ah well...but it's the BEST thing humans have come up with since sliced bread! honestly! i used to wear those bulky pads....it's like wearing diapers...and NOT fun...and you can't wear white pants...and you can't go swimming...and you basically can't do ANYTHING...then...ahhhh *shining light comes streaming in* tampons...of course they've been around for awhile...just never been able to use em...hahaha...there've been horror stories about them...grace once told me how she tried to use a free tampon that they sent in the mail and it didn't work...so she just plopped it into a bowl of water and watched it expand! ;p don't kill me grace! *she's SOOO gonna kill me tomorrow or whenever she sees me!* but REALLY...i totally recommend it...alright...i'm done embarrassing everyone now...

haha! there's a bug the size of my middle finger running rampade around the basement...it's like one of those centipedes that move EXTREMELY fast...and it's terrorizing my mom...oh nevermind...it just got smushed into a toilet paper by my hero...dad...

"Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts"

no doubt

can anyone tell i'm still hurting? i'm having DREAMS of bobo...ugh...i need to dissect my brain and take out that part that i hate so much...but then you gotta wonder...do i really hate bobo? after all...HE probably doesn't even know what he's doing to me...he probably thinks he's just flirting with any girl...which is totally possible...yuck...i guess i DON'T hate him...i just hate the FEELING of being stupid about it...and now i'm spewing again...so i'll stop...

gabs! i got your b-day present! it's the cutest thing! i saw it today and thought i'd get it for you! so! i've now got your present about a month AFTER your b-day...talk about belated birthdays! my dad forgot his birthday was the 23rd...until he got a b-day card...and tanaka's bday was the 19/20? am i even close? it's so sad that i can't remember my FRIENDS b-days...i'm probably missing more..oh right...len...oh man...we have some MAJOR partying to do as soon as my exam is over on tuesday...faye...we are SOO gonna go shopping on wednesday!

Memories #7
"going to visit elmsley one day near the beginning of second semester...and i was standing in the 3rd floor hallway greeting everyone...matt flanigan and jason decided they wanted to give me a 'whirly'...i had NO CLUE what that was...until matt picked me up by the arms and jason picked me up by the legs and carried me to the guys washroom...(you can see where i'm going...)and then into the toilet stall...and turned me upside down...(by the way...i WAS screaming all the way...)to give me a 'whirly'...until i stopped screaming...giggled...and said 'this is FUN!'...THEN they put me down...hahahaaa...NUFF said.."

holy camoly...i was just raped up the ass so bad...i can't even sit it was soo bad.....that CALCULUS EXAM?!?!?!? what the HELL was THAT?!?!?!?! ooooohhhhhh!!!!! i'm gonna DIE!!!! it was SOOO bad that i was in SHOCK and couldn't even CRY! that BAD!!! and the sad thing was i thought i might have pulled it off it the exam wasn't that freakin' HARD! i studied my ass this morning with nasser, tom and ava in the arbor room at hart house...and i may not have been 'bam bam boom!' but i wasn't as bad as yesterday...ah well...i'm screwed either way...i just gotta sit tight and KILL my chem exam on tuesday!

...so i went over to elmsley to lick my wounds...and i gotta say that the boys ACTUALLY took my mind off that disgusting thing i had just written...john was packing cuz he's going home! *sniff sniff* i'll miss you!!! but we'll definitely still email each other!!!! andrew sprained his ankle playing bball...OUCH! but he'll get better! he was playing magic cards with matt paterson and marko in the common room...MAGIC CARDS?!?!? that was sooooo ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! ah well...they were very amused by the game so i won't spoil their fun by making fun of em! ;p

"tell me...why'd you hafta go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated, life's like this you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty, promise me you'll never gonna find you faked it...ooh ooh..."

Avril Lavigne

grrr...you know what?i completely HATE BOBO!!! why the HELL does he hafta play games with me?!?!? i'm not gonna go into details...too upset...in fact...VERY upset...who the HELL does he think is?!?! how can you one day pay so much attention and another ignore me? or perhaps it's just me?!?!? it's no use...i'm SUCH an airhead....stop it ...STOP IT!!! *bang bang bang*....ok...i'm FINE...reallyy....i'm just gonna breathe in and out a bit...lAter....right now i want to fume....oy!!

you know what? my back really hurts now...damn i'm getting old...

