i feel like i'm wearing one of those multi-faced masks...
the happy mask is used to impress ppl, to keep up an image of a happy bubbly girl who has no worries and is perpetually care free...
the sad mask (otherwise known as the what's-on-your-mind mask) is usually most identifiable through my closest friends and only they have the privilege to knowing what's wrong...oh wait...i have no problems...
the angry mask is only shown at home...or if something is really REALLY bothering me...otherwise, yeh...home...ames can vouch for that...
the crying mask is NEVER shown...i have this problem where i don't really express what i'm feeling...especially by crying...i find it very disadvantageous...as it's a sign of weakness...the only ppl who've seen me cry (off the top of my head) are probably the ppl that had to help me out last year in march...but other then that...don't speak of this to me

so mom's pissed me off majorly today...oops...did i say just today? i meant this whole week...she's been on my case about EVERYTHING...and i really don't need this...not now...too bad she's mom...i can't get mad at her...it's just not happening...

other then that...i had a pretty good day. had breakfast at the mike cubes (mike jaques, mike allemano, and mike skarz) apartment with lisa and flo this morning...skarz made an awesome meal of omlettes, sausages and bagels...with JUICE! i've made a bet with lisa (with flo and skarz as witnesses) that i can DEFINITELY go an entire month of no coffee or tea...and i don't care what anyone thinks...but i'm not losing this bet because i'm NOT addicted to coffee...NO...don't even say it OR think it!

i think i gave georges the cold...he wasn't feeling too hot today...but he was a trooper and went off to calc class so that afterwards we had lunch (soup) at jakas and then napped for an hour afterwards...went shopping for vitamin c (to stop scurvy!) and other edible food for georges fridge which consists of water and vodka (nice diet, eh?) and then went back after a grueling poli sci lecture...for a movie nite of "something about mary" most of the guys. good times!

oh did i mention that my mom thinks i don't study? for her information...i do...i studied in mike^3's solarium for an hour and a half, reading aristotle's POLITICS and such...today is my "fun day!" so don't bother me! ;p