you know it's gotten pretty bad when i don't post in color or lyrics anymore...

my botany textbook is doing a hell of a lota good sitting in my locker at the AC...when i have a lab monday afternoon...shit
oh well...i guess i'll just be studying anthro this weekend. FINE. i'm gonna kick some skeletal butt anyway...poli sci paper? oh no...that won't be touched till wednesday...luckily i got an extension on that paper...otherwise i'd sit down and cry.

the house dinner for the sorbora rez guys was fun! i know i know...THEY don't make a big deal about it...after all, for them it's just a bunch of guys getting together for house photos and eating food that could possibly be better then what they usually eat in the canada room...but REALLY...i'm just a girl that wanted to dress up and look pretty! after all, the rez formal didn't happen this year, so my outfit was sitting in the closet just BEGGING to be worn...and what better then to this little shindig with marko? ;p

my camera is officially retarded...i've been having issues with it since queens. first it died on me in the middle of us getting drunk at charysse's house...cuz the battery died...fine...i go home and put in a fresh new battery...but oh no...it doesn't end there...it decides that the camera is EMPTY...empty?!?!?! it's NOT! i still have a full 10 pics left to take...and it won't take pictures! so i couldn't take any pics from the dinner...boo...and now there's a game tomorrow that i want to take pics at...but oh no...i can't...cuz my camera's being stupid...ARGH!

ames has gone to kate's cuz it's her b-day...come to think about it...it's rob's b-day today! HAPPY B-DAY ROBERT! so i only found out about this on thursday cuz i ran into adele and she told me...hahaha...i gotta call him! mom and dad have gone to a bridge party...this is perfect timing for me to go out for coffee with lisa..but oh wait...i don't drink coffee or tea anymore...damn stupid bet...i should have made it 3 wks or something...what do you drink in cold weather like this other then tea or coffee?!?!?! that's right....NOTHING...man...that sucks majorly.

so karina, faye and i have decided that we're gonna help tanaka write a book on how to drive a broken down car the size of a boat:
- if the key breaks in the ignition, use a screwdriver that you keep in the glove compartment to turn on/off the car
- if the sideview mirror is broken on the passenger side, get your friend to stick her head out the window and give instructions
- if the back, right axle wheel is broken, just make wide wide turns...and don't do back ups
- if the windshield has two humongous cracks like an "X", just let it be
episodes in tanaka's car! ;p

queen's was amazing...it was good times the whole weekend...except for some pretty shameful episodes...but that's all part of the fun of being away and chilling with friends...in their HOUSES! we're totally doing a kris kringle this year...and i don't care who it is...but i want the woodstock underwear collection from "three" AND the lucy liu glasses from "willy"

eeeeeeeee! i'm soo excited! tomorrow at this time, i'll be at QUEENS! chillaxing with faye, tanaka and possibly charysse! we'll be completely updating each other's lives and pigging out on god knows what! the who, what, where, when and hows will be discussed to the bare minimum and everything will be good! ahhhhh! good times!

so i have these mini bruises on my arms and hands cuz i had my ass whooped in the ticklefest with ray and georges...no fair! two guys and one little girl! and then an awesome dinner at exotic tandoori (i know...sounds like a strip club) with the guys...INDIAN FOOD! nice! i'm not a big fan of spicy food tho...whatever

did i mention that i'm really excited about tomorrow? hahahahahaaaa!

i feel like i'm wearing one of those multi-faced masks...
the happy mask is used to impress ppl, to keep up an image of a happy bubbly girl who has no worries and is perpetually care free...
the sad mask (otherwise known as the what's-on-your-mind mask) is usually most identifiable through my closest friends and only they have the privilege to knowing what's wrong...oh wait...i have no problems...
the angry mask is only shown at home...or if something is really REALLY bothering me...otherwise, yeh...home...ames can vouch for that...
the crying mask is NEVER shown...i have this problem where i don't really express what i'm feeling...especially by crying...i find it very disadvantageous...as it's a sign of weakness...the only ppl who've seen me cry (off the top of my head) are probably the ppl that had to help me out last year in march...but other then that...don't speak of this to me

so mom's pissed me off majorly today...oops...did i say just today? i meant this whole week...she's been on my case about EVERYTHING...and i really don't need this...not now...too bad she's mom...i can't get mad at her...it's just not happening...

