i'm feeling particularly stressed right now. i'm not exactly sure what it is...but i'm willing to bet it has something to do with not enough time to finish readings, and assignments and reports are looming up ahead. i guess it's also cuz i just attended yet another boring and pointless phl281 lecture and it's making me wonder whether or not it's worth going to class anymore. yet i'm too chicken to miss half a lec or not attend at all. plus, no matter how much i read, i'm still behind in my readings...i wonder why? maybe the readings are the size of novels?!?!?!? honestly, in order to keep up with your readings, it's mandatory that you have no life. i'm wondering how much it's worth to actually do the readings...even though you spend such a fortune on them. and to imagine that i thought i'd have time on my hands...HA!

i've also decided that i really don't like school so much in the fall/winter. why? because there's simply too many people here. i don't know if it's partly the double cohort, or what...but i feel that i can't go anywhere to simply chillax. the back office is null (no one uses it, i wonder why? it's so nice back there) and other places that i used to go during the summer are always packed full of people. just getting this computer at gerstein was pure luck. i can't take naps at UC anymore. time to make new guy friends! hahahaha (jokes)

now i'm just wasting time because i don't want to read....and because i want to piss off some people who are staring at me to get off the computer. hahaha. i guess they want to use it for important stuff such as checking email??

TOO BAD.