Memories #6
"mark pahuta...aka...little mario! mark, rashida and i met up infront of lash miller and started walking to st. mikes...mark is really cute in the way he walks! he sorta bounces along...but not like a bouncy BOUNCY walk...a really subtle one...like mario!...but anyway...mark ran into a friend infront of uc and started talking to her...and rashida and i were standing at a distance analyzing his moves...the girl was lying on the grass looking up and him and he was standing with his hands on his hips...and we started a commentary...saying stuff like 'ooh look...mark dominating over the girl! he's got his hands on his hips and he's looking down on her...she hasta look up to him!' and we started laughing SOOOOO HARD...we almost peed in our pants!!! of course mark can hear our laughing...but he has no idea why...later we tell him why and start laughing again as he turns red! ;p so we now call him little mario..."

i'm in this pissy mood right now...guess who decided to visit this morning girls?!?!?! bah! guys won't get this ....but girls...please FEEL for me....this is sooo not the right time...why couldn't it wait till next wk?!?!?! now i've got to study calc with this burden! i feel eeewwwwww...flo...now i know how you felt for the formal...gah! i'm soooo dying! =(

of course...i SHOULD be studying calculus...but see...that's ANOTHER story....i tried studying...but i'm soooo deep under the water that i can't seem to pull myself out...i'm sooooo dead for that exam! i'm not understanding even the SIMPLEST concepts! aaahhhhh!!! but luckily...i've called up my good 'ol friend nasser and he'll be helping me out tomorrow morning...of course that will help a bit...but i've got to continue to plug away TODAY! so i've decided that i'll blog now (sorta like a break...a break from what?!?!?) and then finish studying...ewww....

btw...some ppl have asked me if i have too much time on my hands...no i REALLY don't...but because i have this attention deficiency disorder...i just seem need to give myself breaks every half hour or something...so STOP MAKING FUN OF ME!

...ok...i'm finished now...

Memories #5
"going to visit gabs at the uc dorm...i wasn't the ONLY visiter! when i arrived...she was in the common room eating ice cream with her friends gord and aaron...so i sat down and started watching tv with them...then gabs and i decided we wanted to chat upstairs in her room (she's got this amazing LITTLE room!) and aaron and gord started snickering...why?...'you'll see!'...get to her room...and there taped on her ceiling were her bras and panties!!!! those two buggers got to her underwear drawer! and she's too short to reach em! so they're stuck there for awhile! ;p" *NOTE: in case you're wondering...she's pulled them down by now*

grah! i'm sitting here trying to type and file my fingernails at the same time...this multitasking thing just AINT werking! why am i filing my nails? cuz i had a chipped one all day and it's been BOTHERING me! i was afraid i was gonna eventually scratch myself with it or something....

failed my bio exam toda...gah! it's horrible, really....i studied at the munk centre today (i used to think 'the MONK centre'...and that monks lived there...that's a story for another day) took the damn exam and went to visit elmsley!

"what can i do to make you mine? fallen so hard, so fast this time...what did i say, what did you do? how did i fall love you?"

Backstreet Boys

you know what? i'm gonna do what juju does...i'm gonna give him a pseudo name...she calls hers sporky and gwaba..lets call mine...bobo! *i dunno what else...came off the top of my head* yes...bobo it is...that way i won't feel so bad when bobo ignores me the next time...i'd just say 'bobo' and start laughing out the back of my ass! i hate the fact that bobo makes me feel like such a damn girl! like hello?!?!?! i was doing JUST FINE in my 'whatever' mode...and then he had to walk in...ugh...*just for the record...yes...some of you ppl DO know who bobo is...just BEAR with me while i spew...and whatever you do...just keep your trap shut...*

huh...my dad and my sister are watching the leafs vs. the islanders...and looks like the islanders are kicking our poor leaf's butts...that's NOT good....poor poor leafs...poor poor me...

yes...you know that little imood that i've got on the side of the page? that's me right now...dead...my brain hurts and i've only just finishd ONE exam...two more to go...and my stupid calculus is FRIDAY...can you say DIE NOW AND GO TO HELL?!?!?! i think i need god's help on this exam...screwed i say! aaahhhhh!!!! now i gotta empty the bio contents of my brain so i can stuff em with calculus...ewwww...but know what? got to just sit tight and get it over...and pray that i pass! ;p

alright...gots to go now...CAT NAP!

...naw....

