you know that when this chick is drinking chamomile tea at 7:15am that something is seriously wrong...

no more parties for the next 3 weeks (yes, i know i've consented to 3 instead of 4 weeks ed, ugh) why was i so stupid to take all this courses and classes NOW??!?!?! guys, stop snickering, i know i know...if only i did this much work in the school year i wouldn't be having this problem. yeh, whatever. and get this everyone...5 1/2 courses next year...who the hell do i think i am?!!?!? super woman? absolutely not! it's going to be fun times....

i'm so tired, but my tummy won't let me sleep, i've got so much studying and catching up to do...not to mention practice practice practice! i've seen ed twice this week, and i'm seeing him AGAIN today...except this time i told him to get something to eat while i practice for half-an-hour first...because i OBVIOUSLY have no time to practice otherwise....ed always makes me nervous, he'll give me something to sight read and then while i'm playing he'll say stuff like "COUNT! don't bob your head! you're too slow!" and then in the end i screw up everything...yay stupid sightreading!

not to mention that i'm missing jo like there's no tomorrow. can you imagine? this is ONLY week ONE. TWENTY more weeks to go. craptacular.