other then that...i had a pretty good day. had breakfast at the mike cubes (mike jaques, mike allemano, and mike skarz) apartment with lisa and flo this morning...skarz made an awesome meal of omlettes, sausages and bagels...with JUICE! i've made a bet with lisa (with flo and skarz as witnesses) that i can DEFINITELY go an entire month of no coffee or tea...and i don't care what anyone thinks...but i'm not losing this bet because i'm NOT addicted to coffee...NO...don't even say it OR think it!

i think i gave georges the cold...he wasn't feeling too hot today...but he was a trooper and went off to calc class so that afterwards we had lunch (soup) at jakas and then napped for an hour afterwards...went shopping for vitamin c (to stop scurvy!) and other edible food for georges fridge which consists of water and vodka (nice diet, eh?) and then went back after a grueling poli sci lecture...for a movie nite of "something about mary" most of the guys. good times!

oh did i mention that my mom thinks i don't study? for her information...i do...i studied in mike^3's solarium for an hour and a half, reading aristotle's POLITICS and such...today is my "fun day!" so don't bother me! ;p

what's going on?!?!? is babipiggie going to cardinal carter? wow! that's COOL! girl, you gotta send me an email or something to update me on what's going on! oops! i guess that's what the blogger's for! ahahahahaaaa!

so, i have a huge announcement to make ppl....I'M SOOOOO SCREWED FOR MY MIDTERM TOMORROW!
that's all...yup...unless i actually get off my ass and actually open the book. i think i'll have a muffin...so i thought i lost one of my new square earrings i bought on thursday...but i DIDN'T! yay!

i sit and muse with myself alot, and i would periodically have bursts of laughter or sobbing...prolly cuz i'm thinking of my soap operatic life...the complicated day-to-day basis of trying to solve a difficult algorithm that seems to be in stalemate. there is much unspoken tension within my large group of friends, it's quite difficult to watch from the sidelines as we're all so close to each other...if something hurts one of us, it reciprocates and hurts ALL OF US. in a sense, this may be good, as it shows how tight and close a group we are...in another, it might be holding us back from better things...better to take it as it comes.

so my cough doesn't seem to be getting any better...it's continuous hacking and wheezing...and nose blowing and grossness...ugh...i suppose it doesn't help that i don't seem to be sleeping anymore, or that i'm out all the time...drinking coffee when i should be sleeping! ;p my kids weren't helpful at all...no one seems to bother practicing anymore, and then they wonder why i won't give them new pieces to practice on, or their parents would come and bother me about why i'm not sending them into an exam or something! hello?!?!?! i'm a piano TEACHER....not a piano PRACTICER! i'm there to teach new things, not to do their homework for them...and all this while i can't speak...it's great...it got to the point where steve noticed that i was laughing at his jokes...so he KNEW i was feeling crudy...ahahaaa...got my second wind last nite after coffee with lis...and then i finally puttered out at 2am with my bro...he always calms me down and makes me feel better...and to a certain degree...puts me to sleep! j/j!

i've got some pics of me, ray and mu from halloween...courtesy of georges...thanx man...they're on my website...YOU go find it...i'm too lazy to make a link to that page...mwahahahahahaaaaa...

so the OUR LADY PEACE concert was WICKED last nite! it totally rocks for a first time concert goer, like me...raine has the most AMAZING voice! it's sooooo pretty! even when he speaks, it's so musical and seductive...wow...i'm in love with his voice! fun times! see ames' blog for a more detailed description of the nite's events...i just had alot of fun with faye! i haven't seen her in THE LONGEST TIME! not since her birthday in september! i almost didn't recognize faye...your hair's grown! wow!

so i pigged out on fries and a veggie pizza slice...and...COFFEE!!!

did i not say us gogo girls would rule the nite? that's right, thank you very much...i do believe we had THE BEST costumes there...

too many playboy bunnies...wayyyy overrated...and alot of guys who didn't have the money to buy costumes so wrapped themselves up in toilet paper! a lot of monks, deans in army fatigues...looked sooo cute! like a boy scout! , mike as the pimp daddy! and lotsa girls as cheerleaders and school girls! and it was really great seeing mike kwadrans and megan st. john, ppl that graduated last year! i heard al was there with his girlfriend! i'd liked to have seen him again!

the poor bus driver! i feel bad for the guy...so he was driving the first bus with many of us eagerly waiting to get to the party...and made a right turn that wasn't wide enuf...and side scrapped a cab, who's ass was sticking out of the intersection...and then he started freaking out and apologizing and everything...but everyone was totally cool about it...we just waited for another bus to pick us up and off we go again!

all in all...a very successful and entertaining nite! i'd especially like to thank kirsten for making our dresses and the other girls for making US work! those boys had no chance! ahahahaaaa!