i have these two HUGE bruises on each side of my hips....nasty looking things. where did i get them? i'll leave that up to your imagination! hahahah! j/j! i got them after go on that stupid ride, wildbeast at wonderland. it's a rickety rollercoaster ride and it hurts like hell! and i'm a small person on this ride! mu was scrunched up in the seat the whole time, ah man. the best part was the waterpark. i truly enjoy all the waterslides! i DO NOT enjoy the long lineups. that's a biatch. ah. part of the fun i guess.

it's all about...SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! i think i'm in love with a new show! it's about an underwater sponge and that's about all i know because i went to see the 3-D movie about him and a burger at the park. it was kickass! much better then those gravity defying stomach moving rides...hahaha. i'm not a rollercoaster fan, yet i went on the bat, and vortex and these other crazy rides. although, i was too chicken to go on the drop zone and top gun! i'm sure those rides won't miss me!

and then it started raining...a fine misty kinda rain, the type that jo likes...but it was still sunny, so a rainbow came out afterwards. it was cool, and captured on camera.

it's nice to know that i've introduced my cousin to clone high. i TOLD you it's a great show! but i must credit kirsten and the sorbara guys because they introduced it to ME! heh heh.

i've got flipflops!

after being slapped in the face (not literally, but it felt like it) i haven't felt like blogging...i hate people being mad at me.

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. i've been going through another quarter-life crisis, plus i had this migraine that threatened to crack open my skull...threw up 4 times last night. it was awful. as of now, i don't even know WHY i was sick. maybe it was that buffet i had last night, i don't know.

there's a marshal and leader meeting tonight at gabby's. whoo hoo! free food! unfortunately, that means missing my cousin's house bash. girls, i feel so bad about not being there to see you guys...soooo sorry! =(

Way way back in the 1980’s
Secret government employees
Dug up famous guys and ladies
And made amusing genetic copies
Now the clones are sexy teens now
They’re gonna make it if they try
Loving, learning, sharing, judging
A time for laughing, shiver and cry
Clone high…clone high

seems that only clone high and hearing from jo is keeping me happy these days.

oh dear.

can my life get any worse? (probably)

so my philosophy exam is on the second last day of exams. which also means that i'm not getting a couple of days break. no siree. it's been officially declared that i'll be working my poor ass off until the day i leave. (yup, i've given up, i'm outta here)

on another note, i think it would be a great idea if the abbey chicks went to montreal for a weekend, preferably the weekend of the 16-17th (when i'll be there!) and then we can rock the clubs there. yeh, i think it's a genius idea, thanks to faye for bringing it up, and me for telling karina. ;p

doo de doo

why do i get the shit time?

my two third year courses are full. AS IN not empty, AS IN i cannot enrol in that course because there are no spaces left. and i NEED one of those courses to continue with my major. i CAN'T NOT have it. pisses me off that everyone else gets early times and i'm stuck with 2pm. plus i'm missing my philosophy class right now.

grr. this chick is not happy.

EVERYONE! I MET YVES!!!! that's right, even karina hasn't met him, and they already hate each other. hahaha.

is he good-looking? i dunno. i never was good at describing people, so why should i begin now? we had a pretty good time, well...considering i felt like the odd one out, tanaka was at his side the whole time (well, other then the ladies room) and his mom and brother came down to the eaton centre as well. alls well considering tanaks called me up after being MIA the whole entire thursday (that's right, i know you're sorry) and PLUS her MOM came to say hi to me. whoa.

in other news. went to see "finding nemo" again, this time as a family. i knew my mom would love it. i did. and after seeing it again, i love it even more. i swear that the turtle is my favorite character...soooo cool!

unfortunately, due to my running off to see yves, and seeing movies, this weekend doesn't look that good on the studying side. i never was good at studying when my mind is off wandering. so prokofiev, bartok, ives and copland will have to wait. until when? i have no idea.

i read this book today, it was AMAZING! it's called "The Da Vinci Code" by Dan Brown, very very interesting. that was part of the reason i didn't study, i couldn't put the book down till i had finished the whole thing. now i want to go to london, and france even MORE. maybe i SHOULD invest some time there in august...hmmm...