Memories #4
"smcsu retreat in october. i'd only been in university for bout a month and a half...that retreat was my first experience at 'drinking'...never knew how great 'rose tequila' shots are, that smirknoff vodka ices were chick drinks, and kirsten's sugared lemon slices with vodka was 'breath taking' ...literally...barnes and skinner were buzzed the entire time, flo threw up after drinking a LETTLE bit too much...and then toping it off with 'shrimp'...sharing a bunk bed with elaine with flo and paul in the bottom bunk...aww...cozy! climbing blue mountain! hahaha...we thought it would be a breeze...started RUNNING up the hill...not even a quarter of the way up we were all outta breath and DYING! ;p our little truth and dares? those are secrets we'll keep to ourselves...but evidence has been up on our 'hall of shame' at the smcsu office! ;p deans cooking breakfast in the morning for us...sleeping in rob's nice and warm sleeping bag...spaghetti par 'el presidente'...making hot chocolate for wongie...watching stupid tom green movies with jp and billy...dancing on table tops with holly, elaine, andrea, kate, flo and flanny! and lets not forget francke doing the jig on a table...*shudder*...ok...let's forget that..."

i'm on break...i've been at kelly bundy library since 9:45 this morning and it hasn't been pretty...nope...not at all...i was studying upstairs on the second floor with liz
(she happened to be studying there as well) and we got chased out by a stupid vacuum cleaner...it was so freaking loud...i just don't understand...do these cleaning ppl come up with some sorta contract with the library that says 'hey buddy...why don't you clean the library during exam period...during the day?' they must have...why else would they be so stupid to turn on that stupid machine in the middle of the day? ugh...liz tried to chew them out..but all the library ppl said was 'try writing it and sticking it in the suggestion box'

so that's my funk of the day...

ames...i got that cd you wanted today...cost me $20...you owe me BIG time...

Memories #3
"taking the subway in the mornings with joel and kinsey...we'd always say we'll meet at 9:15am at finch station...but i'd always go early and they'd always come late...and by 9:20am (according to MY watch) i'd be going psycho and vowing in my head that 'if they're not here in FIVE mins....i'm soooo leaving without them'...of course i usually end up staying 10 mins later! joel has this theory that if we take the loop to queen's station we'd get to class faster then if we changed trains at yonge and bloor and then again st. george. we did experiments on this and we've (me and kinsey) concluded that joel's right only if we didn't hafta wait for the trains at each interchange. tho...this didn't deter me from freaking out everytime that we'd be late for class (i look back now...and ahahaha!!! LATE!! that's sooo priceless!!!)

you know what? i really miss my highschool friends! *sniff*

i miss sitting in that dingy, pasty green & brown cafeteria that served the most disgusting food in the world (i'm not joking! i don't know WHAT the st.mike's guys are complaining about!) and having the BEST conversations with my best friends! we'd make each other laugh sooo hard that we'd snort and choke on our food and almost piss in our boxers! we'd only have like 2-3 periods a day...yet we'd still find a way to skip our other classes to go downtown or york mills station for some "adventures"...the snow day? when we didn't know school let out early and tanaka and i had to RUN up the path ;p rose and astrid volunteering at the infirmary and keeping me company while i sat at the receptionist desk answering the occasional phone call and spending most of my time staring at the goldfish! calculus class?!!? honestly, i was sooo happy at the beginning of the year to be in the same class as len, cha, satchmo, karina and karen...BUUUT....ms. vella's class?!?!?!? whoooo boy....i really regretted not changing to dr. kuriyan's class...cuz vella couldn't teach for beans! besides...len...where the hell did you go?!? same for satchmo! and cha and karina only showed up half the time! rocio and i sitting in the grad cafe during spare and just chillaxing...ROLLED UP KILTS! chilling in the council office...come on karina...didn't we feel like we were almost part of council...the amount of time we spent there?!!? the only time we weren't there was when they had those meetings! ;p bio class! tanaka kept giving ms. facciol heartattacks the mornings after she'd get drives home from st. mike's boys...and then showing up late for class! and then she'd entertain us with stories of why she was late...and her driving exam stori....which she later told again in physics class...ugh...that was soooo bad! LUCA went nuts! hated that class...vowed i was NEVER gonna take physics ever again! religion class?!?!? that was a kick! karina and i sat at the very back of the class and talked the WHOLE time...got killer marks too...and then hennessey decided we should sit at the front of class...still talked...but on PAPER! ;p and thank god! still got good marks....computer class was a joke..wasn't it satchmo? cha would spend the entire class surfing these sex sites and updating her sex page...and we'd basically help her or laugh at the stuff she'd look at...and we'd never get in trouble...cuz vergura was NEVER THERE!

hmmm...but if anyone paid me a million dollars to go back to highschool...i wouldn't do it....it was HELL....NO ONE tell me that going to university wasn't like coming out of a bird cage...cuz i was the bird stuck in that ugly building...

i do believe i'm reminising because i've been looking at old photos again...*note to self: gotta go out and buy some photo albums* i've got these PILES of photos with labels on them just SCREAMING to be put in some albums...i'm way too lazy to do that right now...heheheee....

i've also been having these really wacked out dreams...which is scary cuz i haven't really had any dreams in the longest time...most nites i go to sleep and conk out...but i think the reason i'm getting these dreams is cuz i've been sleeping so much more...and so my mind has more time to dream up wacky things...like i'm going to be the queen of england or the student union office is gonna be redecorated by the old student council from LAST year...

hm....maybe i go study chemistry....