just randomly, i think it's horrible that i haven't seen satchmo in the longest time. at least i saw cha, karina, faye and len at cha's b-day party, but SATCHMO!!! even vanessa wants to see me...but that's pretty sketchy...that girl is a work of art herself. i don't think i have the patience to deal with her right now...with exams and essays looming, plus jo and karen MIA, i don't need another hot topic to handle.

anyway, i need to digest my dinner now.

you know that when this chick is drinking chamomile tea at 7:15am that something is seriously wrong...

no more parties for the next 3 weeks (yes, i know i've consented to 3 instead of 4 weeks ed, ugh) why was i so stupid to take all this courses and classes NOW??!?!?! guys, stop snickering, i know i know...if only i did this much work in the school year i wouldn't be having this problem. yeh, whatever. and get this everyone...5 1/2 courses next year...who the hell do i think i am?!!?!? super woman? absolutely not! it's going to be fun times....

i'm so tired, but my tummy won't let me sleep, i've got so much studying and catching up to do...not to mention practice practice practice! i've seen ed twice this week, and i'm seeing him AGAIN today...except this time i told him to get something to eat while i practice for half-an-hour first...because i OBVIOUSLY have no time to practice otherwise....ed always makes me nervous, he'll give me something to sight read and then while i'm playing he'll say stuff like "COUNT! don't bob your head! you're too slow!" and then in the end i screw up everything...yay stupid sightreading!

not to mention that i'm missing jo like there's no tomorrow. can you imagine? this is ONLY week ONE. TWENTY more weeks to go. craptacular.

wow, last night was weird.

met up with lisa, kirsten, eric and bronwyn at smcsu. and then we headed over to gabby's for the leader meeting. that was fun times, where we did these crazy handshakes that bronwyn told us to do from these descriptions on some pieces of paper. mine was the sway where i swing the person's hand from side-to-side when i'm introducing myself. how fitting, that handshake is soooo me! heehee.

george, mu, ray, reza and i couldn't stop laughing at this girl, who will remain nameless for various reasons...because her boobs were literally falling out of her shirt. well ok, i was doing most of the laughing, and the guys were mostly oogling, it was fun, okok...RAY was enjoying them the most! hahahaaaa.

we pub hopped over to the maddy at around 10pm and it's always enjoyable being in the piano room with the piano man. and i saw matthew yesterday! MATTHEW! how i love matthew! and he came with his friends nici and pete. he's in town from whitby and i hadn't seen him for over 2 months! they wanted me to go to the velvet underground with them, but no. i wanted to go home. i think i was even overly excited cuz i downed a rum and coke 5 mins before i saw them (plus i hadn't eaten since 5pm) and it was nonstop fun the rest of the evening.

soooo, i've had ray and matthew all over me last night which was weird cuz i'm very not interested (anymore). and there was this guy, that left his friend to walk with me as we were walking over to the maddy. i didn't mind his company, but i thought it was strange that he'd deliberately come over...well, whatever.

well, ames is at wonderland today. hahaha, i'm so glad i'm not going with her, i'd get so sick of lining up and puking after the ride. i'm guarenteeing that she'll have a lovely tan by this evening...hmmm....maybe i should go out for a tan too...

i need to get a bikini...heehee

i just came back from some GREAT sushi with patty. yum yum, in my tum.

soooooooo, i hear juju slept through a fire alarm, that's pretty damn funny if i don't say so myself.

tanaks wasn't home today, that's too bad, i don't know what the hell to do with those MCAT essentials....call me.

leader meeting tomorrow at gabby's and then the party moves over to the maddy later in the evening.

why am i writing in one sentence forms? cuz i'm thinking randomly and i don't feel like stringing them together to make lovely paragraphs....hmm...reminds me of that stupid essay.

i went shopping yesterday and went crazy at jacob. they were having this HUGE sale...(the sale sign was written in big bold red block letters and i just got sooooo excited!) and i bought 3 tops for $40. yahoo!

anyway, i don't know why i'm so tired. i keep going to bed soooo early, and i think it has something to do with waking up at 7am to run. hrmmm.

jo, have you finished reading harry potter yet? i miss you.

that's right georges, how COULD you forget me?! someone needs to straighten his priorities! ;p

i'm sooo confused...(as usual) but more confused THAN usual. i told my dad that i ran 7 laps around queen's park yesterday and he did all these calculations and stuff (i think that helped in my confusion) and concluded that i ran about 9km. wicked. and THEN when i asked him about our park at home, he told me that it was 2km. weird much? so basically, i have no idea how much i run. it's the same time, but different distances. WEIRD.

ms. tanaka dune, don't you EVER do to me what you did to me last night. that was HORRIFYING. i didn't know what to do. i don't think i ever what to come by your house, your mother is a crazy maniac. CRAZY! CRAZY!!!!!!! but i have your mcat essentials and i WILL drop them off this evening, and will vanish from that house forever more. hahaha. oh man, if only you called karina, then i wouldn't have had to "witness" your mom's insanity nor would i have missed clone high, AGAIN.

i have the biggest headache in the world. and the drugs alanna gave me don't seem to be working (it was one tylenol, i promise! ;p)

yeh, i just came back from dinner with my abbey girls. it was fun, but distressing. i was supposed to see jo today but we didn't cuz karina went to get her hair done and got them braided and then she was like 3 hours late, and then it just DIDN'T WORK OUT. well whatever, no point crying over spilt milk. so i haven't see cha, len, and faye in the LONGEST time. and satchmo and maija weren't there. =( but we had an ok dinner at the duke of kent on yonge and eglinton. i did NOT enjoy the seating arrangements, crowded for 7 ppl and then i was the lucky person that kept moving my chair around for the fat waitresses. hahaha...apparently i'm missing out on karaoke...hmm...i'd rather sleep.

went to see "finding nemo" with jo yesterday. what a GREAT movie! i swear, being a cartoon brings it no justice...it's one of my favorites... i ran thru all the emotions from being sad, to having a heart attack, to being really happy. good times!

had vietnamese with georges on...thursday? i don't remember....um...yeh, thursday and it was good to see him again, especially since he's been in washington to see his lovely gf, anna. he was late to workout and so i went with him, but i think that turned out pretty short cuz i was sitting a mat chatting like there was no tomorrow while he was sweating it out trying to beat anna's rowing time, which doesn't seem really possible. if you felt weird about going to that viet place that you went with anna, we should have went somewhere else, like that chinese place we always go...geez. (oh, incase there are some dense ppl, that was for georges)

and then the rest of that afternoon, i roamed downtown toronto. walked in the heat for like 2 hrs...can you say genius? ran into niche which was great, and then saw ryan burt, who apparently has been living with mike kwadrans, billy dunn, and justyna. and then went with tee for ABT, where i didn't see nao. but that's ok, steve's been in town. hahaha.

had a very very good conversation with my brother carl. he ALWAYS helps me out when i'm having mental problems (not literally) and he's really good with advice. i think he's straightened out some doubts for me. thanks bro!

i'm really really tired. so i guess i'm off to bed.

this was my canada day:
woke up at 8am and went jogging around our park (G. Ross Lord park or as joel used to call it...gross lord park). went home, showered ate...and then i went back to sleep. watched tv, looked at course selections and painted my nails. other then that, that was basically my day. well, except for when tanaks called at like 8:30pm. so i went to pick her up, and she came over to my house where we talked all about her time with yves (among other things) and then we watched some of "america's top model". i'm soooo excited! they FINALLY kicked off that silly sillly girl, robin, and now it's down to the final three...elyse, adrienne, and shannon. i'm TELLING YOU ALL NOW!!!! it's definitely gonna be elyse. heh heh

on another note: the pool party on sunday was great, even tho i didn't go swimming. i got a pretty nice shorts tan tho (ok, how nice that is, i don't know). what i REALLY want to do is go to the beach. liz, kirsten and bronwyn were supposed to go the other day, but they ended up going rock climbing. hmmm.

jogging this morning wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. we jogged 5 laps around queens park, but we also jogged a lap before we did stretching...so i'm definitely patting myself on the back. some things liz and i noticed this morning...a dead pidgeon with it's legs still stuck in the air, these two guys were keeping a decent pace with us (they were running in the opposite direction, so we passed them twice each lap...i started to look forward to that!), and there are tons of mosquitos that are just dying to suck my blood. damn them.

anyway, that's it for now. my parents are bugging me about going to parties. so what if i went to a party on friday, sat and sunday? the point is, i NEEDED to go to them. kirsten's having a she-bang at her place on friday, and the abbey girls are getting together on saturday, and there's a meeting on sunday (whoops, not to mention amelia's having her birthday party that day too...)

geeez.