...or on second thought...take a nap...

Memories #2:
"going to my first CHM138 tutorial class...got to lash miller 15 mins early (how naive was i?!?!?)...found my class room...and the door to the class very HEAVY... nasser was in my tutorial (i'd met him earlier infront of con hall when rashida and i were waiting for mark...who came so late that we left without him!) and so i was chatting up a storm with him while still holding the door open! a girl came into the class (who i didn't know at the time but was ava!)...looked around and then came up to me and asked 'excuse me, are you the TA?'...i looked at her and said 'no...but i COULD!' and she laughed her head off and said i was sooo funnie!"

geez...i think i have this condition called "chronic fatigue"...that would totally explain why i keep taking cat naps and sleeping ten hours a day! if only i had the stamina to do calculus the same way i do sleeping...*sigh* we can't have it all...

hmmm....i wonder how my boyz are doing? i haven't heard from the elmsley rat pack since thursday...which is a pretty long time in miau hours...(maiu hours!?!?!?) i hope they're getting more studying time done then me! but knowing how rowdy they can get...makes me wonder...

"my legs, my abdominal muscles and my ass."

i LUV this quote from mats sundin, describing his attributes!!! which would lead me to this comment...."mwhahahaaaa!!! the leafs won last nite!!!" ;p it was soooo funnie! grace, ames and i were watching the last coupla minutes and you shoulda seen us! we were totally whooping and cheering! can you say hardcore hockey fans? haha...probably not!

luke
that's the name of alice's new 8 pounder baby boy! man...i can tell you his future already...he's gonna be spoiled rotten that one! and you know why? because we now have an addition to the dwindling male testosterone in our miau family! i'm not even totally joking when i say our family is run over with estrogen! me, my sister and eight other female cousins...my grandmother must be really happy now that she's got a male great-grandson! (he's not miau tho...but i digress)

time for another bout of so-called "studying" heheheee...damn...gotta really go at it now...

"walking thru the pavilion at st. charles and bay st...and seeing scott before he saw me...musta just came from the variety store...drinking milk...and lets out this mother of a BURP! (probably thinking he wouldn't run into anyone he knew!) BURST out laughing! (couldn't help it!) he looks up...recognizes me and sheepishly says 'excuse me' hahahaaaa!!! one of those 'had to have been there' scenarios!"

oy! i had a blog for yesterday...but as i posted the msg...it wouldn't work! and deleted everything that i wrote! =( i got peeved and went nuts...but then i was ok again! ;p


i'm working on a "memories of my first year at u of t" thing ...and i'm gonna try and post one good memory each time i blog...so that was one of my RECENT first memories...heheheee...(they're in no particular order)


ugh...long day at werk today. but luckily, the little kids weren't too bad...no one really got on my nerves and they all generally tried their hardest to make me happy! ;p next week will be rough tho...i'm changing almost everyone's schedule because i've got my friday calc exam from 2-5pm...and i usually werk from 4:30-8pm...and i'll probably be in no mood to teach...so i'm putting them all on saturday...PLUS monica (my boss) is gonna be teaching one of my kids (getting ready for gr. 1 exam!) and she only had time to teach him at a certain time next saturday which screws up my morning students! ACK!


"I can't make you love me if you don't, you can't make your heart feel something it won't"


Bonnie Raitt


that's the song that's running thru my head...over and over again....hmmm...for those of you that know me...you'll know why....


i'm kinda excited...my sister's being so nice to me and she's helping me make a nicer background for my blogger! it's made of all these really cute kittens! she's a genius when it comes to making webdesigns so i place complete trust in her...and in return...all i hafta do is buy her 3 cd's! what a good bargain! oooh! and plus i helped her out in something last nite but THAT i won't say because if she's reading this she'll KILL ME! ;p mwahahahahaaaaa!!! i suppose this is one of those "it's a sister thing"


aight...i think i'm done for today...gonna REALLY do some calc now...or in a bit...heheee...lates!